Chal was working in the greenhouse, as he ever was. He hadn't been expecting any company today, so it surprised him when James appeared out of nowhere. He blinked as James spoke, his heart dropping at the mans words. He sighed deeply, and stood. "That... is a name I haven't heard in a long time," Chal spoke, his voice soft. He wiped the dirt from his hands, quiet a moment. "Jai Chen... is the love of my life," he finally admitted gently. "Aside from your mother, he was... everything to me, once. But... when your mother met your father, she dropped out of school and insisted on going with him halfway around the world. I didn't even... know they had met before she came back to get her things." Chal sighed, turning more towards James. "I couldn't say goodbye. I could never tell Jai no. Your mother and I were in sixth year. Missing our final year, well, it wouldn't affect us. But Jai was a year below us, and he had always dreamed of going to culinary school. If he had asked me to take him with us, I wouldn't have said no. And I wouldn't have been able to leave if he had asked me to stay. It broke my heart, but taking care of your mother was the only thing I had ever done, all our lives. I had promised Jai I would take care of him. I couldn't risk him ruining his future for me, I wasn't worth that, and I couldn't leave your mother. I didn't say anything because I didn't want to risk you thinking badly of your mother."
Chal sighed deeply, folding his arms over his chest. "I... did go back, once." He admitted gently. "It had been a few years, and Ruby and I had unexpectedly come into an inheritance of some significance. Ruby convinced me to go see him. I had been convinced he would never forgive me." Chal's arms tightened a bit around himself. "I went back to Japan to see him. I was... scared, nervous." He sighed. "I was too late. I found him, proposing to a woman." Chal gave a broken half smile. "I didn't speak to him. I had no place in his life anymore. But I had promised him once that I would always take care of him. I found where he was going to school and used my inheritance to pay off his student loans, then caught the next flight out. I've been... here," Chal waved at the greenhouse. "Since. I've always been on my own. Once the lot of you moved out, and Ruby got her flat in Dublin, I've just been... alone. I'm used to it." Chal sighed.
"Honestly, I suspect it was for the best. My Jai always deserved a good life. He's probably still married to her, with a family and a home. I trust that he's happy. She's given him more than I ever could. A better life than he could have had with me. He deserves the best things, and I've always known he deserved more. Better than me." Chal hesitated then, his brow furrowing. "But James, what brought this on? Did Ruby say something about Jai?" He asked, confused.