So long till next year

Kamaria Warlock

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Kam waited outside with her trunk filled with all her stuff and a bag set right beside which held some stuff she would use on the train back home. Kam was sitting on her trunk and she had a book in hand while biting down on a muggel pencil. It wasn't the usual novels Kam would often be seen reading, it was actually a muggel crossword puzzle. Over the year she had found them fascinating and it always kept her busy when she was waiting on something or someone to happen. Kam took her time figuring out each puzzle, she thought these puzzle not only kept her busy but she learn a lot from them as well. In the muggel world were words matter rather then spells, she was learning every time she solved a puzzle.

The train to go home had still yet to come. All the other students were slowly making their way out. Kam was one of the first few who had already been waiting out in the platform side of the school, were the train stop ti pick up its student. Kam had to admit, she was actually happy to go home for once since attending Drumstrang. She'd be happy to see Lenna again, Lenna would probably feel just the same since Kam had decided last summer she would spent some time with her astray mother in America. It be great to be back in England anyways, she miss the place and scenery of her old little house. Kam was expecting to get reacquainted with the old place she called home.
 
Yvonne was the least bit happy about going home. What she was looking forward to next year was not seeing her brother. She was looking forward to him moving out of the house, and she hoped that she would actually be noticed in her own home. Yvonne hated growing up in a big family. Though the house was full she felt so empty. She put her trunk on the ground and took out a book from her backpack. The book listed different potions and their ingredients. She had read the book several times because it was a textbook, but she enjoyed reading it on her own time.

After a whole 30 minutes the train still had not arrived. Yvonne closed her book and sighed. She wondered what was taking so long. She looked around and saw the girl She had gotten detention with sitting next to her. She rolled her eyes. The girl seemed to be working on some type of puzzle. "What is that?" she asked, trying not to let her curiosity show.​
 
Eyes glued on the puzzle, Kam did not see Yvonne come. She had remain spaced out trying to figure out the puzzle, besides others students moving around hadn't alerted her of the girl. Kam looked up from the book, she did not smile at Yvonne like you would do in a friendly manner. Kam just blinked up at the girl, since she had came in fair manner Kam guessed it was alright to be okay with the girl. it's not like she was snatching away the puzzle this time, that would be funny if the girl wanted to feel her knuckles again. "It's a muggel puzzel, you do it when you're bored or when you feel like challenging yourself" she said showing the book. Kam flip through the pages once and showed to Yvonne. She fancy the puzzle, they were her joy whenever she was bored like she stated and they never get old.

"How are you today? Ready to go home soon?" she made small conversation with the girl. Kam fold up the puzzle in her hand, she would get to it later. It be fun to do when she wasn't talking, right now she wanted to see how Yvonne was behaving. Some weird way she felt like Yvonne resemble an annoying little sister, Kam never had one. That's why it felt weird that she would feel that way about Yvonne, she was the youngest out of Lenna and her dead brother Anthony.
 
Yvonne rolled her eyes. 'So it's a Muggle thing,' she thought in her head. Though her mother was a Muggle born, Yvonne hated Muggles and Muggle borns. Wizards were stronger, yet they had to hide their strength. Muggles had left a horrible impact on her life. They bullied her and teased her. They made her think lesser of herself when actually she was better. She hated them with a passion. She hated them deep down in her soul. "That's not much of a challenge then." she said.

Yvonne shook her head. "I hope the train takes longer because I do not want to go home." she told Kamaria. The last place she wanted to be was home. It was so suffocating there. She felt like nobody heard her. Like her voice died not function when she was at home. She looked down at Kamaria. She wondered why she had even bothered asking. Not like Yvonne cared about her home life, or even her in general. "Why are you asking?" she asked and raised her eyebrow.​
 
Kamaria shrug, she didn't care much to Yvonne comments about muggel puzzles. Everyone had their own opinion, Kamaria fancy them Yvonne may have not. Doesn't matter, Kamaria loved little things like this, she appreciated something if it interest her if it was muggel item or not. It's the way she had always carried herself, she guessed. 'you should try someday you might like what you never tried before if you give it a chance" she folder her arms at her chest, waiting out for a train to come fast enough wasn't rushing time any faster. Kamaria look down at her shoes, flats actually, her favorite black ones had a silver metal part of it that stretched across her shoes, sort of like a band.

"Why don't you want to go home" she asked after hearing Yvonne say she hope the train took longer to come. Kamaria starting to think this girl was trouble somehow. Sad when someone young was, least with Kamaria troubles she remain to stay positive. "I don't know, maybe cause you're young and I know how it feels to be young, or I dunno" she shrug, why did she care? This girl had been rude to her from the beginning and all of a sudden she was interested in Yvonne. I really don't know why.
 
