Collision of Darkness

[Selwin Snape]

Feeling enraged and hurt at the same time, Selwin was a heart broken man that was just dumped by his ex. girlfriend Eden. He wasn't mad at Eden because she broke up with him, he was enraged that he couldn't do anything to help the situation. He didn't want to leave Eden, but he just couldn't help the situation. It was as if Eden had given up on him because of the vision she had now that she is a seer, but she did have fair enough reason to leave him because she saw Selwin having a family of his own with someone else. His future was to be with someone other than Eden, but he was having a hard time accepting what Eden had told him. Selwin just couldn't believe that after waiting for so long, months for that matter, waiting for Eden to get out of school and for him to get out of school as well, he was so desperate to meet her and meeting her only to find out that when she kissed him, that was a deadly kiss. Because of that kiss, Eden and Selwin are now broken up.

Selwin had apparated himself to Europe, near his home, not exactly in the same city as his home, but he was in a another city. He just wanted to get his anger out. He started to walk towards the forest that wasn't too far away from him. He could have apparated himself into the forest, but he wanted to walk instead of apparating himself there. Walking would give him a chance to think about what happened and once he got into the forest, he would be able to take his anger out. He was now on the border of the forest, about to walk in now. His hands were sparking with his wandless magic, and this was showing how angry he was. He was going to have a good time destroying a lot in the forest so he can take his anger out.

 

[Link Black]

Becoming more a regular evening for him, Link stumble upon a wizard whom seem to think they knew best about life. Preaching about what the dark lord had cause for future generation and how so many were still following his lead. He stood for a while listening, and the man so fond of him for listening, Link smirked if he only what's really going on his mind. Stupid idiot, soon you will just be forgotten just like the rest of them. His mind already plotting the death of another victim, he waited till the man was over to catch him. And when he did, he cause more trauma than what the man lecture that day. By time Link finished his doings, he needed to toss the body away. What could be better than the forest.

He waited till dark night fell onto them, and flee to the nearest forest dragging his latest victim. He had a tight hold around the ankle, it may have seem weird though he didn't like to use magic once they weren't lively enough to respond to anything else. When they were dead like this, he went were the werewolves hunt, that way no remain were left behind. He tossed the man in the depths or a ditch were his body rolled along the grounds. For a while he stood there, than turn to head his way out when he saw some source of activities ahead of him. Walking between trees and branches, snapping at a few twigs, pushing away through crowded grounds he saw the outline of a man but without a wand. Someone like him had to be skillful enough to do that, "Who's there?" Link asked with a smirk playing his lip, he swipe out a cigarette from his left pocket. And lit the sucker up, taking a long drag as he spoke again. "You a little lost?"

 

[Selwin Snape]

Still very angry, he just couldn't believe what had happened to him in the past 24 hours. Never in his life had he ever experienced so much pain in his life. Selwin was cold hearted and hateful in his past for a reason. He did it so that he can protect himself from all of this and now, he let someone through the barrier and he is now a broken man. His eyes red, blue sparks coming from all over his body because of how much anger he has, he just wanted to get all of his anger out. He just had to get it all out. If he kept it all bottled up, he would be a kept broken man. In his past, being a fearless man, with no fears, nothing to hold him back and now, when he let someone through to him, he is left with pieces of himself.

Concentrating on his anger, he suddenly heard a voice out of no where, asking 'who's there' in their statement. The name sounded like it was a bit familiar, but he just couldn't point it where he had heard it before. Selwin lifted his face up, his blood shot eyes now starring at the man who was standing not too far from him and showing no sign of weakness or greeting. "No, I'm not lost. I'm here for a reason." Said Selwin as he starred at the man with his blood shot eyes and showing no sense of emotion. Selwin shouldn't have let anyone get so close to him. He doesn't blame Eden for what she did to him at all, rather, he blames himself for letting someone come so close to him that it backfired for him. Stepping forward a few feet closer to the man, Selwin said, "Can I help you?" Selwin wasn't in the mood for any talk, he just wanted to get his anger out. If it requires him to do a bloody duel or causing a lot of damage around himself, whether it hurts people or not, he doesn't care. He wants his anger out and now.

