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- Cypress/Ebony Mix 14" Core of Basilisk Fang; Black Walnut/Maple 12 3/4" Essense of Silver Thistle
- Age
- October 31, 2007 - November 7, 2039
"I'm tired of being what...
you want me to be."

you want me to be."
Feeling so faithless
God bless us everyone
[name] Hadan Lauren Winters nee HenselGod bless us everyone
[etymology] The name Hadan means a hedged valley which gives the impression of a talented and friendly person. This might actually be deceiving considering that Hadan is not a very friendly person unless she knows them personally. However she is very talented as a person, so that impression fits her. Her middle name is Lauren and it means bay. The impression of the name is not very positive as it gives out the impression of a talkative girl who is a little self-centered. This does suit Hadan to an extent, however she was not very talkative, and still is not. However she is self-centered. The surname she once carried was Hensel and it means God's gift which suits Hadan in two different ways. One way is that she is peaceful and understanding, and a gift. However she can be a gift from Hell too when someone gets on her nerves. The surname she carries now is Winters, which is another form of the surname, Winter. The meaning of the name Winter is derived from the season. The meanings of the name come together to support much of Hadan's character, even though she believes that she is not very talkative, she is rather argumentative, and will stand her case with short words until she is officially proven wrong, or wins the argument.
[origin] The line of Winters that Hadan married into are from Europe, or more specifically, England. It isn't too common of a surname, but it definitely is not rare. Hadan married into a magical line, although coincidentally, a descendant of the Hensel family. The last name Hensel comes from Russia, and it is not a common name at all, which is one of the reasons why Hadan adores it so much. Ever since her mother married, she changed her name to support her mother's decision and decided to become one big family with her now former professor and step-father. Her last name used to be Johnson before she changed it to Hensel. Where the Johnson name originates is in both England and Scotland and is a rather common name. However the wizarding branch from which Hadan descends from had died off in the late 2000's, making her and her little family the last of it by blood. Hadan's name comes from England as from where her mother had given her the name. Her first and middle names come from Venita's friends during school, however their whereabouts are unknown at this time. Venita had a small thing for naming her daughters after her friends, the closest ones that we now do not hear of. Hadan rather enjoys where she knew her name came from as it would have been with the surname Stuart if her mother had not divorced the man and changed their names.
[nicknames] To this day, Hadan has not had any sort of nicknames other than someone calling her something honorable. Hadan's name is next to impossible to make a nickname of, and she does not speak of her middle name that much, or else some people could use Laurie for a nickname for her. Otherwise one could not shorten her first name as it is already shortened enough.
[alliance] Hadan's alliance is on the side of evil and other evil beings.
[birthdate] Hadan was born on October 31st, 2007 in a small hospital. She was the first to be born, having been brought into this world around thirty-four minutes after eleven in the evening. She is considered a night child, which might explain why she prefers to be outside during the late evening hours.
[age] 31.
[gender] Female
[sexual orientation] Pansexual, which means it refers to the potential for sexual attractions, sexual desire, romantic love, or emotional attraction, towards people of all gender identities and biological sexes. Self-identified pansexuals may refer to themselves as gender-blind - that gender and sex are insignificant or irrelevant in determining whether they will be sexually attracted to others. Pansexuality can also mean the attraction to a person's personality, rather than their physical appearance or gender. When referred to in Hadan's case, it means that she prefers to look at one's personality rather than the appearance, and she is open to every personality, regardless of gender and those that are strict to just women or men.
[dialects] Hadan, whereas she has been to many places, is fluent in three different languages. Growing up, she lived in Romania and the United States, so she knows English and Romanian. When she was introduced and adopted by Chavdar Zhefarovich, she had to learn Bulgarian to speak to the family with. The longest language to learn was Bulgarian, as she had to learn it at a later age. She can read and write in all three languages, however she knows nothing other than accents from other countries.
[hometown] Hadan is originally from Oradea, Romania, and her house was rather small but it was cute enough for her family to live in. They lived there for a short period of time, before ultimately moving out to another residence in a nearby city.
