Haskel Luftmensch

[Haskel Luftmensch]

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FULL NAME:
Haskel Luftmensch

MEANING:
Haskel - Yiddish form of Ezekiel, Ezekiel is a Hebrew baby name. In Hebrew the meaning of the name Ezekiel is: God strengthens.
Luftmensch - Literally means "air person", "human being in the air", the opposite of a materialist, may be the opposite of an achiever too. Someone whose strengths and pursuits are non-practical (may indeed be helplessly handless), not related to any sort of business or worldly gain.

WHY:
Haskel is named after his father's grandfather (on his father's side) who lived to be 110, and was a hugely influential man in his father's life. The man was a muggle and was incredibly surprised to have magical people within the family, especially after he married a muggleborn witch. Haskel never actually got to meet the man but he is named after him, and it was a decision that both his parents came to with ease. They didn't really have to give it much thought as they told him. The names of his siblings had far more thought go into them. His name gave him some trouble when he was growing up, and Haskel has never actually liked it, he just deals with it now, like he does with most things, by just pushing past it. Haskel unlike his brothers doesn't have a middle name of any sort, so, all that is left is his last name, it is not a long standing name in his family. It was changed after the fall of communism in Moldavia where his family is originally from, at least his father's family, they changed it to Luftmensch because of it's meaning and the connotations that it means someone has their head in the sky. They had previously had as Haskel's father's father called it a boring name and changed it to Luftmensch when they were able to. Haskel enjoys the surname, it makes him stand out a lot, but he doesn't mind it at all. It's the only part of the name he was given he even remotely likes.

NICKNAMES:
Haskel only has one nickname given to him while in school, it being Luft, it was just an shortened way of saying his surname. Haskel doesn't understand why they'd call him that, considering his first name isn't particularly long, but he's never bothered to correct anyone or tell them differently. and he actually quite likes it a lot of the time, so it's almost a win win situation for him, considering his feelings towards his name and how bad he finds it. Haskel really doesn't actually mind whatever names people give him, he finds it endearing in a way when people give him nicknames, he might not always like the name, but he enjoys it. Even if how they grab his attention is in a way that they are using an insulting name.

AGE:
He is currently 26 years old. Haskel stopped doing or even telling people about his birthday when he moved out of his house and into his own place when he was twenty years old. He'll respond to calls, maybe be dragged out by the few friends that do know it but by in large Haskel will do as little as possible. He has no hatred towards his birthday or bad memories to make it so, but Haskel just doesn't enjoy being the centre of attention, and he likes doing things without too much fuss, and that is definitely his birthday

D.O.B.:
April 19th 2012, Haskel was born in the magical hospital in Chișinău, the capital of Moldova. He was born in the waning hours of the morning around eleven. He was born a week past his due date, and could be considered quite a large baby. He cried a lot when he was born, where his brothers were fairly silent, Haskel was very loud.

PROFESSION:
Haskel has worked many jobs, he's helped his father, and his mother, worked with various friends, in stores and bars, but he knew he needed to get something more secure, so he got a job at the New Zealand Ministry working in the ludicrous patents office. He doesn't mind the work he does, he needs it to be able pay for various things and to help provide for his son.

FATHER:
His family had been in Moldova for generations, he is the only son of his parents, both of whom still live in Moldova. He attended Durmstrang, and while he was not academically inclined was an excellent quidditch player, and he played for many years, and now helps coach teams across the country of Moldova and also sometimes New Zealand. He spends half of his time in Moldova and the other half in New Zealand. He spends more time in New Zealand because of his youngest son, when he begins at Hogwarts, Haskel knows his father will start travelling to and from more often. Haskel's parents are not married, they are together but they never married, having not had the money when they were young and feeling it no longer necessary for them to do so now.

MOTHER:
Her grandparents were born and raised in New Zealand, but she was born in Moldova, since they were working in the country as part of the ministry for magic in Moldova. Haskel's mother attended Durmstrang and excelled academically, she has pursued a career in potion making, and is very good with the creation of potions. She's written papers about different ingredients, she moved back to New Zealand with her family when her parents fell ill and they had to look after them. She is very close to her parents and her two siblings.

