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The start of any new term was difficult for the Slytherin teen. It was difficult for most, getting up at right hour, getting back into classes. But for the Slytherin teen it posed huge problems that he knew only he had. It was fairly easy for people to not realize that for some it had a whole different dimension of difficulty. For one thing, unlike most the certain Slytherin, had to spend readjusting to the sudden increase of food that would appear in front of him at every single meal. It was always the first thing that he realized when he returned, the huge difference in what his father could provide for him, and for what the school could give him. The inequality was not something the Slytherin like to think about often. It wasn't fair and he knew it, but there was also nothing he could do about it. It wasn't really the fault of his father, but more the fact that they had little money in the house. And there fore someone had to suffer. Unfortunately that person was always, and would always be Stefan, but a lack of food was only the smallest of his worries. The next was the fact that he had to come up with a very good excuse for the new range of injuries that he brought with him. Most of which was covered by his clothing, but not all could be. If it was then Stefan would have problems seeing where he was going. Unlike most other times when his father would be careful, The Slytherin found himself worrying about bruises that were on his left cheek, stretching to his ear and to his jaw. The small yellow colored bruise underneath his right eye. And the cuts at the top of his head. Overall, this term, it was a lot more difficult to hide what was wrong with him. And there was only one reason for this. But, this wasn't the only thing, his left wrist was sprained, and both his hands were cut and bruised, both fairly badly. Thankfully those he could cover with old bandages, and cover by keep his sleeves pretty much to where they could stretch no longer reach. For the Colourblind Slytherin teen, the holiday that had just been had been the very worst holiday in a very long while. If Stefan Archer could say this, then it had truly been awful. He didn't know, he didn't understand how he was still standing. How he was still breathing air, how he was still able to be at Hogwarts. If there was one thing Stefan loved, it was Hogwarts. And he was truly thankful for her existence. However, Stefan knew that the problem's he'd had at the very end of the holiday had bee his own. The fact he'd just snapped and fought back were not two things he'd ever expected to do. They had just happened. It was true that a person could only take so much, and Stefan Archer had really reached his breaking point. Fighting back had been a bad idea, since his father was stronger and bigger than he was. It hadn't been a fair fight, but the boy had taken his father by surprise. Now however the boy feared what was awaiting him once he returned home at the next holiday's. The worse was what he assumed. It was why he was pretty certain that he had to make this term the best possible one that he could. He had to enjoy it, and more to the point he had to figure out what to do about his feelings towards Kate. He was pretty much in love with her. But, he had no idea what to do about this. He wasn't sure, but every time he thought of her, his heart raced and he felt like he would do anything for her. This year would be better. He'd create good memories and then move on from their.
That day the Slytherin had spent most of the morning in the library attempting to catch up on the reading. It was quite a task, but considering that he needed to be sure that he was completely up to speed, so he didn't fall behind, he was pretty happy to start it. The only problem that the teen was having, was the simple fact that he kept almost falling asleep. He would close his eyes and then find himself nodding off. It wasn't until a few seconds later that he would wake himself up and get back to the work he was doing. This happened so often, that eventually the slytherin knew it was pointless. He could not keep working if this continued happening. So instead of continuing and causing him a lot more bother than it was worth, the Slytherin packed away his belongs and then left the room. He kept his eyes down and walked as quickly as he could. The boy did not want to return to the dorm yet, he'd spent too much time indoors during the holidays, it was time now to finally start going outside. Get the fresh air that he was hoping air, and the freedom it brought with him. Stefan kept his eyes on the floor in front of him, and walked carefully through the castle until he reached the doors and then into the fresh air. He loved the way the cold felt on his skin, how perfect it was. How the clouds made it easier for him to see, how he couldn't understand how people didn't completely love this weather. But, instead of standing aimlessly at the door, Stefan set off in a fast pace towards the gardens. It was a nice place. Quiet and generally had very few people in it. Stefan liked that about it. It was like the cliffs one of the many places he went to when all else failed. When he wanted to be alone, but didn't mind if someone found him. It had been a long time since he learned that people did not take too happily to being clearly pushed out of someone's life. Of course since that, things had not gotten easier, it had just become easier to hide them. Easier to hide the anger he felt, easier to mask the pain he felt. But, everything was worse, while Sara and Kate were both just having problems with one another, he had problems with food and heating. While Willow had lost part of her family and gained another, Stefan had one family member left that called him every bad name under the sun everyday. And it was too much for him. But, for them, for his friends, which included people like Tara and his old friend, James, for them he would keep going. Keep on living, since he had to never do what he feared most. Since his friends at school, he consider to be somewhat like the family that he never had, and would never have.