[residency] She currently lives in Napier, New Zealand in her apartment complex. It is four-bedroom, two-bathroom with a living room, dining room, kitchen and a free room that Hadan turned into a study. She can magically enchant a room of the house to make it larger, which is one of the bedrooms so that she could practice her potions and spellwork in peace. The residents include Hadan, Alaric, Tyson, Deidre and Jett.
[heritage] 1/8 British, 1/8 Bulgarian, 1/4 American and 1/2 Romanian.
[blood status] Unknown because on the Zhefarovich family tree, one would see that Brian Stuart is a squib, not showing what blood type he was. Her mother is a mixed-blood, however because of that small error in the Family Tree, Hadan has no idea what blood status she has. However her family have believed her to have the same blood as her mother, making her a true mixed-blood.
[blood type] AB Negative is Hadan's blood type. It is rumored that in her family, those with AB Positive align with the side of good, whereas AB Negative align with the side of evil. This has been proven both wrong and correct. There is a belief in Japan that a blood type would give someone good traits and bad. The good traits from this belief are cool, controlled and rational, and the bad traits are critical, indecisive and unforgiving. Some of these traits actually do relate to Hadan.
[main wand] The wand that Hadan carries the most with her is her Cypress/Ebony Mix 14" Core of Basilisk Fang. The core and properties of this wand are unique as this wand was made especially for her. The wood from the Cypress tree as been associated with the Greek God of the Underworld, Hades. The ebony wood gives the wand a dark gleam and is associated with great power. This mix of woods gives the a powerful feel, and aligns itself with the Dark Arts, however it is very weak to healing spells. The Basilisk Fang in the wood gives it a boost of power, and it is a rare ingredient common in pure-blood families and ties with someone that buds with the Dark Arts.
[secondary wand] Hadan's secondary wand is also her healing wand, and it is made of Black Walnut/Maple 12 3/4" Essence of Silver Thistle. The core and properties of this wand is in contrast to its appearance. Though the Black Walnut is a dark wood, it acts like a light wood instead, and is very good with healing abilities especially with poisons from the Nightshade family. When it was mixed with the wood of Maple, it makes the wand's wood a strong wood that is stable. The essence of the Silver Thistle aids in the healing wand in Herbology and those with Herbology knowledge.
[occupation] Hadan works as a Saint Mungo's Healer, and she specializes in Potion and Medicine making.
[health status] Hadan has two medical conditions, which are albinism and superfetation. Her albinism is nearly rare, however it does in the Zhefarovich line. The illness albinism means that there is no pigment on the body, and the body fails to produce melanin. Because of this, Hadan's skin is very pale, almost white, and her natural hair color is blonde, nearly white as well. When going outside, Hadan must shield her eyes as they are red from the illness. Because of her eyes being red, she has also has photophobia, which is a symptom of abnormal intolerance to visual perception of light, sometimes additionally defined by abnormal or irrational fear of light, or by presence of actual physical photosensitivity of the eyes. Now superfetation the simultaneous occurrence of more than one stage of developing embryo in the same animal. It is not unheard of in humans however this will occur if Hadan has sexual intercourse, gets pregnant, and unknowingly has another egg fertilized when she is two or three weeks into her pregnancy. The two fetuses would not be twins, as they would be conceived on a later date, however due to risks, they would have the same birthday.
[allergies] Hadan is severely allergic to some muggle medications, as well as latex and sunlight. She will break out into a rash if she is touched by either of the latter. The severe allergic reactions will often be life threatening.
[pet] Emerald Boa, named Grethel. She is a loyal snake, and she is about five feet long.
[title] Guardian of the Zhefarovich Family.