Yvonne shrugged. "No point in being happy about going to a place where you aren't noticed." she mumbled. Yvonne just ignored what Kamaria said about trying Muggle puzzles. She would rather die than do a Muggle puzzle. Yvonne looked at the girl with much confusion. Not like she was so many years older than her. "You are still pretty young too, but that still doesn't explain why you care." she told her. Yvonne was mean to Kamaria from the beginning. There was no reason for her to start caring for her. It confused her. She had never actually felt someone cared for her. The thought made her uncomfortable.
 
Yvonne's mumbling went unheard, Kam saw her mouth move but did not get what she had said. "Sorry didn't quite get that" she said staring at the girl. the rest she heard, the rest made Kamaria rolled her eyes. "Well I'm not a fawking lesbian, if that's were ya thinking. Yeah, so get that sh!t out of your head" she was getting it with this girl. She was the one that was talking to her, had she not came over here asking question? What she was thinking she was the only on here? Kam looked at her confused. "You should try a little harder on making friends and not enemies, maybe ya won't feel so miserable" she suggested with the tick of her hair. Bloody hell, this train was taking it's time to arrive.
 
"I'm lonely!" she said loud enough for Kamaria to hear. Yvonne bent down. She set her book on the ground and ran a hand through her hair. She was lonely. She kept this to herself, and it killed her inside. She did not think She would tell an person like Kamaria about her loneliness. It just happened to turn out that way. "Why would I think you are a lesbian?" Yvonne asked confused. What did her sexuality have anything to do with their 'conversation'? If Yvonne really cared about Kamaria's sexuality she would have spread rumors a long while ago. "Being lonely doesn't make me miserable." she said lamely.
 
"Nothing, I'm just saying" she said offended a little, she wasn't sure what she was saying. "Maybe you should be a lot more nicer and then you don't be so lonely? That's what I'm saying and I am only saying this --" ugh this was so annoying. If she wanted to get any points here then maybe thinking about before hand would've been a great heaps of help. Now what she was saying was all going to the gutter. Screw it, "I haven't that many friends, so I know how that feels, and my mum never been home for the past two or three years, I've sort of lost count. I was just saying I know how it feels." she said and once it was said felt great, she supposed. "Is your mum around, anyone you can talk to when you're home?" she asked Yvonne, forget beating around the bush, she asked straight forward to get an answer.
 
Yvonne shook her head. "I am not going to get hurt again. If someone wants to be persistent and try to get to know me then fine." she said simply. She was not going to trust someone she did not even know just to have them trample all over her. It would kill her. She would lay down and die if she let anyone hurt her. She had to protect herself. She had to protect her heart. inside Yvonne really did want to smile and be ice to people, but she had been told not to smile. She had been told that her joyous personality was not needed, so she buried it deep inside her soul. A place even she might not even be able to reach. "Sure. It's a full house, but I can't exactly talk to a 7 year old or a baby about my problems now can I?" she said sharply. Her parents were too busy providing for her brother to pay attention to her. "My parents favor my brother over me, so I am basically invisible."
 
What is it with girls now and days? It's like the healer spank their bottom goddamn to hard and they just have this attitude that everything screwed up for them. Kam had it bad, she use to think she had it worst when she was little, with her mom not being there and living this freestyle life, Kam knew it was bad. However, instead of mopping around about it and crying how her life sucked so bad, Kam decided to say that no one would mess up her happy ending. She would define her future and that's the bottom line. Kam shook her head, "It explains a lot of things, but don't let crap like that make you, sort yourself out and you'll be okay" that was all that Kam had to say, it was up to Yvonne if she wanted to take her advice. She felt bad for the girl partly because family always had a big influence in how children develop, so partly was her family fault. She would make comments and statements about that, her tongue remain silent as a loud engine roared into the distant. a loud sound came out of it, the sound of what train horn sounded like, Kam stood up on trunk, gripping the handle of the big heavy trunk.

Kam looked at Yvonne, "If you need someone to talk to over the summer, mail me or something" she shrug, the simply offer an invitation it was up to the girl to take it. The train came to a complete stop in front of the girls and many of other students waiting to get on board. There weren't that many since a few decided to take the ship instead of the train to get back at home. Kam preferred the safe way, she'd like for once to smile when she arrived home to her sister Lenna, it'd be a great vacation if the two of them were getting along that well this time around.
 

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