 

[Link Black]

Link took the deepest drag from the brownish filter that connected to the white tissue were little bud of tabacco laid cut in small bits of pieces. It's the part of the cigarette that made it addictive. The way it felt rising in and out of your chest. The after taste it left behind when you smoke a very good amount of his toitín‬(Cigarette). Because of his dramatic break down a couple weeks ago he vowed never to smoke this filth again. But was he without it? Its what made him breath easily at night when your accompany had always been the wind and silence around you. When you couldn't feel yourself fall into a deep sleep, it made that happen after taking a drag of his own little piece of heaven.
"No you can't help me, no one can" as if the question meant anything else but that. He meant when he said no one can. No one has and never will. "You seem though to need some assistance...Snape?" he adjusted his moonlights eyes down, to the ground before the man just standing a couple meters away. If he guessed on the money, this man been through hell, if he guessed again he would think it had something to do with the female. "What troubles you my good man? No one insane as you would travel these parts alone? What brings you down?" he asked like a wiseman would say onto his man. The one to give to advice here to guide. Except his advice were never good to began with anyways. They are just his own sadistic thoughts coming to play for his own sheer of enjoyment.

 

[Selwin Snape]

Selwin's eyes getting more and more bloody red as the seconds passed by, filled with anger, but not hatred. Angered that he let someone inside him for the first time in his life, and he ended up being damaged. Selwin thought to himself as to why he even let himself be open in the first place. One of the rules he had for himself since the very beginning when he joined with the dark lord was that he would always show nothing but a cold shoulder to anyone. He didn't understand as to how he was becoming more soft towards very few selected individuals. It wasn't that he didn't want to be close to anyone, he just didn't want to get hurt or damaged once he let that person in. For the first time in his life, he let someone in and he ended up being hurt. He wasn't sure if he would ever let anyone else get inside him again. Though one thing still puzzled him and it was that the vision that Eden had. Could that vision hold true? Selwin was still very much confused. He didn't know what to believe or what to do. All he knew was that he needed to calm himself down, and to get his anger out, by any means necessary. He just was having a really hard time holding all of his anger in. Though him being a man of great patience, he still had lots of it inside him, but he was reaching to a point where he just had to let it out, otherwise, he would start causing a lot of trouble and might even kill or injure a lot of people if they weren't powerful enough to withstand him.

Selwin just couldn't point his finger as to where he had heard this voice before. It would seem like this voice was so familiar that he had heard it somewhere. Maybe this person was part of the DE organization? He wasn't too sure, and if this person was part of this organization, then Selwin would have to show a bit of a friendly attitude, yet not letting his guard down at the same time. Clinching both of his fists as he heard the person say that no one can help him, he instantly remembered where he had heard this voice before. "Link? Is that you?" Asked Selwin as his hair now fully spiked up due to his anger raising and his own magic now trying to even over power him. At this point, anything could happen to Selwin. He was still in control of himself, for the time being that is. He just didn't really know how long he would be able to hold on to himself. With his anger and frustration gaining by the seconds, it was just a matter of time before he wouldn't be able to control himself anymore. "I don't need any assistance Link." Said Selwin as he turned his back towards Link. But the truth was, Selwin was in great need of help. At heart, he really didn't want to cause any sort of destruction right now, he just wanted to get his anger out and to fix himself. "I've come here to let out my frustration and having the recent events that have happened to me, I want to get it all out." Said Selwin as he screamed facing towards the sky. His sparks that are coming out of his body shooting wildly out into the open, hitting random trees, knocking down rocks and what not. All he really wanted to was just get all of his anger out. Even if it mean't putting himself in harms way, he still wanted to feel ease at heart, yet feeling physically hurt at the same time. He didn't care about his physical appearance, he just wanted to feel ease at heart.