SIBLING(S):
2 younger brothers:
Seth Luftmensch, June 30th 2022, Durmstrang, born in Moldova, Seth wants to be an auror after he leaves school. He and Haskel are two very different people, they both love each other very much but are polar opposites. They manage however to almost never fight and do respect each other a lot.
Ruben Luftmensch, November 27th 2027, 11, to attend Hogwarts New Zealand, born in New Zealand, shortly after they moved to the country. Haskel is like a third parent to him, but they get along really well. Haskel encourages Ruben and tries to be sure that he get all that he wants. He essentially spoils Ruben

CHILDREN:
A son, 2, December 31st 3038, Bret Luftmensch Welsh
Haskel and a girl during a week long trip to Canada met with some old Durmstrang friends in the country and they ended up going out for drinks with mutual friends, all of whom were of magical blood. Haskel and this other girl ended up getting pretty drunk and one thing led to another. They didn't use protection of any kind, and when she told Haskel that she was pregnant he pleaded with her to get rid of it, since they were both just twenty three and had no interest in being together. However, she adamantly wanted to keep the baby, and Haskel knew at the end of the day that while he could give his opinion and ask her to get rid of it, it would always be her opinion. She lives in Canada with his son, whom he visits essentially on a monthly basis. Haskel loves his son, he doesn't get to spend much time with him, and he doesn't particular enjoy telling people about him, but he does love him. He regrets doing it with this girl, and the fact he has a child at his age, but he does love his son.

PET(S):
Haskel has one pet, he recently got a small cat, at this point in his life, it's still a kitten, but it should grow to be a regular sized cat soon. Haskel loves his cat, despite the fact that he's not really home often enough to care for it, he really does love it. He has never gotten a pet before, because he's so rarely at home, but with the fact he's holding down a job, Haskel has been pretty keen to try to settle slightly more and to him that also means him getting a cat.

BLOOD STATUS:
Mixed Blood, both of his parents are of magical blood, his mother's side both of her parents where half bloods, and on his father's side the blood it is only his father's father's father who was of muggle blood. Both of his grandparents on that side are of magical blood.

THOUGHTS ON BLOOD STATUS:
Haskel is always deeply frustrated by the lack of purity in his magical blood. While he enjoys being magical, he always wished his blood was a little more pure. Haskel doesn't particularly like muggles at all, he doesn't understand them, and he finds them a little bit scary. He doesn't know why people associate with them or do muggle things, he doesn't like them at all, but they do scare him. He sees the kind of things that muggle do, and it does scare him. He doesn't mind muggleborns, since they manage to in his eyes get out of the muggle life but he usually asks them a lot of questions, he's always trying to find stuff out about muggles and muggleborns. He can appear slightly obsessive in this way. Although all in all, Haskel wants rid of muggles so that they have a much saner magical world.

HOMETOWN:
Chișinău, Moldova, Haskel was born in the city and this was where he lived for the first part of his life until they moved to New Zealand, where his mother's family was originally from, where his mother's family mostly still live. He moved when he was fourteen years old, and misses his home country but he really enjoys living in New Zealand.

CURRENT RESIDENCE:
Wellington, New Zealand, Haskel enjoys living in Wellington, he's been living there since he moved to his own place when he was twenty, the rest of his family live in a small town about an hour outside of Wellington. Haskel really loves living in a city, despite how much he dislikes being around muggles, he lives within the magical community.

PREVIOUS HOMES:
FIRST HOME: This was his family home in Chișinău, it was a small house outside of the city, although still within the city. It was the magical area of the city and was filled with magic itself. It was a two story house filled with magic, he shared a room with his brother until he left for Durmstrang at which point he was given his own room, in the basement of the house, which was made into Haskel's own little den of sorts. Haskel loved his old house, it was filled with the things he loved most about the world. It wasn't a particularly modern house, built prior to the first world war, held together almost entirely by magic.
SECOND HOME: This is the family home outside of Wellington, it's a large two story house with a modern interior but run again on magic. It has four bedrooms, when Haskel returns home he shares with his brother, because his mother's parents live with them, as they can not live alone. Haskel loves the space this house provides, and the outdoor space. He enjoys going back home, and mostly to just enjoy his mother's cooking.
THIRD HOME: This is Haskel's current resident, it is a small flat in the magical area of Wellington, a small but thriving community of wizards. His home is a two bedroom place, he has a small balcony and looks out over most of the magical area. There is not much in the flat, Haskel doesn't often spend time in the flat, he doesn't like being in one place, he lives there so that he can go to work each day, but that is really the only space he has as his own. He uses it more as a stopping point, a shelter for his belongings.

