[!BR] him and his cousin

[Candy Heart]

Candy tried to pull away, "just because i love you means you shouldn't have to suffer any more then i do" she said, trying to back up and wasn't prepared for the down fall.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper grabbed hold of her so she wouldn't fall over. "I'd do anything to protect you. I don't want him to realise that."

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy looked at him with tears in her eyes, "but what about what i want" she said, looking at him and feeling her heart going down the drain and dying.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"What could you possibly want more than being alive??" Jasper was getting frustrated with Candy. She didn't seem to realise how he was feeling.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy stepped forward, "being alive is being with you, not being with you is like death to me so no matter what your uncle would have to just kill me for i won't stop loving you and so there" she said, then looked at him and frowned.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"I can't do this!!" His voice was a mixture of frustration and desperation but it showed no anger at all. He loved her too much to be angry. "I spent three weeks in bed because I was with you. Add a week onto that because dad found out that Steve had a girlfriend and wanted to find out who she was and I end up with four weeks of pain and bed. I wasn't allowed out of bed except for the loo and a bath. If I got up any more than that I collapsed." He put his hands on her shoulders and looked into her eyes, wishing she would understand how he was feeling. "Please, Candy. Don't make me do this."

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy looked at him, "then why you doing it to me?" she asked, with tears in her eyes.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper took a breath in an held it as his head started to spin. When it calmed down, he let the breath out and pulled her close to him as he wrapped his arms rond her back. He didn't know what to say.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy leaned her head on his chest then tighten up, "what?" she asked, knowing he was doing this for a reason.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"I love you, Candy." He sighed. "I just don't want to see you in danger. It was bad enough the last time you came round. I can't bare to see that again."

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy smiled at him, "but without you i die" she said, starting to cry.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"I'm sorry, Candy." Jasper was starting to feel dizzy again. This was too much for him. He hadn't expected to see her when he came here.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy started to walk away, "yeah i guess i should get out of you life now" she said, tears in her eyes and she could hardly see when she was a few inches away she crashed onto a bench and cried not even caring of who saw her.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper went over to her and almost fell over in his attempt to sit next to her. He put his arm round her and rested her head on his shoulder. "I just want you safe. You have to understand that."

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy held on, "but i don't want to be Safe i want you" she cried, and looked at him with sad eyes that looked almost dead for she hasn't slept in weeks.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper put his hand on her cheek, cupping her face. "I want you too but I can't have you if you're dead and that's what you'll be if he catches us together."

 

[Candy Heart]

She looked at him, "i don't care" she said, feeling two but didn't care she wanted Jasper for he was the only one she loved.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"I do care." Jasper had to put his back against the wall to try and stop his head spinning. "I don't want to have to go to see you in hospital because he's hurt you."

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy felt tears at her eyes but she didn't care, "i still don't care he could kill me and it would still be great for i would have had a little time with you" she said, knowing he was trying to be brave for her.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper started digging his fingers into his temple, hoping it would stop his head from spinning. "Candy, I can't do this now. I feel like cr@p and my head feels like its been trampled by a stampede of rhinos. Can we talk some other time."

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy mumbled under her breath but hoped Jasper didn't catch it.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"Candy, I'm not in the mood to try and work out what you are saying." Jasper sighed, frustrated.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy looked at him, "yeah we can talk when i'm dead" she yelled, feeling fustration and anger running her in her blood vains.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper felt his head pounding when she shouted. It sounded like she was a long way away even when she was stood next to him. "Candy, please." His voice was quiet because he was too tired to do this.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy remembered a line she read when she had read Romeo and Juliet, "Ask for me tomorrow, and you shall find me a grave woman...." she said, going to spin on her heals.