She thought fleetingly about his question, her holidays had been wonderful. Every minute had been spent with Crispin, both looking for a suitable place for him to live once he left school, walking hand in hand, finding out more and more about one another. Flicking a page she smiled.
"It was lovely actually" she had expected something from Brian regarding the Great hall apology, so his question to her now was not in the least surprising. She took a deep breath and put down the quill that was in her hand before turning to look at him.
Her amber eyes were so bright, so knowing as if she had lived a hundred years and had so much wisdom behind them.
"Don't be sorry for me Brian, I deserved it. Every bit of it" pushing some hair behind her ear she thought for a moment before answering, "I lost it. I well and truly lost the plot Brian. Remember... remember the day we became friends again. You found me crying in the forest, well I was crying because of a boy. Bruin actually. He broke up with me, then left without giving me any indication that he would return to me. I seriously thought I loved him. During last winter vacation, something really horrible happened which added to my... insecurity I guess. By the time I started back at school here in September I was determined to have as much fun with as ..."she didn't want to say with as many boys as possible but she had kissed quite a few in her first semester, "... I thought that me being a werewolf meant I was evil to the core. That I was this broken, demented awful thing that didn't deserve happiness so took it in whatever little amounts I could get. It took me a long time to realize that I am not the evil I thought I was."
She bit her lip as she looked away again, wondering what he would make of that. Brian always had been in her face regarding her werewolf condition.