SEXUAL ORIENTATION:
Asexual, Haskel has had boyfriends, and girlfriends, he's had sexual partners before, he has a child, but Haskel has never managed to find himself attracted to any of them. He has never felt attracted to any of them. Haskel isn't really interested in relationships, at least in sexual relationships, all the ones he has are plutonic. Haskel may occasionally end up in relationships but he'll never be attracted to them sexually. It took Haskel a long time to figure out what he was, at first he thought he was just gay, but when he also wasn't interested or couldn't get himself to be interest in men, he figured he had to be something else.

CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS:
Single, this how Haskel prefers to be, he doesn't care about being in a relationship, he doesn't seek them out, he'll rarely go home with anyone, the few occasions he has it's never lead to a relationship. Even with the woman he has a child with, he's never had anything other than a one night stand with someone.

FIRST KISS:
Haskel's first kiss happened fairly late in his life, when he was about sixteen years old. It was during a game in which he was kissed by both a girl and a boy lightly on the lips within the space of ten minutes. He didn't really like much of it at all.

FIRST FRENCH KISS:
This happened in the same time as the first kiss, the game moved on, and Haskel french kissed first a boy and then a girl. Again he thought this would be better, but Haskel ended up laughing during both of them. He found it surprisingly disgusting, and didn't like the feeling at all. he just thought it was disgusting and unnecessary, Haskel would consider that kissing is the worst thing or part of being either in a relationship or being with someone.

PAST RELATIONSHIPS:
Haskel has never had a true relationship, not in the long term relationship, any relationship that Haskel has had has only lasted about a weekend. He isn't very good at settling down or committing and his aversion to relationships just means that he's not the type to ever really settle. So, he's not really been in any relationship ever, the only ones he's been in are ones that last a night or so, and even those are infrequent.

FLINGS:
Haskel has had a number of flings, he's really interested in them either, it is usually the other person who starts it, and he goes along with it, often with a lack of better things to do. Most of his flings end with him usually sneaking out the door or climbing out the window never to contact them again, and only once has it ended with a child. He doesn't particularly like flings, he just does them because he believes that's what he's supposed to be doing.

THE FIRST TIME:
Before really figuring out what he was, Haskel thought that having sex would be the best way forward for him, that he would be able to move forward and be in his eyes normal, but it was only after a really terrible first time when he was nineteen years old that the boy realised that sex really wasn't for him. And from this realisation and a little bit of reading, Haskel realised that he was probably asexual.

BIOGRAPHY:
To Come
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HAIR COLOUR:
Haskel is the only one of his family to have sandy brown hair, it's a shade lighter than most others in his family, and stands out against the rest of them with their jet brown hair. He takes after his mother's father, and is almost the spitting image of him. Haskel's hair is a shaggy mess, he keeps it neat and tidy for his work, but it grow quickly and he always ends up brushing it out of his face so often that it becomes a mess. When Haskel is not in work, he'll barely touch it. Haskel enjoys being the only one of his family with slightly different hair, he likes being able to stand out in this manner. He likes being able to be different from his two brothers, who look very similar. Haskel just enjoys being a little different.

HAIR HAS BEEN DYE
Haskel has experimented with hair colour but he's never managed to change it, he always ends up going back to his natural colour with the use of magic. He hugely admires those who manage to change their hair and stick with whatever colour they change it to, but as much as he loves doing that, he just doesn't do it often enough.

EYE COLOUR:
Haskel has green eyes, this is once again quite unlike the rest of his family, who all have brown eyes, Haskel take after his father's mother in this instance and they share the same shade of eyes. Haskel has never actually met the woman but this is what he has been told by his parents. He likes his eye colour, he likes that he stands out against his family, he enjoys being the odd one out in the same way that he enjoys having a different hair colour than them though it is quite similar. Haskel just enjoys being different.

BIRTHMARKS:
Haskel has a few small birthmarks on his face, one on his left cheek and the other just above his lip. He has other small ones of a similar shape scattered around the rest of his body, though none as noticeable as the ones on his face. He likes them a lot more than most would assume that he would. Haskel likes the way they make him look and he enjoys looking different. He doesn't understand why people would want to look perfect. In the same way, veela's both scare and annoy him. He just doesn't understand why anyone would want to look perfect. Haskel has a number of various scars from his adventures and he wears them all with pride. He's always believed that imperfection creates a unique perfection.

