Recent content by Matthew Harper

Matthew couldn't quite believe what was happening, and he smiled brightly at Jason after the kiss. He closed his eyes as Jason kissed him again, letting this kiss last a bit longer. It was a big relief, not to be rejected after all that. Especially when to Matthew, this was all still very new...

Matthew couldn't help the small, nervous, laugh that escaped him. "Cool?" He asked him, giving him an uncertain smile. He found it kind of endearing that Jason seemed as awkward about this as he did, though he looked like he would be a lot more confident. Matthew briefly had a thought of what...

Matthew spluttered as Jason spoke, realizing with horror that his reaction had been received as a rejection. "No, I..." He shook his head. "I didn't think I was attracted to guys, but- well," he hastily scrambled for words. "Look. I was nervous and am shocked because I was about to tell you the...

Matthew could sense that whatever Jason was going to say, it was going to be big. He felt both dread and... hope? He wasn't sure what he was feeling, he just knew it made him nervous. He watched Jason, struck by how nervous he seemed as well. Matthew gasped a bit as Jason finally said what was...

Matthew smiled at the thanks Jason gave him, but didn't know what else to say. He ate quietly for a moment, mind racing for something to say. But then Jason spoke up, apologizing. Matthew winced, wishing he had been a bit better at hiding how awkward he had felt. But then he said he needed to...

Matthew tapped his fingers on the table anxiously as he waited. He almost wondered if he should bail, make up some excuse and leave. He certainly didn't want to leave, but things were feeling strange and awkward and he didn't want that either. He didn't want Jason to realize something was up...

Mathtew nodded as Jason asked him about the red wine. Somehow, the fact that he had made his pasta sauce with wine made him seem like more of an adult in Matthew's eyes than he himself was. He could only hope Jason didn't see him that way, like the nervous kid he felt like he was compared to the...

It made Matthew feel at ease, seeing how happy Jason was to see him. It also made him feel a little hopeful in a strange way. Though he was trying not to focus on those feelings right now. Jason had probably just invited him over to be friendly, he was reading too much into it all. Though the...

Matthew had gotten more and more used to the Muggle world, and he felt more and more at ease in it. There were still things that tripped him up, but for the most part he was doing alright. He just came across as a bit old fashioned to most muggles, but he had found some though that sort of...

Charlotte's invitation had surprised him, but the fact that she had invited their father too didn't. So Matthew had been sure to come a little early, taking a seat as far in the back as possible in an attempt to stay away from the man he never wanted to see again. As he waited for the ceremony...

Matthew wasn't someone who could handle emotions very well, and he could tell that this was a big deal for Jason. But he knew what was most important right now was that Jason felt at ease. He patted his arm one more time, then retreated his hand a little awkwardly as the other man thanked him...

Mate

Matthew was a little nervous after his last words, he knew how his father would have reacted to that statement, and while Jason had seemed to be on the same wavelength as him, but now the silence that had fallen seemed ominous. He looked over at him a little nervously, just in time to meet his...

As Jason laughed at his joke, Matthew realized just how much he enjoyed his laugh. He blushed a little, as that was kind of a strange thing to think about a friend. Were they friends? He hoped so. He hoped Jason didn't think him weird for opening up about his father, but he had started the...