- Messages
- 560
- OOC First Name
- Jess S
- Blood Status
- Mixed Blood
- Relationship Status
- It's Complicated
- Sexual Orientation
- Demi
- Wand
- Straight 9 inch springy Willow with unicorn hair core
- Age
- 1/21/2037 (24)
After what he felt like was a disastrous practice and an even worse game, Lucas was feeling horrid. He was wanting to do better, to be better, but merlin he didn't know how. He snuck away from Einar, avoiding his brother, as he made his way down to the pitch. He had been there for a little while, trying to throw an old, ratty soccer ball through the hoops. He didn't know if it was helping, he could practically hear Adam's sneering in his mind, but he needed to do something. His arm was getting tired, and his aim a little skewed. He threw the ball again, yelping as it bounced off the side of the hoop and came hurling back at his face. He ducked, looking in dismay as his ball soared back to the ground. Sighing, Lucas flew down to retrieve it. He set down, walking over, but as he picked up the ball he felt the last of his confidence shatter. What we he doing? He slid down the side of the stands, pulling his knees up to his chest and holding the ball in his arms as he started to cry. He just wanted to go with Einar when he left the school, Lucas had trained hard to be enough to make the team. But between Adam's constant degrading and now Eli's behaviour as well, Lucas felt worthless. He laid his head on his knees, sniffling and crying quietly.