Lily Drage
Ravenclaw'24/Sumner's wife/Mom of 9 and preggers a
- Messages
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- OOC First Name
- Julie
- Blood Status
- Mixed Blood
- Relationship Status
- Married
- Sexual Orientation
- Straight
- Wand
- Mahogany, 14 1/2", Essence of Demiguise hair, Bendy
- Age
- 45
Lily was sick of holing up in the tower. She needed to get out. Running up to her dorm she slipped on a pair of boots on her sock-clad feet and headed out. She had so much to think about right now and needed some air to do so.
Heading to the cliffs, she found her favorite rock to sit on and settled in, looking over the open space before her. The view was beautiful and Lily leaned back against the tree behind the rock and simply watched the birds flit across the sky. Mother birds and their babies. Babies. Her hand went to her stomach, resting over where there might be a child growing inside of her. Hers and Sumner's child. She felt the tears start again, tears that she had cried multiple times over now in her room. In front of Sumner, she did her best to not let things get to her. He was stressed out enough without having to shoulder her stress as well. And he always seemed to try to do that. He was her best friend and was always looking out for her. She really did love him but the thought of having a child and changing her future scared her. What really scared her though was the fact that she wasn't opposed to the idea of having a child with Sumner, just not right now. Why did it have to happen now?
Lily closed her eyes. She was scared to admit it, but she was falling for Sumner. Hard. I have to stop thinking of him like this! He is my friend, my lover, but we agreed this was all it was. Just a physical thing. Its like I am breaking the rules by thinking like this. We promised each other it would just be physical. Nothing else. I have to stop feeling like this. But... Lily looked down where her hand rested. What if I am pregnant? Will he still be around? Well, duh, he will be around, but will he stay forever or would he be around for a bit then leave me to raise our child on our own? No, Sumner wouldn't do that to me. He wouldn't leave. He was oddly calm when I told him what I think is happening with me. Gah! Why did I have to fall for him?
Opening her eyes, she noticed that time had flown while she was out there. Standing up and brushing herself off, she started to make her way back down to the castle, taking her time walking. Lily realized that no matter if she was pregnant or not, she had made the biggest mistakt and fallen in love with her best friend -- and knew she would never, could never act on that fact.
Heading to the cliffs, she found her favorite rock to sit on and settled in, looking over the open space before her. The view was beautiful and Lily leaned back against the tree behind the rock and simply watched the birds flit across the sky. Mother birds and their babies. Babies. Her hand went to her stomach, resting over where there might be a child growing inside of her. Hers and Sumner's child. She felt the tears start again, tears that she had cried multiple times over now in her room. In front of Sumner, she did her best to not let things get to her. He was stressed out enough without having to shoulder her stress as well. And he always seemed to try to do that. He was her best friend and was always looking out for her. She really did love him but the thought of having a child and changing her future scared her. What really scared her though was the fact that she wasn't opposed to the idea of having a child with Sumner, just not right now. Why did it have to happen now?
Lily closed her eyes. She was scared to admit it, but she was falling for Sumner. Hard. I have to stop thinking of him like this! He is my friend, my lover, but we agreed this was all it was. Just a physical thing. Its like I am breaking the rules by thinking like this. We promised each other it would just be physical. Nothing else. I have to stop feeling like this. But... Lily looked down where her hand rested. What if I am pregnant? Will he still be around? Well, duh, he will be around, but will he stay forever or would he be around for a bit then leave me to raise our child on our own? No, Sumner wouldn't do that to me. He wouldn't leave. He was oddly calm when I told him what I think is happening with me. Gah! Why did I have to fall for him?
Opening her eyes, she noticed that time had flown while she was out there. Standing up and brushing herself off, she started to make her way back down to the castle, taking her time walking. Lily realized that no matter if she was pregnant or not, she had made the biggest mistakt and fallen in love with her best friend -- and knew she would never, could never act on that fact.