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Leaving for one week was not entirely enough for the Death Eater to settle into the blissful state where he could think and see what he would need to do otherwise. When Hades had returned home to see how things were going, there were times when he could not even look at Etoile without losing control and wanting to tell her everything when in reality, it would be nothing short of awful. Hades needed some time to himself, he needed to get away from the being that caused him to be like that. How could one being cause him so much thoughts and grief, distractions and yet all of this appeal to him? Hades could not believe it when he realized it at first either. It was not something that he was expecting. It happened so suddenly. Hades figured that things would have been better if he had not come across her. If he had not thought about it, if he had not ripped off that wig and instantly become attracted to her, then she would not have been able to bring him in this. This feeling was not really something that he wanted ever to happen to him. Sure, some people thought that love could strengthen people but this was weakening him greatly. That was when he decided to spend one whole month into the blissful state where he thought he was in love before but the darkness within himself, his own inner being telling him that he should have killed Hollace, and then the other time, when he thought that he loved Anastasia but that was an utter failure as well. He had ended it, and he would have what was his eventually. Hades bowed his head where he was at, standing where he was and being in comforted solitude. One month had passed, and not once had Hades left the solitude of his safehouse and spoken to Etoile where he was at before, where Asparuh Zhefarovich the third had locked him up when he needed some time to think. The darkness had guided him before and this time he was seeking it out once more. Every so often Hades had sent out someone in aid to see the children and how Etoile were doing, and even cast a patronus as well, to watch over. He did leave but he was in silence, and he had managed to control and manage his emotions while he took care of her without saying a word. It was something that he was prone to do, but then he had retreated back into the safehouse. What was unique was the fact that the better Etoile seemed, the less likely she would see him around until he got better control over it. She may see a shadow of him, hearing his footsteps and waking up to see what he was doing which included tiny notes, and roses that might not mean anything to her. Hades did not care what she thought right now, but she would see it eventually, see it that he cared.
However how long he would pine for it. Until now, Hades had felt nothing more but sheer pain. It was the pain of someone loving another, without being loved in return. Hades had spent most of the time in the safehouse where they first slept together and spoke, on the bed where he had taken her as well. He had laid down with his hands resting on his chest. It was early afternoon as the sun rose not that Hades could see it in the safehouse due to it being underground, but he had kept up with the time and the days with use of a calendar and hours. Hades had his eyes closed, his lips sealed shut as he concentrated on what he truly wanted, what he should do. He had managed to gain control of his emotions now. He would be able to face Etoile Lefevre without being what he was earlier, what he felt that was weak. He could not help but think that what he was doing right now was better for him. The pain was gone, and now there was just sheer pleasure. The inner darkness of his self conscience had spoken to him. 'You have what you desire, you need nothing more than that. She gives you her body, she gives you pleasure, her love may come but right now, you have it all.' Hades had absorbed that, and he felt that even though he had loved her, he would never let her go. He could not let her go lest he was going to lose a bit of himself later on. Hades wanted to be there with her now, and after listening to his conscience, he could not help but wanted more. He wanted more than what his conscience. Then it spoke to him again, and if he had told anyone that he had spoken to himself to help his mind clear out. 'Test her, allow her to leave for a while to see if she will return. Earn her trust, gain her friendship. It all must start somewhere.' His onyx eyes opened and he thought that it would be simple to have that done. Hades would do just that. He rose from the bed and he moved it across the room to show the exit from the safehouse from under the bed. He opened the door and it led down a dark stairway. He descended down and he had closed the door behind him. Etoile had better be ready, because the Hades that she had known and probably loathed has returned full force and he was ready to claim what he wanted. He walked the corridor in darkness, with a black candle to lead the way. He had a plan in store, the gleam in his onyx eyes was back, the cocky and cruel smirk danced on his lips. Needless to say, Hades was completely back, his mind in control and in his iron grip. Now, it was time to break down the walls to make Etoile his, forever.
However how long he would pine for it. Until now, Hades had felt nothing more but sheer pain. It was the pain of someone loving another, without being loved in return. Hades had spent most of the time in the safehouse where they first slept together and spoke, on the bed where he had taken her as well. He had laid down with his hands resting on his chest. It was early afternoon as the sun rose not that Hades could see it in the safehouse due to it being underground, but he had kept up with the time and the days with use of a calendar and hours. Hades had his eyes closed, his lips sealed shut as he concentrated on what he truly wanted, what he should do. He had managed to gain control of his emotions now. He would be able to face Etoile Lefevre without being what he was earlier, what he felt that was weak. He could not help but think that what he was doing right now was better for him. The pain was gone, and now there was just sheer pleasure. The inner darkness of his self conscience had spoken to him. 'You have what you desire, you need nothing more than that. She gives you her body, she gives you pleasure, her love may come but right now, you have it all.' Hades had absorbed that, and he felt that even though he had loved her, he would never let her go. He could not let her go lest he was going to lose a bit of himself later on. Hades wanted to be there with her now, and after listening to his conscience, he could not help but wanted more. He wanted more than what his conscience. Then it spoke to him again, and if he had told anyone that he had spoken to himself to help his mind clear out. 'Test her, allow her to leave for a while to see if she will return. Earn her trust, gain her friendship. It all must start somewhere.' His onyx eyes opened and he thought that it would be simple to have that done. Hades would do just that. He rose from the bed and he moved it across the room to show the exit from the safehouse from under the bed. He opened the door and it led down a dark stairway. He descended down and he had closed the door behind him. Etoile had better be ready, because the Hades that she had known and probably loathed has returned full force and he was ready to claim what he wanted. He walked the corridor in darkness, with a black candle to lead the way. He had a plan in store, the gleam in his onyx eyes was back, the cocky and cruel smirk danced on his lips. Needless to say, Hades was completely back, his mind in control and in his iron grip. Now, it was time to break down the walls to make Etoile his, forever.