Eliska Barnard

[Eliska Barnard]

Eliska Barnard,

Born Eliska Abrielle Barnard, Florence, Italy.
Attended Beauxbatons Academy of Magic.
Straight, 21 years old.
La plus belle des deux.​

over my head,
i never knew that everything was falling through that everyone i knew was waiting on a cue other half
to turn and run when all I needed was the truth but that's how it's got to be inseperable
it's coming down to nothing more than apathy i'd rather run the other way than stay and see confidant
everyone knows i'm in over my head with eight seconds left in overtime best friend
let's rearrange i wish you were a stranger i could disengage, just say that we agree and then never change best guy/girlfriend
soften a bit until we all just get along but that's disregard, find another friend and you discard close friends
as you lose the argument in a cable car hanging above as the canyon comes between close friends
and suddenly i become a part of your past i'm becoming the part that don't last party friends
i'm losing you and its effortless without a sound we lose sight of the ground drinking friends
in the throw around never thought that you wanted to bring it down i won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves family friend
there are certain people you just keep coming back to she is right in front of you childhood
you begin to wonder could you find a better one compared to her now she's in question same clique
and all at once the crowd begins to sing sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same former friends
maybe you want her maybe you need her, maybe you started to compare to someone not there fake friends
and all at once the crowd begins to sing sometimes we'd never know what's wrong without the pain acquainted
looking for the right one you line up the world to find where no questions cross your mind name basis </SIZE>

a valentines day,
in this farewell there's no blood ,there's no alibi 'cause i've drawn regret from the truth of a thousand lies hatrid 'till death
wash away what I've done, i'll face myself to cross out what i've become. erase myself and let go of what i've done enemies
wake in a sweat again another day's been laid to waste in my disgrace hardcore hatrid
stuck in my head again feels like i'll never leave this place there's no escape, i'm my own worst enemy one sided hatrid
i don't know what to take, thought I was focused but I'm scared i'm not prepared enemies with benefits
for the hundredth time hand grenade pins in every line, throw 'em up and let something shine going out of my ****ing mind fear
no excuse, find a new place to hang this noose, string me up from atop these roofs knot it tight so i won't get loose envy
my insides all turned to ash, so slow and blew away as i collapsed, so cold jealousy
a black wind took them away, from sight and held the darkness over day, that night dislike by association
and the clouds above move closer looking so dissatisfied but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing mutual dislike
somehow a black wind took you away, from sight and held the darkness over day, that night one-sided dislike
and the clouds above move closer looking so dissatisfied and the ground below grew colder wanting revenge
so now you're gone, and i was wrong never knew what it was like, to be alone on a nalentine's day backstabbed
as they put you down inside but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing wanting revenge
cause my mind has lost direction, somehow on a valentine's day wanting revenge
i dreamed I was missing you were so scared but no one would listen cause no one else cared rivalry
after my dreaming i woke with this fear what am i leaving when I'm done here friendly rivalry
and don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty keep me in your memory avoidance
all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well pretending someone else can come and save me from myself annoyance
when my time comes forget the wrong that I've done help me leave behind some reasons to be missed tolerable
are you lost in your lies do you tell yourself I don't realize indiffrence​

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untouched,
i wanna wanna wanna get get get what i want don't stop give me give me give me what you got got final
cause i can't wait wait wait any more more more more don't even talk about the consequence current
right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me and i don't give a damn what they say, what they think think future
cause you're the only one who's on my mind i'll never ever let you leave me mutual crush
i'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye one sides crush
i feel so untouched and I want you so much that I just can't resist you in love
it's not enough to say that i miss you i feel so untouched right now need you so much somehow soulmates
you can take take take take take time time to live live the way you gotta gotta live your life fiance/spouse
to live live the way you gotta gotta live your life give me give me give me all of you you don't be scared good past
i'll see you through the loneliness of one more more more don't even think about what's right or wrong, wrong or right bad past
hook me up, i want to feel the rain in my hair, where should we go? i don't even care past - still chemistry
i'm tired of my life i feel so in between i'm sick of all my friends chemistry
girls can be so mean i feel like throwing out everything i wear starting over new cause I'm not even there past crush
sometimes i want to get away some place but i don't want to stay too long future/current/past fling
here we are so what you gonna do do i gotta spell it out for you sexual tension
i can see that you got other plans for tonight but I don’t really care **** buddies
size me up you know i beat the best tick tock no time to rest make out buddies
come on baby we ain't gonna live forever let me show you all the things that we could do lust
you know you wanna be together and i wanna spend the night with you one night stand
yeah, yeah with you, yeah, yeah come with me tonight we could make the night last forever forbidden
i’ve seen it all I’ve got nothing to prove come on baby just make your move secret
lets pretend you're mine we could just pretend, we could just pretend, yeah yeah you got what i like on and off
oh come on just one taste and you’ll want more so tell me what your waiting for flirt
cuz you leave me speechless when you talk to me you leave me breathless fleeting glances

the joke,
desperate for changing, starving for truth closer where i started, chasing after you family - specify
i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you role model
forgetting all i'm lacking completely incomplete, i'll take your invitation, you take all of me roommate
i'm living for the only thing i know i'm running and not quite sure where to go bandmate
there's nothing else to lose, nothing left to find, there's nothing in the world admiration
when you find me in the morning hanging on a warning oh, the joke is on you one sides respect
you said you were pretending here's to unhappy endings mutual respect
to make sure yesterday doesn't repeat i took a shortcut home, a left on the street protective over charctername
i know they won't find me here i found out how to make mama proud protective over you
my life is for the taking breakdown is awaking me i'm ending all this pain emotional support
this is my last day should have been my first kiss think to myself will I ever be missed obsession
i love them so much gonna love them to death tonight, see the world through my eyes stalker
a strangled smile fell from your face it kills me that i hurt you this way instant messaging buddies
the worst part is that i didn't even know now there's a million reasons for you to go but if you can find a reason to stay never met
I've let you down and if you give me a chance believe that i can change i'll keep us together whatever it takes mixed feelings
i'll do whatever it takes to turn this around i know what's at stake, other - specify​

i've got a papercut,​

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it's coming down to nothing more than apathy i'd rather run the other way than stay and see confidant
everyone knows i'm in over my head with eight seconds left in overtime best friend
sometimes i want to get away some place but i don't want to stay too long future/current/past fling
here we are so what you gonna do do i gotta spell it out for you sexual tension
i can see that you got other plans for tonight but I don’t really care **** buddies
size me up you know i beat the best tick tock no time to rest make out buddies

charcternamehere * 'damn he's sexy'

yourcharcternamehere * 'you bet iam'​

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