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Lost under the surface
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
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[five words] Quiet, Graceful, Cruel, Icy, Elegant
[personality] Hadan is a quiet girl whose past has been tragic. She speaks to no one about it, and it had affected her night sleeping pattern, as well as her perspective of life. Though her family had been 'cursed' to die at a young age, Hadan managed to surpass this, and 'evolve' into someone new. Rather than being harsh, hateful, rude, she has grown-up body and mind. Though she still lives with her past, she managed to overcome it, and is willing to help others out so they won't have to live through the nightmare she had to have. Hadan may still be cold at times, and untrustworthy, and still refuses to open up her past to just anyone. Hadan is a woman that has dark passions and she believes that whatever she thinks is the right thing, which more than likely is. She is understanding, and is extremely blunt with her mind, and will tell people off. She lives like a survivor, and is extremely protective of her one and only blood sister.
[beliefs] Blood doesn't matter, only power behind the person. Blood is the same color as it is spilled
[boggart] A bludger because she watched two kill her cousin and uncle, people she held dear to her.
[fears] She fears heights as well as anything Quidditch related. Hadan also has a fear of loss because she has lost family members before, and just now opened herself up to other people to replace them, and she would do anything to keep them safe. Hadan is also afraid of dragons. and merpeople, for reasons that are unclear.
[likes] Hadan likes to read when she gets a chance. She enjoys novels that are full of suspense and and horror as well. Hadan also likes to write poetry when she is up to it, and she also enjoys to swim and play sports that have running and hand-eye coordination. She also loves to practice martial arts to keep her body in strong and in shape. Hadan also enjoys to climb trees and loves to go rock climbing. Hadan also enjoys a good debate and to curl up in front of a fireplace with a cup of hot tea and enjoy a good talk with friends. She also loves to shop at Gladrags Wizardwear. She likes anything green, and anything cobra related. She is also obsessed with stars, and loves to go outside when it is cloudy and rainy. She loves to eat Italian food, especially creamy cheese pasta. She adored the name Vesta, and loves to read Stephan King's Dolan Cadillac while listening to organ music.
[dislikes] Hadan severely dislikes those that go around sleeping with around with a hundred men or more and think that they need to be slapped in the face with a hammer. She also dislikes those that are rather stupid and do not know their arse from their elbow. She also has a tendency to dislike Gryffindors as well as those that seem like they know it all. Hadan also dislikes anyone that pretty much says that their lives suck and whine about everything.
[goals] Hadan plans to be a healer and she wants to prove that she is a worthy person in her family.
[good habits] Keeping clean and looking decent
[bad habits] Twirling hair when nervous or losing eye contact
[strengths] Hadan's strengths come from her experiences in her life. She has been born to fight for her life, and she has conquered death many times, having some close calls and from seeing it in her life many times as she had seen her family members die off one by one. Hadan has emotional control over her emotions and mind as she had years of training herself how to control her anger and everything that is negative. Her strengths also rest within her muscles as she had trained her body to withstand many psychical attacks and she can fight as well as the next person. She is also very limber with her body and knows her limits. Hadan's intelligence upon life situations is also surpassing most others in knowledge, and she will do whatever it takes to do the right thing in her mind. She will do everything she can to get what she deserves. As for school, Hadan is strongest in Potions and Herbology, because both talents run through her blood. She also as talents in dueling, and also knows quite a bit about Dark Arts.
[weaknesses] Hadan's weaknesses are those that are not very easily seen alas they are there lurking beneath her skin. Hadan's right knee is rather weak, and if struck it would make her fall immediately. Hadan is skinny and does not eat meat thus her strength can last for a short amount of time, though she has learned to conserve her energy however. Hadan is cold, and she lacks the ability to comfort someone if they had problems when it does not concern her. Hadan is closed minded, and she only thinks her way, and does not understand it when people do not see the things the way that she sees it. Hadan usually judges on people's first impressions until they redeem themselves which could take years at a time. Hadan also hold grudges against muggles and anyone that has one in their family that is closely related to them. They have ruined her life in her opinion, and she hates them all. Hadan's mind is stubborn and she hates it when someone does not think something thoroughly through. Hadan is also overly protective of certain people close to her.
[loyalties] Hadan's loyalties lie within her family and the Slytherin house just.
[magical talents] Hadan possesses strong knowledge in potions, Herbology and Arithmancy. She also possesses a gift in dueling and spell casting, but not as much as she is in potions. Hadan can cast powerful spells verbally and knows nonverbal magic as well, but it is not as strong until she practices more often.
