Vayne Rozeleouxe

Vayne Rozeleouxe

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Vayne Rozeleouxe
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Full Name:
- Vayne Akira Hiiragizawa Rozeleouxe

(Vayne is a variant of the name Wayne, Akira means intelligent, bright, clear and ideal, Hiiragizawa means sun-setting,, Rozeleouxe came from the words Roze and Leouxe combined together, Roze is the italian elaboration of Rose/Rosa which means well-mannered, and Leouxe, a play of the word luxe meaning Luxurious or Elegant.)

(Thus, his name means Elegant, Well-mannered, intelligent and Ideal Vayne.)

Date of Birth:

- September 01, 2015

Current Age:
- 11

Basic Appearance:

Vayne is shown as a boy with black, medium length hair with fringe that reaches until above his eyebrows, of somewhat average height, having a light build. He has black almond-like eyes that seem to look deep into one's soul. Most of the times, his hands are in his pockets and he often stands while slightly leaned back.

Personality:

- Vayne is unassuming, laid back, eternally good natured and always smiling with a philosophical wisdom and maturity which betray his external appearance.

Vayne like to do things that he is interested in, and he wants realize his dreams in a natural way. When there's something that he is unwilling to do, he always refuse with the greatest gentleness and patience. No one knows his true feelings on such occasions, unless he is in rage. As a matter of fact, Vayne is good at settling disputes and creating a harmonious atmosphere around him.

Vayne tends to empathize with people. Most people, even complete strangers, express how reassuring and soothing his presence is, often opening up to him completely with their problems.Rarely does he seem displease or stressed out, taking almost everything in stride, his lenient and contemplative nature is most people, even accuses him of being "so slow."

Family:
Parents:
- Sebastian Rozeleouxe
- Yukiko Rozeleouxe
(Both died on a car accident when Vayne was 9 years old)

Pets:
- Sulpher, a black cat with glowing green eyes. Sulpher is said to be an intelligent cat and he loves to wander around, making Vayne worried about him.

Area of Residence:
- Springfield, Illinois

Blood Status:
- Half-blood

Heritage:
- Half-Japanese, Half-American

Special Abilities:
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Interests or Hobbies:
- Vayne likes to read and draw. He reads any sort of book, so long as it interests him. He also love listening to music and playing musical instruments.

Additional Skills:
- Vayne can speak a bit of Japanese. He is also exceptionally good in playing the piano and the guitar.

Strengths:
- Vayne can empathize with people really well.

Weaknesses:
- He can't read the atmosphere of the situation sometimes; he can be really dense about things which he has no interest on.

Values/Beliefs:
- Vayne believes that memories are precious, be it good or bad. He believes that without the bad, there would be no joy be in remembering the good. He believes that it is important to hold both good and bad memories in order to find a sense of verification of our existence.

Describe your character in three words :
- Intelligent, unassuming, laid-back

Favourite place to be:
- Anywhere as long as he is with nature. He also loves to be in high places as he feels that he is really free when he's there.

Hogwarts House:
- Gryffindor

Hogwarts Hopes and Ambitions:
- Vayne hopes to learn lots of things in Hogwarts. He hopes to achieve his goals through the help of the school.

Best school subjects:
- He do kind of well in most of them, but his favorite is Potions
Worst school subjects:
- Subjects which do not interest him

Extracurricular Activities:
-

Graduation:
-

Current Job:
-

Plans for your future:
- After Hogwarts, Vayne is planing to be an Auror or a professor at Hogwarts, But if he'll be staying in the muggle world, he'll be a doctor or a lawyer just like his parents

Your Patronus:
- Lion

Your Patronus memory:
- Vayne's patronus memory would be his last day spent with his loving parents.

Your Boggart:
- Vayne's boggart would be the manifestation of death. . .

Your Animagus:
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Mirror of Erised:
- He will see his parents still alive happily congratulating him of being accepted at Hogwarts.

A page from your diary: A snippet from Vayne's diary weeks after his parents died. This entry might be a bit dark for this was when Vayne had felt really down, really isolated from the world.​

Dear Diary,

September 21, 2024

"Will feeling pain make me complete?" Now that's a question that's been running through my mind lately.

It has been weeks since Kaa-san and Tou-san passed away. I still feel awful whenever I remember that time when I had heard the news about that unfortunate tragedy. I and my childhood friend Eclaire, were waiting at our house for Okaa-san and Otou-san to pick us up, they promised that we are going to an amusement park to celebrate, I was really happy, waiting patiently for them at our front porch. A police car came, my aunt with them, I did not really know why but on that time, I felt a pang in my heart, like, something really terrible had happened, and before I knew it, aunt hug me, saying things like my parents were gone, that they had passed away. Tears didn't really come out then, I pretended that I did not hear what she had just said, pretended that it's just some sort of a joke, but deep inside, I know that everything is real, as real as the tears that had began falling from my eyes.

That time had been really tough. I cannot believe it, one second Kaa-san and Tou-san were just talking to me at the phone saying how happy they were that I am turning 9, how proud they were about how they had raised me, how thankful they were that I am their son, and then suddenly they will just be gone? Just like that? I cannot understand it, why them? Why should they leave me? Everything doesn't seem to make any sense. . .

Earlier, Grandpa and Grandma had invited me to go back to Japan, to the place where I was born, Aunt and Uncle had invited me to live in their house which is just near ours, I refused with the utmost gentleness and respect that I can muster. I do not want to be a burden to anyone; I do not want any person to worry about me.

Sulpher seems to be very sad lately, he never leaves my side, and it is as if he's comforting me. . Sulpher is a cat, but it seems like he can feel the pain too, after all kaa-san and tou-san are like his parents as well. . .I feel really bad for him. . .I understand what he feels. . .

I'm starting to get tired of everyone; they always look at me with pity in their eyes. They look at me as if one second or so I will drop dead, that any moment, my frail little body will just collapse because of all these pressures and things that had just happened. I can see it, the way they act, the way they talk to me, it is as if I am very fragile. . . I am not, kaa-san and tou-san had taught me how to be strong. . .

EVERYONE'S PITY AND KINDNESS IS SOMETHING THAT I DO NOT WANT, OR NEED. . . I know that they care about me, but still, I don't think that they'll be able to understand this pain that I am feeling….this pain that is slowly overshadowing my heart.

WHEN THIS PAIN TOTALLY CONSUMES MY HEART, WILL I BE ABLE TO HOLD ON TO MYSELF, TO WHO I AM? IS THIS PAIN JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME? CAN I STILL STAY THE SAME?

Everything seems void and empty lately. I know that this is not something that a child like me should feel. . . . I should have been carefree, happy, optimistic about life, which is how my parents had brought me up. . .I'll try to remember that. I need to be strong, for my Kaa-san, for tou-san, for my relatives, for my friends, for everyone, for myself.

I remember this song which I had heard earlier, here's a small part of that song...

"Cause it seems like no one can hear the voice thats calling, I try to take the most I can stand, but I keep falling...

I try to chase the memories away, but they haunt me everyday, I hope I get over this phase because I'm stuck inside this haze. All I need is a simple lift, such a sweet and precious gift, so I don't lose it all before what I have left is nothing more."

That song defines what I am feeling right now; I feel lost...People had always commended me of being soothing, of being calm and resolute... I wonder, am I really like that?

Eclaire had been telling me each day to be strong; she helps me to reclaim the old me back, the happy, carefree, lenient, ever smiling Vayne...I want to regain my old self too...I want to be strong no matter what… I know, one of these days, maybe not now, not tomorrow, but someday, I'll be able to face the world with pride again.

Vayne
 

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