After wandering around the castle for a while with nothing to do and nobody to hang around with, Lynette had finally given up. It was obvious that nobody cared. She could have been crying in the corner and nobody would have noticed, let alone helped her. That was exactly what she felt like doing, but evidently she wasn't going to do it in a corridor full of people. She opened the door of an old classroom, which seemed to be disused. She was only assuming this, as she had nothing to go by except the fact she'd never been in it and there was no sign on the door. She closed the door behind her and shut her eyes, letting the tears flow from her cheeks as she sank to the ground and buried her head in her knees. She was completely unaware that there was somebody in the classroom with her. She just hadn't been paying attention. It had been a long day, and you could hardly blame her. Sobbing, she let her hair hand over her knees as she pressed her forehead down hard, making her head hurt. She'd just found out she had claustrophobia, which she didn't realize was in fact not an illness at all. Inside her warped mind, she'd turned it into a freakish nightmare in which she couldn't wake up. She felt like there was something so terribly wrong with her, that she was no longer counted as a normal human being. That she was going to be rejected from everybody just for this. Little did she know, she was absolutely wrong. Over her first year, things had got tougher and she'd lost the ability to distinguish what was dangerous and what wasn't. Everything seemed to be out to get her, and nobody noticed that she was dying inside. All she wanted to do was go home. Only a few more days, she thought as she wept, though they were going to be extremely long ones.
The problem was, even when Lynette went home, she would be filled with dread the entire time because of certain reasons. Those reasons being that she would firstly have to tell her Mother about this difficulty she was having at school. If she didn't, she would surely just pry in anyway. She always knew when something was wrong with her Daughter, and it was often frustrating when she didn't want anybody to know. Secondly, she would be counting the days off in her head until she had to come back to Hogwarts. Why couldn't she just hide away, and never return to the place which was causing her to wake up pale and sweating, and give her anxiety which loomed over her frail body every damn day? The thoughts made her tears fall faster, soaking her face and knees. She hardly cared anymore. Now wasn't the time to be worried about what state she looked like. Maybe, if she looked dreadful enough, somebody might notice her. It still seemed unlikely. For once, she was hating being invisible to everybody else. At first, it had been a blessing. A gift. She could blend into crowds unnoticed, not have to get involved in awkward things. But now, it was just another tortureous curse she was suffering. Only one of the school's nurses seemed to understand how she was feeling. One person. It wasn't enough.