Chrys shook his head, reaching out a little to place his hand on Onyx's knee and give it a small squeeze. "Look, you're allowed to be upset, of course you are. I did the wrong thing and I broke your trust, I accept that," he said, turning away for a moment to really get his bearings on what he was saying, because he really hadn't had time to think any of this through. He was still figuring himself out, what he wanted and, at that moment he'd wanted Elio, just like when he'd wanted Onyx, or when he'd wanted Marco, or Elsie, he couldn't help how he did or didn't feel and he felt like it would be wrong to deny himself what he wanted even though, realistically, he was sure people did that all the time, he'd never had good impulse control. "I don't want you to say something because you think I want to hear it. I don't want to be exclusive, you do, we need to find common ground and work something out, or we need to," he swallowed for a second, "or we need to walk away, because this isn't healthy Onyx, we both know it." He licked his lips a little at the questions Onyx was asking. "If you still want to go to the dance, I still want to go with you. Of course I do, because I enjoy being with you, I don't think about other people when I'm with you," he didn't think about Onyx when he was with other people either, but that was a part of the conversation that he didn't really need to reveal. "You can come and find me whenever you want, if you want to, though I can't promise there won't be others, I'm not going to tell you you have to wait for me to come to you," that wasn't fair. He thought the questions were over until Onyx asked a final one, and it hit Chrys very hard, because he was shocked to discover that instead of the yes he immediately wanted to say, the answer was actually that he didn't know. "I... I don't know, Onyx." He said, looking away a little as he did so. "I like spending time with you and... doing things together but... I honestly don't know." Had that always been the case and he'd just assumed, or had something changed? He wasn't sure, all he knew was that he didn't know, and honestly, that was probably the most terrifying part about it all.