James nodded thinking back to his somewhat lonely childhood, "It would have been nice to have had someone around to talk to, I mean my mum was amazing but I just feel like I missed out on something not having a little sister or brother," He said smiling as he thought back to all the times he wished he would have a little sister to look out for and to talk to. "But with my dad dying chances of having a sibling died, Mum threw herself into her knew job here in New Zealand so there was never a chance she'd find someone else, and although I wanted a sibling I would want one that came from someone other than my dad," James looked up and realised he had just gone on and on. "Sorry for rambling," He added.