- Messages
- 7,537
- OOC First Name
- Beth / Bethy
- Sexual Orientation
- Bisexual
- Wand
- Cherry Wand 12 1/2" Essence of Wood Rose
- Age
- 8/2009
To whom it may concern,
Once again I am forced to leave HNZ only this time it may be longer than a few months.
It might be permanent.
I've been on HNZ for almost a year now and it has been truly.. Epic.
Such an adventure I have had but now I fear it is time for that adventure to end..
You see, I have been neglecting the real world- the world I had forgotten existed.
And last night I was revived.
I went to see Eddie Izzard in Brighton and something changed inside of me. His words were truly inspiring as well as amusing.
And so I got thinking; what if I follow in his footsteps? What if I follow in so many others footsteps and stop hiding from my problems and face them at last?
The world that could happen if I faced my problems is die.
And death will be a great adventure.
I have to get where I want to in life and I will miss all off you.
HNZ and the whole community within it has been my lifeline but now I have learnt that if I'm going to die from my fears and problems, I'm going to go down fighting.
Any plots I have with anyone, sorry about this.
You can either say my characters just wandered off or pause that part of them knowing each other or so forth.
With Larissa, we will just say that she is so choked up about her step-father going to Azkaban that she refuses to leave her room.
Will I ever come back?
That is for fate to decide.
Perhaps if I mess up again I will see you all, I will cling to this life I wished I was a part of or perhaps I will come back victorious, finish off a few things and get on with my life.
I do love you all. You're like a family to me but now my time has come to leave the nest.
So to all those whom it may concern, I will not say goodbye or farewell.
Instead, I will proudly say;
Bonjour.
Once again I am forced to leave HNZ only this time it may be longer than a few months.
It might be permanent.
I've been on HNZ for almost a year now and it has been truly.. Epic.
Such an adventure I have had but now I fear it is time for that adventure to end..
You see, I have been neglecting the real world- the world I had forgotten existed.
And last night I was revived.
I went to see Eddie Izzard in Brighton and something changed inside of me. His words were truly inspiring as well as amusing.
And so I got thinking; what if I follow in his footsteps? What if I follow in so many others footsteps and stop hiding from my problems and face them at last?
The world that could happen if I faced my problems is die.
And death will be a great adventure.
I have to get where I want to in life and I will miss all off you.
HNZ and the whole community within it has been my lifeline but now I have learnt that if I'm going to die from my fears and problems, I'm going to go down fighting.
Any plots I have with anyone, sorry about this.
You can either say my characters just wandered off or pause that part of them knowing each other or so forth.
With Larissa, we will just say that she is so choked up about her step-father going to Azkaban that she refuses to leave her room.
Will I ever come back?
That is for fate to decide.
Perhaps if I mess up again I will see you all, I will cling to this life I wished I was a part of or perhaps I will come back victorious, finish off a few things and get on with my life.
I do love you all. You're like a family to me but now my time has come to leave the nest.
So to all those whom it may concern, I will not say goodbye or farewell.
Instead, I will proudly say;
Bonjour.