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- Birch Wand 14 1/4 Essence of Dragonstone
As Alleara walked through the empty corridors of the Durmstrang Institute, she'd never felt lonelier. Today marked an anniversary that she was sure never to celebrate and never to forget, and only wished to have someone there for her; someone to tell her that she wasn't completely alone in the cold walls of Durmstrang. But no comfort came. The only thing that echoed through these corridors at this late hour of night was silence. She wondered, as she crept up a staircase , whether it was better to be alone and to never be hurt than to have someone and face the risk, but that was foolish for her to think. She'd been through too much, lost far to many loved ones, and had fallen even more deeper into sorrow with each death, each dramatic change of her life. As she slipped into the cress of a windowsill and looked out at the falling snow, she suddenly remembered the face of her little sister, small and white, eyes bright with pain and fever. You must promise not to mourn for me for more than three days, promise. Alice had told her, tears falling from her eyes on the night she had died, the night she had left Alleara alone in this world, with her grief and despair. But Jace, her cousin and best friend, had been there for her, telling her that she wasn't as alone as she thought. She'd give anything to have him here with her, to hear the voice of her best friend tell her to stop feeling sorry for herself.
Jace knew of loss, but not of the heart wrenching loss and grief she had witnessed. He'd lost his mother when he'd been born, and even if he hadn't known her to missed her, he still missed what she would have been, and that pain was only greatened by his father's abandonment through his childhood, and the blame that Jace sensed for the death of his mother. Alleara loved Jace, not as a brother, but just as her best friend, when she was down he would tell her not to feel sorry for herself, and when she didn't want to talk he wouldn't press her, he would just sit with her so she wasn't alone. These cold stone walls reminded her so much of the castle she had lived in since she was 9, the very same castle where she had sat by as her sister died, as the sun disappeared from her world, but as she had been told all her life, first by her mother then by Jace, she still had to get on with her life and do all that she could in life, make something of it. Even when she had nothing she still had the determination her mother had given her to be something great, to Make people know her name, to not just be another leaf in the wind. Plus she had made a promise that she planned to keep, forever...
The wind tossed the snowflakes and made them twirl, spinning and dancing through the night sky with a backdrop of dark blue and twinkling stars. Alleara shivered, feeling tears flood to her eyes. She felt so alone in the world, so cold and as if there was no place for her, as if her home had been ripped away from life as her family had been, and now she was just lost. She felt heart wrenching pain, and felt as if her tears would never stop falling. No, she told herself, you must not cry, be strong, you must be strong! As she forced her tears back and ignored that biting, putrid feeling in her throat, she looked up at the sky in time to see a star falling across the sky, almost too fast to see, and before she could think a second thought, before she could tell herself how stupid it was to make dreams and wishes on silly stars, she made a wish.
she wished that she wasn't so alone...
Jace knew of loss, but not of the heart wrenching loss and grief she had witnessed. He'd lost his mother when he'd been born, and even if he hadn't known her to missed her, he still missed what she would have been, and that pain was only greatened by his father's abandonment through his childhood, and the blame that Jace sensed for the death of his mother. Alleara loved Jace, not as a brother, but just as her best friend, when she was down he would tell her not to feel sorry for herself, and when she didn't want to talk he wouldn't press her, he would just sit with her so she wasn't alone. These cold stone walls reminded her so much of the castle she had lived in since she was 9, the very same castle where she had sat by as her sister died, as the sun disappeared from her world, but as she had been told all her life, first by her mother then by Jace, she still had to get on with her life and do all that she could in life, make something of it. Even when she had nothing she still had the determination her mother had given her to be something great, to Make people know her name, to not just be another leaf in the wind. Plus she had made a promise that she planned to keep, forever...
The wind tossed the snowflakes and made them twirl, spinning and dancing through the night sky with a backdrop of dark blue and twinkling stars. Alleara shivered, feeling tears flood to her eyes. She felt so alone in the world, so cold and as if there was no place for her, as if her home had been ripped away from life as her family had been, and now she was just lost. She felt heart wrenching pain, and felt as if her tears would never stop falling. No, she told herself, you must not cry, be strong, you must be strong! As she forced her tears back and ignored that biting, putrid feeling in her throat, she looked up at the sky in time to see a star falling across the sky, almost too fast to see, and before she could think a second thought, before she could tell herself how stupid it was to make dreams and wishes on silly stars, she made a wish.
she wished that she wasn't so alone...