[other talents] Hadan can do high level martial arts. She can also climb and hold her breath for long periods of time. She can also walk silently, and she can also play the organ. Hadan can also read people by their body, and fight so well after studying their body, she can knock them out with pressure points, though she has to watch someone for a while before she can do that. Hadan can also write poetry and stories that can bewitch the mind.
[patronus form] Her patronus form is an anaconda which is the world's largest snake short to the basilisk.
[annoyances] People that think that their lives are the worst really gets under Hadan's skin, as well as people that behave like sluts and know-it-alls
I don't know what you're expecting of me
And it can't be outfought
[chinese year] Hadan's Chinese year, being born in 2007, makes her a pig. People born in the Year of the Pig are chivalrous and gallant. Whatever they do, they do with all their strength. For Pig Year people, there is no left or right and there is no retreat. They have tremendous fortitude and great honesty. They don't make many friends but they make them for life, and anyone having a Boar Year friend is fortunate for they are extremely loyal. They don't talk much but have a great thirst for knowledge. They study a great deal and are generally well informed. Boar people are quick tempered, yet they hate arguments and quarreling. They are kind to their loved ones. No matter how bad problems seem to be, Boar people try to work them out, honestly if sometimes impulsively. They are most compatible with Rabbits and Sheep. And it can't be outfought
[zodiac sign] Hadan's zodiac sign is Scorpio, the Scorpion. Being a Scorpio makes her determined, forceful, emotional, intuitive and powerful. All of these are in perfect alignment with Hadan's character. The other aspect, generally the negative traits of a Scorpio, are associated closely with death which Hadan has experienced a number of times, jealous, resentful, compulsive, obsessive and secretive. All of these traits are aligned with those under the Scorpion rule, and Hadan is no exception to that alignment as all traits fit closely with her character. What a scorpion likes are truth, the thrill of hidden causes as well as being involved, working that is meaningful to themselves, and being persuasive to one's will. However what a scorpion dislikes are only being given surface data, taken advantage of, having demeaning jobs, shallow relationships which also include flatter and flattering. Hadan has the dislikes down to the dot. Hadan's zodiac colors are dark red and maroon, both colors that she is fond of. And her zodiac starstone is Opal, which there is a myth that if anyone wears the opal brings bad luck to the wearer if they are not a Scorpio.
[fixed sign] A Scorpio has a fixed sign, which means that the person can be described as someone who has stabilization, determination, depth and persistence. Hadan has all of these qualities, and it fits her character
[interpersonal sign] Also being a Scorpio makes someone principally aware of and concerned with social and societal concerns. This may pertain to Hadan, however with her alliance, a little differently than others under the Interpersonal sign. She is aware, but she is also concerned with how harmful the muggle-borns are making the wizarding society due to her darker nature.
[planet] The planet that rules Hadan's character is Pluto. Plutos energies are very intense and when unleashed they can actually change an entire life, for good or evil, so much so that the person seems caught up in a whirlwind until the phase passes and leaves a complete set of new ideas, ideals, or morals instilled in the very core of their being. It also has a purifying energy that allows one to rise to higher levels of awareness. Before this rise can come about one must consciously seek to eliminate anything that would hinder them. Sometimes Plutos energies are perceived as destructive but they are, rather, a reflection of energy being returned to itself; this effect has often been associated with the subversive elements of society and with the underground. With being ruled by this planet, it makes the person have a spiritual outlook on life, and the ability to discern the truth; on the negative outlook, it can also make a person a power abuser, destructive, using of the darker side of magic, self-serving and a fanatic. All around, this planet is more or less a negative planet however it affects a person once it is in rule, which happens very rarely as pluto has a long trail around the sun.