BODY TYPE:
Haskel has a large build, he is of average height, though he believes that both his brothers will be taller than him, Haskel stands at about 5' 11, and because of the sports and outdoor activities that he does he is well built. He does not lack any muscles, and is pretty proud of himself and his build. He is very like his father in this regard, like his father been at his age. Haskel has no problems with either his height or his build, he knows that some might not like it, but he's never had issues. He does a lot of outdoor activities and out never give any of those up.

BLOOD TYPE:
B (+ve)
Because Haskel does a lot of outdoor and likely dangerous activities, he found that it was a good thing to know his blood type and to have it written down somewhere. He knows that if something goes wrong, it's not like people won't find out what his blood type is. Haskel obviously hopes that nothing will go wrong, but he likes to be prepared incase they do. He likes living on the edges but above that he just enjoys living.

WHICH HAND?:
Much like the rest of his family Haskel is right handed. He's always written with his right and has never qualmed over writing with the other. He held the pencil in his hand once and hated it with a burning passion and then never held it again. It caused him real pain which therefore means that Haskel would never touch a pen with his left hand with the intention of writing something. Haskel can do plenty of other things with his left hand, he just can not write with it.

SIGNATURE:
To Come

VOICE:
Haskel when he speaks English has a slight hint of an accent but it's more a blink and you'll miss it type he doesn't have a noticeable enough one, and his english is good enough that he doesn't struggle with it any more. To begin with he had some problems with English but being within New Zealand means that as he was picking up the language he picked up the New Zealand way of speaking, picking up that accent rather than anything else. When he speaks Romanian he has no trace of an accent at all, since that was his native and first language. He has a slightly upper class accent which is just due to his parents and the area that he lived in.

I CAN SPEAK:
Haskel can speak Romanian and English. Romanian because that was the language spoken in Moldova, so he obviously picked it up very quickly, and he learned bits and pieces of English as he grew up, and began to learn it more seriously when he eventually moved to New Zealand with the rest of his family. He finds both languages very fun, though they are both fairly hard. He has no problems slipping between languages and speaks mostly Romanian at home with his parents. He enjoys being able to speak two languages, especially one most others don't speak. English in Moldova is more common so it doesn't really work both ways.

I AM ALLERGIC TO:
Haskel is allergic to oranges and any orange based food. He can't eat oranges at all, he is seriously allergic to it, he can not eat or drink anything which has orange in it. He discovered this pretty young, and it'll cause his throat to swell up. Haskel therefore always double checks things before he either buys or eat anything. just to be sure, since a lot of fruit drinks do have orange in them and he can not then eat them. That is the only thing which Haskel is allergic to.

PERSONAL STYLE:
This is pretty easy to explain, for work, he'll dress smart, he'll wear the nice suits and get the best of what he can afford but when it's his free or down time, Haskel will wear whatever is close at hand, he'll wear jumpers that don't absorb rain as much, he doesn't wear jeans very often, since he's always going hillwalking and jeans aren't good for that. He had a very outdoorsy sense of dressing. He doesn't care much about how it looks or how much mud he gets on his clothes, he will always dress like that when he's out and about because he doesn't spend much time just sitting around, or going out with friends.

CURRENT PLAYBY:
Emile Hirsch
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CHARACTER LIKES:
Of all the things in this world, Haskel like hillwalking the most, or well, even at that, he just likes going on walks. Haskel will spend lots of his weekend just doing long walks, living in the wild and living amongst the creatures. He loves being able to wake up with the sunrise, and feel the cold morning dew on his face. He loves the fall of rain, and the sound of rain on his tent. He loves the sound of the bird and of the trees moving in the wind. He likes eating mostly raw food, and basic food. Haskel likes spending time with his family, and taking his brothers with him, no matter how much they hate it. He loves flying and white water rafting. He enjoys the thrill of not knowing what the next step is, or having no clue where he is. Haskel loves just being in amongst the land and living life in a way that makes him completely free.

CHARACTER DISLIKES:
Haskel dislikes working behind a desk, he's always looking for a better job, something better than what he has, but he can never find anything, and really is pretty bad at looking for anything. He just is happy or content enough in what he's doing and feels like he really doesn't need to do much else. He dislikes when people act as if the wider world and nature mean nothing, he dislikes muggles and the different things they do. He dislikes when people kill animals for fun, he understands it for food and for survivial but will adamantly oppose anyone who advocates for killing animals for fun. He dislikes people who are disloyal to their partners and feels it is the height of dishonestly to do such a thing.