 

[Link Black]

He nodded when the man voice his name. He listen to what he had to say, and knew what he meant by letting his frustration out. Any man can reach his limit, it took that limit for the man to let go. Selwin decline to hold back his emotions, a wrong mistake at his part. Though I understand how that feels, whatever trigger him I went through the same. We are just the same though I fear if he doesn't stop now, he will lose it. He thought while he flicked his cigarette away into the gravel ground of the forest. "Keep at it man and your gonna kill yourself over someone useless" man always been man worst enemy. Its is why Death Eaters were made. They were here for a purpose, not just because of blood status, it came along the line that the other man just didn't understand their reason for them being in this world. When jealousy and hate had been discovered, that's when enemies were made.
He stepped closer to show his face more, and the twisted emotions Selwin displayed gave him enough information what may be troubling him. "Think about what will happen if you let them win over your emotions." he said easily, his steps muffled by the grounds below him. "You have stoop yourself into a level of caring about someone. Your giving them a reason to exist. You hate them, they don't care. Now if you kill that's another story. Though I'm pretty sure Julian wouldn't want to be cleaning up the bloody mess of someone else.." he spoke in cold whisper, yet loud enough for him to hear. With a twisted grimace bestowed upon his face, he pointed a finger up to his right temple. He twisted his temple slightly and mouthed out the words, "Think about it".

 

[Selwin Snape]

Selwin knew the risks of him being out of control right now. He knew that if he didn't stop soon, he would either destroy a lot in his path, or would destroy himself. Why did this have to happen to me? Asked Selwin to himself as he yelled out facing the sky. Blue sparks were raging out of his body as he was get more and more angrier as the seconds passed. Selwin from the bottom of his heart knew that he should stop now before it's too late, but for some reason, it was getting more and more difficult for him to control himself. It was as if his control over his body and life was slipping. Selwin's mind and body were too strong to be controlled by anyone, so he knew no one was playing any games on him, rather, he was letting his sub-conscious take control of himself. He didn't want to live a life that was mixed with a dream. He always wanted to take control of himself and have control over everything he did. Selwin felt a little strange as his senses were telling him that Link, who was standing not too far from him had gone through the same thing. This feeling was too strong to deny for some reason. Selwin never really believed or cared about anyone else, nor did he care about what any thought of him. It was as if the cold and fearless Selwin that was once inside of him was changing. He was becoming more powerful, yet his feeling of being cold and showing no fear around others was changing. To some degree, this was acceptable by Selwin, but he didn't want to completely change. He still wanted to be the same old person as he once use to be, thought he still wanted to be there for those he cared about and showing these kinds of feelings to only those he cared about.

As Selwin pulled his face down, with a very evil grin on his face, blood shot eyes, hair spiked with blue wandless magic sparks growing around him more and more, he looked at Link with a very serious look. 'Could Link understand what I'm going through?' Asked Selwin to himself. He knew some of Link's background, although what he didn't know was his relationship related history. He had not once a clue about that. Selwin walked two steps closer to Link and said, "Do you not see me trying to stop?" Selwin was feeling more and more angrier and with a very deep evil tone, he continued, "Why do I get the feeling that you have been through what I'm going through right now. What should I do?" Selwin never really asked anyone for help. He was a independent man, self-made man, who had no sense of who his family was, since at a early age, his parent's dropped him off at a muggle orphanage, never to be heard from again. Selwin listened to Link very closely as he continued to talk to him. He started to give himself a thought of what he really should do. 'Is it really worth me going through all of this just because of one breakup?' Thought Selwin to himself as he looked towards the clear skies above him. "I don't care about what anyone thinks of me, and you know as well as I do about how our kind is." Said Selwin as he clinched his fist and he let out a few wild sparks that hit some trees around Link, thought Selwin still had enough control over himself that he managed to not hit Link with his sparks. Selwin at heart really didn't want to cause any damage to anyone right now, all he really wanted was to get these feelings and this frustration out of his head. These feelings were eating him alive. Selwin now understood a little that he will not ever, for the rest of his life, never will he let anyone get this close to him. Though the vision that Eden told him about him and Lexi being together hold true, then he would only let Lexi get close to him, because thanks to Eden, he has now seen part of the future.

