[!BR] him and his cousin

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper was surprised when she kissed him. He hadn't been expecting it. He kissed her back as he cupped her face in his hands.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy pulled back, "are you done moping?" she asked, giving him another kiss.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper pretended to think about it for a second. "For now." He laughed as he continued to kiss her.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy eyes got big, "for now for now Jasper how long is it gonna take for u to understand me?" she asked, kissing him.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"Candy," He exhaled and looked away from her before looking back into her eyes. "I don't even understand myself."

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy shook her head, "i understand myself and i love my life with you" she said, giving him a look.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper looked down at the floor. He didn't know what to say. He couldn't understand any of himself and didn't know what to do about it.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy kissed him, "i love you" she said, hoping he would look up.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper didn't want to look up, he couldn't. Looking into her eyes would just drive him crazy.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy looked at him, "Jasper, i'm worried" she said, hoping now he would look up.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper kept his eyes down. "What about??"

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy felt tears in her eyes, "this how you won't look me in the eyes" she said, feeling the tears drop now.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"I can't." His voice was weak and barely audible and his eyes stayed locked on the ground.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy got up, "come find me when you think you can love me" she said, hating her words but they were true.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper could feel his heart racing. He didn't know what to do. He loved Candy but he couldn't stop her.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy stopped and looked at him, "Jasper" she said, shaking her head.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper continued to keep his eyes glued to the floor. "Yeah??" He was getting worried. He didn't want to say bye to her.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy walked back lifted his chin to look her in the eyes, "Jasper i don't want to go" she said, then placed a kiss on his lips.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper didn't move. His eyes locked on hers and he felt himself melting under her stare. "I don't want you to go. I'm just worried."

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy smiled, "bout what Jasper?" seh asked, giving him another kiss.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"Ruining your life." He didn't want to kiss her anymore. It was breaking him.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy looked at him, "runing my life is my job not yours and i do a pretty good job at it so...." she couldn't think of anything else as tears started to fall.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"This is my point." Jasper stood up and started pacing. "We can't seem to have a single conversation without you crying and me hating myself more than I already do."

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy looked at him, "but..... your the one that makes me cry when you push me away" she said, standing up and getting in his path and crossign her arms.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"Don't do this Candy. My life's complicated enough. It's just..." Jas didn't know how to finish the sentence. His head was too scrambled.