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- Elder 16 1/2" Essence Of Crystallized Dragon Fire
The cliffs.. One of the most spectacular yet suicidal places you could ever find. A view that could stop your heart... And a drop that could do the same. Carlisle wasn't quite sure why he was here. Well, that wasn't entirely true.. He had screwed things up with Andy, yet again. And, yet again.. He felt himself coming under the crushing weight of depression, anger and sorrow. This wasn't how he planned his school life to be. He was supposed to come to New Zealand and show that he could smile and have fun.. that he wasn't a monster.. That he could stay away from Drama.. He almost laughed at himself. What wasted plan that had turned out to be.
And so Carlisle stood at the every edge of the cliff, trying to find that fear or need not to step forward. He wasn't considering himself suicidal. He just wanted to know, if in this position. Anything, anything at all would cause him the fear and life preservation reasons to step back. He waited...and waited.. His eyes turned down to the drop before him, an eyebrow raising. Could there really be nothing?. What a depressing thought. But no, there wasn't nothing. There were the parents who never had much time for him, though he couldn't blame them. There was Andy, the lots cause who he could only let go of..The few people he knew around the school. What pitiful excuses not to take a step.
He sighed and took a half step back before his eyes trailed out over the vast landscape before him. A perfected picture of bliss. This place is truly beautiful...I don't think I could ever leave it willingly.. A faint smile touched his lips. Even though, now more then ever, the darkness that surrounded the shred of light within him drew tighter and threatened to overwhelm him.. Even now, He couldn't help but smile.. To that shred of light he was sworn and to that light he would stay. For even with the light's pain... Came the view and happiness he had sought. The thoughts he had just moments ago washed away. He was happy here. Through drama and breakup and trial after trial. He was happy.
"What a world we live in.." He mused to himself with abit of a chuckle as his burning eyes of golden fire looked out over the place.
And so Carlisle stood at the every edge of the cliff, trying to find that fear or need not to step forward. He wasn't considering himself suicidal. He just wanted to know, if in this position. Anything, anything at all would cause him the fear and life preservation reasons to step back. He waited...and waited.. His eyes turned down to the drop before him, an eyebrow raising. Could there really be nothing?. What a depressing thought. But no, there wasn't nothing. There were the parents who never had much time for him, though he couldn't blame them. There was Andy, the lots cause who he could only let go of..The few people he knew around the school. What pitiful excuses not to take a step.
He sighed and took a half step back before his eyes trailed out over the vast landscape before him. A perfected picture of bliss. This place is truly beautiful...I don't think I could ever leave it willingly.. A faint smile touched his lips. Even though, now more then ever, the darkness that surrounded the shred of light within him drew tighter and threatened to overwhelm him.. Even now, He couldn't help but smile.. To that shred of light he was sworn and to that light he would stay. For even with the light's pain... Came the view and happiness he had sought. The thoughts he had just moments ago washed away. He was happy here. Through drama and breakup and trial after trial. He was happy.
"What a world we live in.." He mused to himself with abit of a chuckle as his burning eyes of golden fire looked out over the place.