 

[Link Black]

The tree near to his right had felt the encounter of the magic springing from Selwin very fingers. The core of his anger was causing the destruction of magic coming out of him. The power to great to potent for it to be control. The more he kept trying, the more it backfire on Selwin. The magic jumped out of skin, and it hurled onto the trees, the trees lit up in flames. Flames, orange to blue, blue to a high hell raising yellow. The flames flickered and crack, the heat seduce their very flesh. It had been Link interception to the stop the flames going overboard than it need to be. With a few verbal words, he calm and than eventually kill the flames down, till all you hear was the silence hissed of a dying fire. "You didn't try hard enough. You let them control you. You said you don't care but look what's happening without your acknowledgment..." he crossed his arms to his very chest, his arm reaching up to his face, where his thumb laid across his bottom lip.
"If it helps you to calm down than yes I have been through the same situation. Far more worst though I can't judge what I don't know, right?" he unfold his arms before him. More cautious of the fleeing magic, he made sure his words were fast enough to protect himself from danger. The smoke linger the air, thick from the side hung before them after being settle away. This brought back some cold memories of his earliest youth. Fire, had always been the greatest element in his book if you ever asked Link Black. Just the rage and the uncontrollable damage, it reflected his emotions very well. "What happen? Some brad broke your heart? And now you feel shitless? Selwin that's adolescent trauma you shouldn't put yourself in that position. Just leave it alone, unless your willing to do something about it?" he asked with a devious grin.

 

[Selwin Snape]

Selwin felt his emotions changing again. These emotions were bringing him to his old self, the way things use to be. His anger was getting lower and lower and he listened to some of the words spoken by Link. Those words were knocking some sense into his inner heart and telling it to shut up. Selwin was getting everything back in control, yet he still felt angered by the fact that he had been dumped over a stupid vision. It angered him a lot that this wouldn't have happened if he hadn't dated Eden. Though he did understand that this wasn't Eden's fault in the first place, all she was doing was just trying to help him, but she didn't know what she had done to him by leaving him. Eden was the first person that Selwin let inside of him and she broke it. "I am gaining control of myself." Said Selwin with his old voice back. His blood shot eyes were slowly going back to normal and that his anger level was slowly climbing down. He didn't know how this was happening, but Link had something to do with it. It still upset him very much about what happened between him and Eden, but the fact remain that they are now broken up and are two free souls. Two souls that have their own direction's to go in. Eden and Selwin both know the direction he would be going himself, since Eden had the vision and her telling Selwin where he was headed. He didn't want to completely forget about Eden, since she was the first girl he ever got really close to. He didn't want to hate her either because deep inside, he still had good amounts of feelings for her, on the basis that he didn't love her anymore, but he still considered her a good friend of his. Though Eden may have broken his heart, but deep inside, his heart was telling that he shouldn't leave Eden completely. He remembered the day again when he saw Eden at the harbour, completely heart broken because he previous love, Chase Blade, had been gone to Azkaban for life and that Selwin was the one who saved her. Remembering those feelings and those memories, Selwin slowly started to calm down and go back to his normal state.

Selwin had a feeling that Link had gone through the same thing. He didn't know the majority details as to what exactly happened, but it was good to know that he could share the same experience with someone of his own kind. "If you know what I'm going through, then inform me of how I feel right now." Asked Selwin. Selwin's blue sparks were suddenly gaining back into his own control and were not firing wildly into air. It was good to see that Link was also practicing his own magic to help extinguish fires and to help get things in control. It really amazed Selwin slightly that Link being at almost the same age as him, he was a pretty powerful wizard as him. Selwin listened to Link say that someone broke his heart and now he feels very down and in the dumps. It was the same feeling that he had imagined in his dreams in the past, but Selwin never really believed him dreams because he was certain at the time that they would not hold true, but with this happening, his thoughts about that have changed. "Yes, someone broke my heart. It was my own mistake in the first place anyways. I let someone get inside me for the first time, and it put my in the poop hole. Don't think I'll be doing this kind of poop again anytime soon." Said Selwin as he un-clinched his fists and adjusted his jacket. "No, I really don't want to hurt this girl. She maybe the one who left me, but I still want to stay friend's with her." Said Selwin. It was true, he didn't want anything happening to Eden. She was a part of his own personal family now, even thought she may have hurt him, but he still considered her his family.