[element] The Scorpios' element is Water. When the water element is emphasised in a person's natal chart they are usually quite emotional - even if they don't show it (still waters run deep). Confinement is not something these people deal well with, they are usually quite resourceful. On a positive level watery people are caring, emotional and artistic, but can also tend to exaggerate feelings out of proportion and live in a fantasy world. When a person's chart lacks water, there is the tendency for them to find it difficult to understand the feeling side of life and to show compassion to those around them. Someone having the element of water makes a person emotionally reserved, mysterious, devoted to love, psychic and artistic, with the downside of having her very sensitive, enough to the point that it would make her highly aggressive and can withdraw emotions.
[birthstone] Being born in October, the birthstone for that month is Opal. The opal is thought to have the power to predict illness. This is because the opal responds to heat. Sickness increases body temperature before signs of illness appear. The increased body heat causes the opal to lose its shine, leaving it dull and lacking color. Because this is her birthstone, Hadan does in fact wear a ring with a black opal in it.
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
It can't be outdone
[martial status] Hadan is married to Alaric Winters.It can't be outdone
[when] They met in September of 2036, and started dating in December of 2036. Alaric proposed on December of 2037, and were married on February 11th, 2038.



[past relationships] Dietrich Metzger, Raffael Fox
[innocence] On June 4th, 2025, Hadan and Raffael Fox, her boyfriend, have been having very strong sexual tensions ever since her fifth year in Hogwarts. When she was with Raffael alone, in his apartment which was next to hers, they decided to make things official, and end their tensions. It was a rough night, but neither regretted it. It was a night that Hadan would remember for the rest of her life because of how devoted she was to him.
[past sexual partners] Raffael Fox, Greyson Lefevre
[turn ons] Soft hair, half smirk, intelligence, forceful as well as built muscles, a bare chest
[turn offs] Body odor, whiners, idiots, Gryffindors
[aphrodisiacs] Dark chocolate, light cologne, lavender
[the perfect male] Someone smart and intelligent, sweet but not a push-over, and someone understanding, and as a bad-ass resemblance.
[the perfect date] The perfect date for Hadan is going to a local pool or a clean lake, and going swimming. She is a very simple girl, and then later cuddling with a blanket, to keep one another warm.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
It can't be outmatched
[playby] Rachael Leigh CookIt can't be outmatched
[ages used] Ages Fourteen to the Present
[former playby] Winona Ryder or Winona Laura Horowitz
[ages used] Eleven, Twelve, Thirteen
[natural hair] Due her to albinism, Hadan's hair is a very light blonde as it lacks any sort of color to it. Her natural hair is very wavy, and it is soft to the touch. It is very fine, and it shines naturally. She has a lot of hair, but it is not enough to give her sores on her scalp or headaches. Some say that her natural hair makes her seem more like a snow queen, however rarely does anyone see her in her most albino form.
[hair modifications] Hadan constantly keeps drinking a potion to change her hair color, same with transfiguration. She changes it to a brown color, the color of chestnuts. She keeps her hair wavy as it is too much of a hassle to straighten it every day. She keeps it cut at the top of her breast, and she fixes her hair and keeps it waved for a relaxed style. Seeing as Hadan herself is a relaxed person, Hadan believes her hair should be the same way.
[eyes] With being an albino, Hadan's eyes shine a ruby red color, with a hidden gleam to them. Looking into them, one would see that Hadan's eyes are cold and have hidden wrath within, though she masks it so one would see nothing but their own reflection. When she seems relaxed, her eyes seem luscious, and look absolutely beautiful, like gems, or more specific, rubies. However when she is angered or stress, they take on this crimson color, which represents blood, and they look almost frightening to look into. Not many see her eyes in this way unless she is making it to where one would see the mask behind the emotions. Her eyes color stands for anger, exertion, power and alertness. Her eyes are in the shape of ovals, and her dark lashes are in sharp contrast with the redness of her eyes.
[height] With her genes, she gets then from her mother's side of the family. They have many tall women, and Hadan is no exception. She stands at a height of five feet and eleven inches. Most of her height goes to her legs, as they are lightly longer than her torso.
[weight] Because muscles, as Hadan's body as more than fat, makes her weigh slightly more than the average weight, she measures at about one hundred and thirty pounds. She is proportioned but slightly underweight. However this is not a danger to her health.