Finally, after what seemed like forever, the Slytherin managed to make it to the gardens. It was a quiet place. A very lovely place. He couldn't actually ever see how beautiful the plants or flowers were, but it didn't matter to him, it was still magical. Most people forgot to enjoy the simple things that life could offer, Like plants and flowers. Bird and insects, the perfect things that the world had to offer. Most of which people forgot about. And he had always wondered how they could. Stefan Archer kept looking around himself as he walked. He had one place in mind, he just he wouldn't collapse out of tiredness before he got to the place. It was at the top of a small mound, there was a large oak tree, with long deep roots that meant the ground directly around the tree, was lumpy and every so often a root was sticking out of it. This was the colorblind boy's favorite place in the gardens, it was peaceful, and when it rained it was the perfect thing to protect him. It kept him dry and it meant he could sit and watch the rain, taking deep breaths and loving everything about each moment that he spent in Hogwarts. When the boy spotted his spot, he smiled widely, the first time he'd smiled since he'd last been at Hogwarts. It was the first day, so it was a definite good start to the year. He walked up to the tree and sat down in the perfect spot. over the summer, he'd grown a few more inches, he looked even skinnier than before, and his voice was also deeper. His features were a lot better defined that before, and whatever baby fat he had left in his cheeks, despite everything was gone. Stefan looked older. But, this didn't stop his old habits from the year before from kicking in. He heard the rain begin to fall. The soft pitter patter of drops onto the area around him. Carefully, so as to not upset his bad bruised torso and the welts primarily on his back, the slytherin teen curled up on the ground. Using his bag as a pillow the boy closed his eyes and let himself drift off. He just hoped that he'd wake up before it got dark, and therefore difficult for him to get back to school. Because as he fell asleep, with the bruising on his face clear, the boy was feeling happy. Safe, at home, Hogwarts was his true home. And he needed to remember that fact.
<SIZE size="50">That day the Slytherin had spent most of the morning in the library attempting to catch up on the reading. It was quite a task, but considering that he needed to be sure that he was completely up to speed, so he didn't fall behind, he was pretty happy to start it. The only problem that the teen was having, was the simple fact that he kept almost falling asleep. He would close his eyes and then find himself nodding off. It wasn't until a few seconds later that he would wake himself up and get back to the work he was doing. This happened so often, that eventually the slytherin knew it was pointless. He could not keep working if this continued happening. So instead of continuing and causing him a lot more bother than it was worth, the Slytherin packed away his belongs and then left the room. He kept his eyes down and walked as quickly as he could. The boy did not want to return to the dorm yet, he'd spent too much time indoors during the holidays, it was time now to finally start going outside. Get the fresh air that he was hoping air, and the freedom it brought with him. Stefan kept his eyes on the floor in front of him, and walked carefully through the castle until he reached the doors and then into the fresh air. He loved the way the cold felt on his skin, how perfect it was. How the clouds made it easier for him to see, how he couldn't understand how people didn't completely love this weather. But, instead of standing aimlessly at the door, Stefan set off in a fast pace towards the gardens. It was a nice place. Quiet and generally had very few people in it. Stefan liked that about it. It was like the cliffs one of the many places he went to when all else failed. When he wanted to be alone, but didn't mind if someone found him. It had been a long time since he learned that people did not take too happily to being clearly pushed out of someone's life. Of course since that, things had not gotten easier, it had just become easier to hide them. Easier to hide the anger he felt, easier to mask the pain he felt. But, everything was worse, while Sara and Kate were both just having problems with one another, he had problems with food and heating. While Willow had lost part of her family and gained another, Stefan had one family member left that called him every bad name under the sun everyday. And it was too much for him. But, for them, for his friends, which included people like Tara and his old friend, James, for them he would keep going. Keep on living, since he had to never do what he feared most. Since his friends at school, he consider to be somewhat like the family that he never had, and would never have.
Finally, after what seemed like forever, the Slytherin managed to make it to the gardens. It was a quiet place. A very lovely place. He couldn't actually ever see how beautiful the plants or flowers were, but it didn't matter to him, it was still magical. Most people forgot to enjoy the simple things that life could offer, Like plants and flowers. Bird and insects, the perfect things that the world had to offer. Most of which people forgot about. And he had always wondered how they could. Stefan Archer kept looking around himself as he walked. He had one place in mind, he just he wouldn't collapse out of tiredness before he got to the place. It was at the top of a small mound, there was a large oak tree, with long deep roots that meant the ground directly around the tree, was lumpy and every so often a root was sticking out of it. This was the colorblind boy's favorite place in the gardens, it was peaceful, and when it rained it was the perfect thing to protect him. It kept him dry and it meant he could sit and watch the rain, taking deep breaths and loving everything about each moment that he spent in Hogwarts. When the boy spotted his spot, he smiled widely, the first time he'd smiled since he'd last been at Hogwarts. It was the first day, so it was a definite good start to the year. He walked up to the tree and sat down in the perfect spot. over the summer, he'd grown a few more inches, he looked even skinnier than before, and his voice was also deeper. His features were a lot better defined that before, and whatever baby fat he had left in his cheeks, despite everything was gone. Stefan looked older. But, this didn't stop his old habits from the year before from kicking in. He heard the rain begin to fall. The soft pitter patter of drops onto the area around him. Carefully, so as to not upset his bad bruised torso and the welts primarily on his back, the slytherin teen curled up on the ground. Using his bag as a pillow the boy closed his eyes and let himself drift off. He just hoped that he'd wake up before it got dark, and therefore difficult for him to get back to school. Because as he fell asleep, with the bruising on his face clear, the boy was feeling happy. Safe, at home, Hogwarts was his true home. And he needed to remember that fact.