Bella warmed her hands on her paper mug, the steam hit her on the face. She cried, because she knew she was all alone. Her near death experience was horrid and traumatic, and her entire family had just completely forgotten about her. Leah had a romance, and she now has another baby. Autumn spent most of her time at a day care center, and Izaak was fluffing around getting some floozy preggers. In turn, leaving her best friend because he had one night with this girl and he was hooked. There was no moral in it what so ever. While Bella lay dying, alone, confused, and no one there to help her. She didn't really want anything to do with them, because not once did they call her, visit her, or even have anything to do with Autumn. No wonder she lost her memories, because she didn't want to remember them in the first pace. She new there wasn't much she could do and the amount of negative feelings she had, multiply it by then by the amount of coffee she's drank, she'd surely be one hyper, or one miserable girl. The one person that was able to fill her up wtih warmth, and love, ached her to realise that she wasn't there with her, and she knew if she had've been, she would've been with her the whole way through, wouldn't leave her side unless ofcourse she had school. So comitted and applicant in her work, Casey was the one person she missed the most. Bella wondered if she also had forgotten about Bella. The times they shared, the un deniable feeling that had for eachother, how it made the universe work, and how nothing mattered at all, but having one another in their arms.
Many days had passed as Bella's depression kicked in, how it physically became dehabilitating, she felt it in her bones. Misery swept over like the winter air. She was soon losing hope in waiting for Casey to come back, she was losing hope in finding any love in the world, and if she was capable of recieving it. Then, she lifted her head at the sound of a girls voice. She wondered if this was just a dream, and she was in St. Mungo's tossing and turning right now in her bed, thinking about her. She slowly lifted her eyes to the seat across from her. She swallowed hard, gazing deep into astonishing emerald eyes, wondering if this was a sick joke god was playing on her. She froze and her eyes widened, she lifted her hand, brave to anticipate this beautiful image to just disintergrate back into sand. If it was the dream, she'd just hope to get it over and done with now before it played to many tricks on her mind. Her hand got closer to the angelic heart-shaped face, inches away from it the hand touched the cheek, Bella was numb, so she didn't even feel it under her fingertips. She gasped in a startling way, and a look of horror wiped her expression over in a flash. Her face expressed disbelief, longing and surprise all rolled into one. Then, a smile of relief crept upon her sweet cherry coloured mouth, as the feeling in her hand came back. She couldn't think of words to say, but tears streamed from her bright bluey - green eyes, and she covered her mouth and nose with her hands, and she sobbed heavily. Thinking about how she missed Casey so much and now she was here, all the emotion se'd wanted to feel and kept locked inside just poured out through her tears.
