Open Completely Lost

[Lavinia Benivieni]

After not making the quidditch team this year, not even as an alternate, Lavinia did not know how to feel or what to do anymore. With Quidditch, she had something that could have held her into place with all the craziness in her life, but now she didn't even have that. Right now, the girl only felt angry. Angry for what had happened to her sister and best friend, and angry that nothing seemed to be going right. She had always wanted to protect her family, her siblings especially, and she felt helpless that she couldn't protect one of them this time. Her sister was sick, and although it certainly wasn't Lavinia's fault, she still felt like there was something she could have done - despite her parents telling her there was absolutely nothing she could do to help her. She was going to keep trying though, no matter what. After all, the fourth year couldn't accept the fact that while she was here at Hogwarts, with actual magic, her muggle sister was home, unable to do much besides what the doctors said. Lavinia was getting a headache from all of her thoughts, and she decided to be outside today. More specifically, the garden, as she wasn't here often but when she was, she made the most of it. She wanted to pick some flowers for her sister, but even that seemed like nothing compared to what Lavinia wanted to do - like save her.