GOALS:
Haskel's only real goal in life is to live free. He doesn't care about holding down his job, he doesn't care about having a family, he doesn't care about meeting someone, he doesn't mind never seeing his son again, though he does love him. He loves just being out in the wild and living amongst the different things. He knows he never could, but he knows that when he dies, he just wants to be able to say that he lived as free a life as he could.

BOGGART:
Haskel's only boggart would be himself locked in a dark windowless room, trapped and unable to go anywhere. Haskel is very claustraphobic, and this is not due to some previous trauma, but just that he has grown to really hate small enclosed spaces. He loves having open plan housing and large windows. He would definitely see himself locked away unable to really move, see the light of day or enjoy anything. He would be petrified of it, and it would definitely be his biggest fear which the boggart could become.

PATRONUS:
Haskel's patronus is the mountain goat. The mountain goat (Oreamnos americanus), also known as the Rocky Mountain goat, is a large-hoofed mammal found only in North America. A subalpine to alpine species, it is a sure-footed climber commonly seen on cliffs and ice.

PATRONUS MEMORY:
Haskel would say this was the first time that he ever actually went on one of his long hikes, he'd been going on small two hour ones for quite a while, and he had been planning this trip for months, and it was supposed to have been with his friends, but in the end, Haskel bailed on them and went by himself almost a month before they were going. Haskel remembers every moment of that trip, he remembers how it felt, how it was. He remembers being around the nature and the sun, he remembers the heavy down pour and how perfect everything was to him. There was nothing about the trip that wasn't perfect and because of that he can with ease perform the patronus charm with this spell. He has absolutely no problems with it at all. The entire week he was away would be the first time Haskel would ever claim to have felt alive. To have truly and utterly felt alive.

DEMENTOR:
The worst memory was definitely when the mother of his child told him she was pregnant. It hadn't been a relationship he'd really wanted to have, they'd both been drunk and he had felt like he should because most others were pairing off, and he'd been sure that he'd used protection, but he'd be drunk at the time and there was really no way of telling. He just remembers thinking that his entire world was going to close up, that he wasn't going to be able to do anything with his life because of this kid. He remembers how horrible all the arguing was, and the way it had made him feel. He remembers the way she had screamed at him, the fact that no matter how much windows and doors he opened the air seemed to suffocate him. It's the worst Haskel has ever felt, he loves his son, but finding out about him was possibly the worst thing that had ever happened to him.

VERITISERUM:
Haskel doesn't have many secrets, he doesn't really have anything to tell people. He thinks of himself as fairly open when it comes down to it. He tries to be kind to people and often fails, but he tries. Although if given the truth serium and he was to tell of one truth his most sacred secret it would be that he wishes his son had never been born. Haskel loves his son, he truly does, but he hates that he has to carve time out to go see him, he hates that the kid will hate him because he's rarely in his life, he hates that at this first chance of a child he knows that he's going to completely mess it up because he's not ready to be a parent. Haskel knows that he's trying his best with his son, but most of the time he really does wish the kid had never been born.

MIRROR OF ERISE
This would be a tricky thing for Haskel, he would see himself, and his family, including his own son, but they'd be travelling around with him, sharing in his passion, and being like him in the sense that they need to be alone sometimes. Haskel doesn't always understand why people don't like the way he lives, or why he likes to leave so often. They would understand his way of being and be like him, because as much as Haskel enjoys adventuring alone, he knows that happiness is best with shared and he wishes for them to be a little more like him.

AMORENTIA:
Essentially it would be any flowers, trees, or even the grass on the ground. Haskel loves all of the things that nature has to offer. He loves the way it is, he loves how amazing it all smells and they are things in life which bring Haskel the most amount of joy. He just loves the way certain trees smell, he loves the humid smell, and that smell that happens sometimes just before it rains. He just loves nature and all of it's offering, even if it can at times appear a little strange.

