Alyss shook her head at Alex, 'No, I've always been keeping up a facade and I don't know what I'm like without one now, ever since I was a little girl and my father told me that Slytherins always kept a facade, hid behind their masks, I had to. I was only four years old when he told me that!' She whispered, her eyes glistening slightly as she gazed out at the cliffs. 'And he always expected me to be a Death Eater, always telling me that I had to be a Death Eater as I grew up. She continued, her voice trailing off. 'And then when I was five, my mother and my father had a big argument, my mother told my father that she didn't want to see him again, and when he asked about me, she said that she never wanted to see me again, that she didn't care about me or him, and that I was nothing but a mistake... How do you think I felt after hearing that Alex?' She hissed, her voice sounding like venom. She hadn't told anyone this before. No one. 'And then so my father taught me that she was scum, that she was worthless, and I believed him because he looked after me! He taught me well, he loved me compared to the one that had me!'
Her voice broke on the last word, and she had to take a deep breath to compose herself. 'And then when I was a Slytherin last year, he continued teaching me, and I believed him, I teased and picked on those that were m- those of muggle descent,' She continued switching from the word mud-blood to those of muggle descent, 'and half-bloods, teasing them for being born to "scum" even though I am half scum myself.' She finished, a bit sadly at that, before continuing with her story.
'Remember how last year, Professor Styx wanted to see me privately?' She whispered. 'My father's a Death Eater like I said before, and he was on a mission, he died, but I don't think that it was no accident. I think one of his "fellow" Death Eaters murdered him.' She said saying the word fellow sarcastically and using two of her fingers on each hand to quote it. 'He wasn't acting the way they wanted him to by not going after my mother and murdering her or something, and now, if I don't keep up my facade, and I let it slip just for a moment, I will be murdered too, especially if it gets out that I told you all of this.' She whispered. 'The Death Eaters have not just access to Slytherins, but spies in the other houses, don't ever forget that Alex, and if I die, I didn't kill myself, I got murdered, no matter what it seems, understand? But I need you to promise not to tell anyone this.' She stared at him firmly, making him promise. 'I probably would've been safer in any other house but Slytherin, but now I'm not so sure...' She whispered more to herself than Alex.