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- Teigs
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- Holly/Ebony Wand 12 1/2 Essence of Griffin Feather
- Age
- 6/2004
HNZed,
Recently people have been telling me that I have been behaving rudely, inapproraitely or uncharacteristically. I would like to adress this issue, because I have had enough of people constantly having a go at me for saying something I shouldn't or doing something wrong or even not acting as they believe I should. Guys, lay off, there has been alot of shite going down in my life and while I can't tell you this, I will say that some of it is the reason I have to go and see legal aid with my cousin. I realise that I shouldn't be using this as an excuse for the way I have been acting, but I will. All of this has caused me to be unable to think clearly and over the past few days, I have said things that I wish I hadn't and done things I wish I could take back, but you guys have to bear with me, I don't know how much longer this is going to have an affect on me but it is doing a d@mn good job of making me rethink everything I ever believed about my family. You guys are a great support system and I really would hate to lose you. I look forward to coming onto HNZed after a long and stressful day and I love that you always seem to cheer me up. Unfortunately, no amount of cheering can help the problems my family is currenly facing and I would like to take the opportunity to apologise to everyone I have said mean things to, or who have been on the end of one of my more stupid moments.
Guys, I honestly wish that I could go back and stop myself from doing or saying all those things and I really hate myself right now for letting it go this far. I also have to say that I want to apologise to everyone for things I may do in the future, its going to be a bumpy road ahead for quite some time and though I would like to think that now I am aware of my attitude, I might be able to control it, but at the moment I don't hold much hope for that. Some people I need to especially apologise to are,
The Admins,
The Global Mods,
Anna
and Jessye.
You guys each know why I am apologising to you, I thought I would make it public so that I wouldn't be here for hours writing pms, because honestly that is probably how long it would take to write everyone a heartfelt apology. The only thing I ask of you guys is to please be patient with me, I know it will be hard and I truly wish I could tell more, but, the issue does not solely deal with me and it would be wrong of me to make it common knowlegde. I hope I can eventually atone for my past wrongs and eventually return to everyone's good books. Hopefully I can regain your trust, until then, I hope that you can try and understand what I am trying to say and just continue to be as supportive as you are. Because right now, I really need it.
I'm so sorry,
Teigan.
Recently people have been telling me that I have been behaving rudely, inapproraitely or uncharacteristically. I would like to adress this issue, because I have had enough of people constantly having a go at me for saying something I shouldn't or doing something wrong or even not acting as they believe I should. Guys, lay off, there has been alot of shite going down in my life and while I can't tell you this, I will say that some of it is the reason I have to go and see legal aid with my cousin. I realise that I shouldn't be using this as an excuse for the way I have been acting, but I will. All of this has caused me to be unable to think clearly and over the past few days, I have said things that I wish I hadn't and done things I wish I could take back, but you guys have to bear with me, I don't know how much longer this is going to have an affect on me but it is doing a d@mn good job of making me rethink everything I ever believed about my family. You guys are a great support system and I really would hate to lose you. I look forward to coming onto HNZed after a long and stressful day and I love that you always seem to cheer me up. Unfortunately, no amount of cheering can help the problems my family is currenly facing and I would like to take the opportunity to apologise to everyone I have said mean things to, or who have been on the end of one of my more stupid moments.
Guys, I honestly wish that I could go back and stop myself from doing or saying all those things and I really hate myself right now for letting it go this far. I also have to say that I want to apologise to everyone for things I may do in the future, its going to be a bumpy road ahead for quite some time and though I would like to think that now I am aware of my attitude, I might be able to control it, but at the moment I don't hold much hope for that. Some people I need to especially apologise to are,
The Admins,
The Global Mods,
Anna
and Jessye.
You guys each know why I am apologising to you, I thought I would make it public so that I wouldn't be here for hours writing pms, because honestly that is probably how long it would take to write everyone a heartfelt apology. The only thing I ask of you guys is to please be patient with me, I know it will be hard and I truly wish I could tell more, but, the issue does not solely deal with me and it would be wrong of me to make it common knowlegde. I hope I can eventually atone for my past wrongs and eventually return to everyone's good books. Hopefully I can regain your trust, until then, I hope that you can try and understand what I am trying to say and just continue to be as supportive as you are. Because right now, I really need it.
I'm so sorry,
Teigan.
[staff]I have no idea what this is about. Also, I'm not sure if she's angry at HNZ people, apologetic, both, neither, something else. This seems to be all over the place and I'm very confused. // Nick.[/staff]