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- 1,363
- OOC First Name
- Anna
- Blood Status
- Mixed Blood
- Relationship Status
- Married
- Sexual Orientation
- Pansexual
- Wand
- Straight 16 1/2 Inch Rigid Blackthorn Wand with Fwooper Feather Core
- Age
- 31
Plot ID#87702
Trigger warning for anxiety and panic attacks
Trigger warning for anxiety and panic attacks
The final semester of his final year at school being underway was more difficult for Flavio to handle than he ever imagined, but he was trying to put himself back together as he walked to meet with Geo for their prefect patrol. Something was wrong with him and he knew it, the feeling of being so overwhelmed and terrified of everything going on in his mind that he couldn't stand or breathe wasn't normal, none of what he was experiencing was what happened to normal people and as he walked, blinking to get rid of the last of the feeling of being lightheaded, catching his breath and noticing the feeling was gradually returning to his fingers he was doing everything he could to seem normal when he knew he wasn't. Nothing felt real, and it was as if he were waking up from a dream not knowing where he was, but at the same time everything was too real and his responsibilities for that night and the following day were jumping out at him as painful reminders he couldn't show that something was wrong with him. Surely, if anyone knew what was happening to him they would think he was crazy, and wanting to be the best version of himself and someone reliable to the people he cared about and the rest of the school he had to act alright even if he knew he wasn't and even if an overwhelming feeling of fear continued whirling around in his chest.
Flavio ran a hand through his hair as he arrived to the first floor, trying desperately to neaten his appearance to its usual state while he waited for Geo. He moved to lean against one of the walls, hands working to straighten the tie of his uniform as his gaze darted to each side of the corridor, feeling on edge. Though he was shaken up and desperately trying to hide it, patrols were a responsibility he knew he couldn't avoid and he kept reminding himself of this in an effort to return to being himself as quickly as possible.