I LOOK UP TO:
Despite all of the things in his life, Haskel easily looks up to the mother of his child. He barely knows her, but he admires her strength and will to want to raise a child and do so much more at the same time. He admires the way she balances so much where he knows he would fail at it. He admires the way she is with their son, and how much love she shows him. Haskel is always happy when he sees the two of them together because he knows she'll always been there for him, considering he knows he won't be. Haskel has a huge amount of respect for her, and absolutely worships the floor she walks on. He is not attracted to her, and he doesn't ever think they'll be together, but he loves her in a plutonic way and he loves everything she does for their son, so despite his many problems with her, and the fact she decided to have the child, he has a lot of respect for her and looks up to her.

RELIGIOUS BELIEFS:
Jewish - Non-practicing
Haskel parents are both Jewish, though largely non practicing. Haskel was brought up with some of the traditions and customs and so does often do them within his life, but these are generally small things. He'll celebrate Hanukkah rather than christmas, but he's not interest in doing nothing on the sabbath. He likes being out and about, going on adventures. He believes there is a god, though he questions it occasionally when he sees bad things which muggles have done. He sees the good of an almighty being in the creatures and plants of the wilderness. He doesn't attend services, and his parents barely spend any time on the things outside of celebrations but Haskel still very much considers himself Jewish.

ZODIAC SIGN:
Aries

ZODIAC DESCRIPTION:
Aries are fire signs and those born under this element are regarded in astrology as adventurous, active and outgoing. It won't matter where you go or how remote or unusual it is - from the Outback to the Antarctic - you can be sure that an Aries has been there before you (or at the very least you will meet one along the way!) Aries is a uniquely naive sign. Although they are independent, outgoing and assertive they are also surprisingly trusting, often innocently walking into the lion's den at times. No matter what upheaval, challenge or triumph they confront - an Aries has a wonderful ability to bounce back. Their faith in life and the future remains untouched by hardship. Their gift is that they are always children at heart and the world is always a magical place for them. Many famous sports people are born under this sign. Aries is regarded as the most physical sign and because of its Mar's rulership; it is also one of the most highly charged masculine energy signs in astrology. No wonder women born under Aries are forceful, dynamic and aggressive, and as a result these Aries women frequently find themselves with dilemmas surrounding their romantic relationships. For them, a man has to be a 'real man' to deal with an Aries woman, otherwise she intimidates him. And conversely for the Aries male, a woman has to be a real woman to deal with him, because he is looking for many balancing component traits (his true feminine side) in his partner. She has to run the gamut in his support system, from the Aries man's best friend, true companion, through to his muse, and yet she must never ever answer him back!
Therefore Aries can be a confusing sign because there is a complex combination of very strong masculine and feminine expressions all combined together. Because of the male energy surrounding it, when a woman is born under Aries, it creates some of the most interesting women in the world, women who are adventurous, independent and have competitive natures. It also tends to make them very forthright. But whether male or female, Aries people are 'doers' rather than 'talkers'. They are the impulsive, act first, ask questions or have doubts later, sign of the zodiac. That's why their lives are often filled with many dramas and sometimes even accidents! Their ability to live life close to the edge provides them with a wealth of 'real experience' to call upon. When an Aries person talks about something or somewhere they've usually done it or been there, rather than simply read about it in a book. Being active people Aries can't adapt to any kind of restriction, particularly possessive relationships. They often travel to escape any feelings of being stuck or possessed. Aries people love challenges. In fact, if everything is running smoothly, they are quite capable of going out and doing something (sometimes quite foolish) to rock the boat. Aries love to race in where angels fear to tread.
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BASIC PERSONALITY:
Haskel is a free bird type, he doesn't do well in enclosed spaces and conversations with no end. He'll escape both if they don't suit him without another word. He loves seeing the world and talks with passion about the sights and sounds of nature. He'll always encourage people to pursue their dreams and likes to remind people that they are only briefly on the earth so why waste it on silly things, or not doing what you love. He's a caring person but distant, he'll go into a trance if his mind wanders too far. He is loving but fairly innocent, he doesn't like people kissing in front of him, and will turn his eyes away. He finds the world fascinating, but muggles he finds frightening, he doesn't understand them and he doesn't like being around them. he is naturally quite outgoing when he tries, he's good with children finding them easier to deal with than adults on most occasions, he acts like a third parent to his youngest brother, but is encouraging to him. Occasionally Haskel can be pretty impatient. Most of the time he just desires for people to live as happily as they can and will always try to help them get that.
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WAN
Curly 15" Rigid Holly Wand with Essence of Belladonna Core