[complextion] Her skin is nearly white, like an ivory hue or porcelain, and the feel of it is soft, and natural. She hardly has any markings on her skin. It is smooth also to the touch.
[scars] She has many thin scars on her upper arms, and along her legs and torso from living on the street for a few months
[birthmark] A crescent moon on the left side of the neck
[smile] Subtle but gracious however it is rare to see as well
[body build] Her body is tall and lean, muscular as well as proper and elegantly placed. She has hard muscles, most noticeable in her legs and calves as she had trained herself in martial arts and had developed these muscles over time. They do not bulge out of her skin, but they can be seen when she is in her trainer. When others see her body, they think that it is fit, and in shape.
[body modifications] Hadan has many body modifications. She has her tongue and belly button pierced. Her belly ring and tongue ring are always the same as she does not like to change. She has a tattoo of the Zhefarovich symbol that covers her entire back but that is not the only tattoo that Hadan has. She has her dead sister's name on the back of her neck. She also has raven on her right wrist, the word control on her left wrist and two skulls on both of her feet.
[dominant hand] Hadan is dominant in her left hand, and she adjusts to everything with her left hand. However as of recently she is learned to use her right hand as well, especially when she is battling with two wands.
[style] Hadan's style is rather normal, she wears laid back things such as tee-shirts and skinny jeans. When she wants to dress up a little bit, she will often wear a tight and black skirt. There are some shoes that she will be seen wearing, but commonly it would be her Converses and sometimes her thigh high boots. In the summer, Hadan will often wear regular sandals. And then when she is needing to dress up, her favorite formal shoes to wear are heels. During her years in school, Hadan wore one uniform and another one as she did like to change it up a bit. Cami and pants are what she often wears to bed. She hardly wears make-up but she does have quite a few accessories that she would not be caught dead without which are her belt, necklace and ring. Overall, Hadan dresses in style though it has a touch of punk and dark. She does not reveal much skin at all, and she dresses to keep herself hidden because she has a lot to show. Hadan often wears more pants than skirts because she likes the freedom to move her legs.
I've become so numb
It can't be outrun
[school] Hadan attended the only school in New Zealand, Hogwarts New Zealand. She had attended Durmstrang for a short period but not long enough to make it her school. She had only been in Durmstrang for a few months whereas she had attended Hogwarts New Zealand for years, and even graduated from that school.It can't be outrun
[hogwarts house] Hadan was sorted into Salazar Slytherin's house.
[special titles and awards] While Hadan had no titles in her name, she did win a few Superlatives in her graduating year, which were Future Minister of Magic and Most Inseparable Friends with Alyssa Chevalier.
[extracurricular activities] Hadan participated in many clubs, and the ones that she was involved in were Heta Omega, Student Defense Association and Club Academia.
[favorite subject] Potions
[best subject] Potions
[loathed subject] Astronomy
[worst subject] History of Magic
[favorite professor] Professor Styx
[loathed professor] Professor Black
[grade average] Exceeding Expectations
[owl grades]
Potions: Outstanding; Exam: Outstanding
Charms: Outstanding; Exam: Exceeding Expectations
History of Magic Acceptable; Exam: Poor
Arithmancy Outstanding; Exam: Outstanding
Defense Against the Dark Arts Outstanding; Exam: Outstanding
Transfiguration Acceptable; Exam: Poor
Astronomy Acceptable; Exam: Acceptable
Divination Acceptable; Exam: Acceptable
Herbology Outstanding; Exam: Outstanding
Muggle Studies Exceeding Expectations; Exam: Acceptable
[newt grades]
Potions: Outstanding; Exam: Outstanding
Charms: Outstanding; Exam: Outstanding
Arithmancy Outstanding; Exam: Outstanding
Defense Against the Dark Arts Outstanding; Exam: Outstanding
Transfiguration Acceptable; Exam: Acceptable
Astronomy Acceptable; Exam: Acceptable
Herbology Outstanding; Exam: Outstanding
Muggle Studies Acceptable; Exam: Acceptable
[graduated] June of 2027