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- Bloodwood Wand 15 1/4" Essence of Phoenix Ash
A baby. A little crying bundle of skin and bones. That image was one that Luciano had not been able to get out of his head since several days previously when Abbey had told him the news. How could he have made one of those? He hadn't even thought about that when they had been caught up in the moment. The wild and emotional moment that now didn't actually seem worth the consequences. Luciano, being homeschooled in a wizarding family and then being sent to Hogwarts had never had the 'talk' drilled into his head like what happened at muggle schools. He hadn't thought of any preventitive methods at the time. And now... This baby. He had no idea how to be a father, and his own hadn't exactly set a great example. At least he knew what not to do. When Luciano had got the news, straight from Abbey's own moth, which he respected and thought was brave of her, he had not freaked out or yelled. Though admittedly once he was alone he had uttered a string of rather words. No, as usual the mask he kept up remained on his face, only quavering a little. He had refrained from showing any emotion at all, particularly negative. It was his only way of keeping himself calm, and in turn Abbey also. It would be even more awful if they fought or drifted apart. Though he wasn't exactly happy about the whole thing, Luciano did understand that he would need to support Abbey through the whole thing, and for the rest of the baby's life. Whenever he thought about that endless amount of time he felt sick to the stomach. He didn't doubt his feelngs for Abbey, but now they were basically connected for life.
Luciano ran his hands through his hair, trying to relieve some of the tension and stress. He was waiting in a secluded area somewhere south of the school. Why Abbey had asked to meet him here, so far away from everything was beyond him. Everything seemed beyond his control at the moment. Luciano felt almost apprenhensive of their meeting. He was imagining all the pieces of news that she could bring him. Like twins. Or that she no longer wanted to be together. His pessimistic side was complete control. Attempting in vain topush all the thoughts out of his head, a skill that he was normally very good at, Luciano waited wearily for Abbey's arrival.
Luciano ran his hands through his hair, trying to relieve some of the tension and stress. He was waiting in a secluded area somewhere south of the school. Why Abbey had asked to meet him here, so far away from everything was beyond him. Everything seemed beyond his control at the moment. Luciano felt almost apprenhensive of their meeting. He was imagining all the pieces of news that she could bring him. Like twins. Or that she no longer wanted to be together. His pessimistic side was complete control. Attempting in vain topush all the thoughts out of his head, a skill that he was normally very good at, Luciano waited wearily for Abbey's arrival.