WAND DESCRIPTION:
Length: A little on the longer side of things, wands of this length are slightly more uncommon and not easily forgotten by others.
Style: Great care was taken in crafting this wand's wood to spiral to its point, giving it a beautiful aesthetic quality.
Wood: A protective wand, Holly takes on many traits of the core that it holds. A rare wand to find, Holly is notoriously difficult to pair.
Core: As a wand core, essence of belladonna is useful in Potions and Herbology work. The poisonous nature of this substance makes the wand more suspicious than most wands are of the wand caster. For this reason, wands with this core take a long time to bond with the wand caster.
Flexibility: Rigid: A difficult wand to control and sometimes broken under little force, but powerful in a fight.

THOUGHTS ABOUT WAN
While initially Haskel was worried about the length of the wand, as it is a little longer than most, he's always enjoyed it. He has grown to really love his wand, there is nothing about it that he would honestly hold a compliant about. He found it took a while for him to truly bond with it, but it was perfect and he could never imagine having any other wand. He knows how right it feels in his hand, and the core and wood have always felt amazing to him. He has never worried about it breaking, or him being the one to break it, it is the perfect wand, the wand he would never give up.

SCHOOL:
Durmstrang

FIRST THOUGHTS:
Haskel was a little daunted by Durmstrang at first, he didn't know what to expect or anything, he wasn't sure what kind of school it would be, and was unsure how he would fit in. Haskel had never been particularly good at keep friends, he was the type of person who would sit in a group and offer nothing to the conversation, and he feared that he might end up being alone all of the time because of that. He thought the school itself was pretty incredible, the dark arts had never particular interest of his, but he was definitely interested in studying them. He liked all of the different parts of the school, and was really just hoping to get good enough grades, he didn't particularly care for exams. Haskel had been nervous and his fears intensified right before he got to the school, but seeing it, and being within its walls really helped Haskel and he found himself really enjoying it.

HOUSE:
Durmstrang do not have houses.

PREVIOUS YEARS:
1ST - 3RD YEARS: During the first three years of his education, Haskel kept his nose down and just worked away. He was doing fairly well in his classes and working hard, but he wasn't really involved much in the school elsewhere, he had a number of friends, though admittedly not too many. He worked quietly, was on the quidditch team, as a chaser, and that was about it. He didn't stick out, or do anything to grab any attention.
4TH - 7TH YEARS: During the last four years of his schooling, Haskel began to grow more, he found a greater group of friends, spent more time with them. He grew largely bored with the education side of thing, though continued to get good grades. He began to find he had a love of exploring and visiting new places. Haskel continued to be on the quidditch team, but that was still about all of his involvement within the school. He didn't feel like he should have to get involved if he didn't want to, Haskel was sad in a way to leave the school, but also very happy about it.

YEAR OF GRADUATION:
Haskel graduated from Durmstrang in 2031

POSITIONS ACHIEVE
Haskel while studious was neither involved much within the school nor did he offer much in the way of help to young students, so he received no positions while at school. He worked hard and was on the quidditch team but really that was all he ever did. There was not much else that he liked or wanted to do in the school. If offered, Haskel would've probably tried to turn it down.

OWLs & NEWTs:​

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Potions: EE	History of Magic: EE	Dark Arts: O	Charms: O
Transfiguration: O	Astronomy: P	Herbology: A	Divination: O
Muggle Studies: A

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Divination: O	History of Magic: EE	Dark Arts: EE	Charms: O
Transfiguration: EE	Muggle Studies: A

[th colspan="4"]NEWTs[/th]

<SIZE size="50">BEST CLASS:
Easily his best class was divination, there was just an ease with which Haskel understood and did the subject. He didn't think he was actually any good at it, but he definitely managed to pass everything he did and the professor loved him, so it was one of the few classes that Haskel had ever actually enjoyed going to. Still now, he misses the subject, he's never pursued a career in it, but he's always loved it, and owns his own set of tarot cards.

WORST CLASS:
Despite getting an A at it at NEWT level, Haskel's worst class was always muggle studies, he hated going and he hated the professor, he hated the class because whenever he tried to say anything the professor would tell him to sit down. He tried to always get his point across and show how silly or terrifying muggles really were and get told to stop. He was always asking questions and more often than not got himself kicked out the class. He hates muggles, he doesn't understand the, and he really deeply fears them.
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