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I'm not leaving. Don't think for a minute that I'm leaving. But I do have a full couple of weeks ahead. Well, the month, too. I'm doing a gig, tomorrow, and I likely won't be on all day (if I am, it'll be the evening). I'm nervous about that, and I do get stage fright *facepalm*. I haven't been on stage in quite some time, and I've not done it as a drummer, before. I also have a sketch I'm doing with the lovely Claire (as opposed to the un-lovely one?), and I've been a little bit AWOL learning my lines and rehearsing all of that. Anywho, that's all tomorrow.

Now onto other such things: I have friends in town on friday, and I'm supposed to spend the day with them (unless I see them thursday after the gig, in which case, I might have a bit to drink, which will mean taking the morning off HNZ). My boyfriend is also due back from uni at some point this week, and I might end up in the pub with him and a couple of mates, so that's several evenings gone. My other friends at uni will return from the 14th onwards.

I am conducting an interview (as part of what I do) for a new play/arts therapist for the children's mental health care group I work for, on the 16th (I think? D:) and that's an all day thing.

I possibly have another (all day) meeting in the middle of this month, though I am awaiting further details.

My brother returns home on the 20th (fingers crossed) if the snow doesn't cause the trouble it did last year. This means he may actually want to spend time catching up with me/we're going to steal each others books and read them.

My grandmother is going in to hospital on the 21st to get her other eye operated on so she can hopefully see properly, again. We're going to be up that end for Christmas, anyway, and it just means that I may not be online much over the Christmas period, as we're all planning on looking after her and working together to make Christmas dinner (oh dear god no.. I can see where this is going, already..).

With all my old mates heading 'home' for the winter, we're planning on spending new year together, and crashing up at one of their places for the night, maybe /awesomeface.

And finally; my internet connection keeps going on the blink. (It's already conked out for three days at the end of November, and it drops when the weather starts to head for snow). This means that I may just vanish midway through the day without any explanation. If this is the case, then I would like to wish you all a merry Christmas, and a happy new year, and I will see you when I see you. :hug:

- Beth
xxxxxxx
 
Good luck with everything! :hug:
See you when you get back or pop on for a visit!
 
Sounds like you have a lot of cool things going on ^_^
Good luck with the gig, have fun with your friends and I'll see you around.

:hug:
 
I hope everything runs/has run smoothly for you Beth! How did the gig go??
I hope you have a merry Christmas! :santa:
 
It's been so long since I last made a proper visit (other than a brief lurk)..
Most of the above went well, and though the gig nearly didn't happen altogether (the guy bringing the drum kit never turned up, so I got pushed into singing, instead D:), my comedy piece-with some last minute changes- went down a treat.
My grandmother is making a swift recovery.

I'm busy New Years (pub time :3), but come the start of 2012, I shall be back full-time. Well, at least until spring, but that's another story.

Last but not least, it was my three year HNZ anniversary on the 28th (at about 1am xD ). Yes, I do have the habit of coming back to crackwarts NZ, but I love it. And I will be returning properly once the dust has settled*. Setting myself a target of January 12 for a full return unless things go madly wrong, or surprisingly right.

:hug:
Love to all xx

*Several things going on at the moment are causing hassle, but they should be sorted soon.
 
Ohai.

Remember how a week back I said
And I quote.. said:
And I will be returning properly once the dust has settled*. Setting myself a target of January 12 for a full return unless things go madly wrong, or surprisingly right.
Let me just highlight a part of that.. There we go.
Guess what!
Everything was going according to plan until monday. Then the world fell apart: My male best friend had been in a four year relationship with another friend of mine. On monday, she ended that relationship. My best mate is now bordering on suicide, and I spend a minimum of five hours non-stop with him each day. He's stopped eating, sleeping, he won't dress, he won't go out. Not unless I'm there to constantly tell him that everything is alright. His (now ex)girlfriend, only today, told him that there was no chance of the two of them getting back together. As someone who lost a friend to suicide in the past, I take any thoughts inclined that way, very seriously. This is why I have decided to extend my target to the end of January.
I'm barely making time to eat, let alone get online, so please do not take offence to my absence- it's not personal to HNZ.

I'm hoping to see you all sooner than planned, and I hope you all have had a good start to 2012.

- Beth x
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Awh Beth, I'm sorry! Take every minute you need hun, but know that we are always here if you need to have a cry or vent!
Prayers are with you x
 
It seems the stars have shifted and provided my life with yet more complications. Oh, yay(!)
There are a lot of personal complications which I cannot discuss just yet, however, I would just like to say that my friend is now doing a lot better. He is eating again, and he is even picking up applications for jobs. I am desperately missing HNZ, and I do have every intention of returning once things have calmed down. You may see me around the site, and I may even litter a few open RPs about the place, though I am not capable of making a full return at this time.
Also, my laptop has pretty much packed up since it drowned a while back, so I don't know how often I can make it online fullstop. Thank you for all your support, kind words, and patience during this time. I know that for those of you I made plans with, this must be frustrating, and I will do my very best to get back into HNZ when I can.
If the personal complications work out as I am hoping they will, then I shall be back much, much sooner, if not, then I will return briefly to make quite a big announcement before I do what I have to do.

Thank you, again.
I love you guys and I miss you every day :hug:

- Beth
 
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