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- Emzies
- Blood Status
- Muggleborn
- Relationship Status
- Too Young to Care
- Sexual Orientation
- too young to care
- Wand
- Straight 12 1/2 Inch Swishy Redwood Wand with Thestral Tail Hair Core
- Age
- 12/2038 (23)
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I'm never coming back to the place I once knew ,
Said I'm never coming back to the lies and the rules ,
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Say Hello to
Einar Esben Haines!
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If I do, I put all faith in you
Take me home, home, my love ,
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I'm never coming back to the place I once knew ,
Said I'm never coming back to the lies and the rules ,
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Say Hello to
Einar Esben Haines!
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If I do, I put all faith in you
Take me home, home, my love ,
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FULL NAME
Einar Esben Haines
MEANING
Einar - From the Old Norse name Einarr, derived from the elements ein "one, alone" and arr "warrior". This name shares the same roots as einherjar, the word for the slain warriors in Valhalla.
Esben - The name Esben is a Scandinavian Baby Names baby name. In Scandinavian Baby Names the meaning of the name Esben is: Divine bear.
Haines - Haines is a Welsh surname of Anglo-Saxon origin. Haines is a patronymic form of the medieval male given name "Hain", itself derived from the Old German "Hagano", originally a byname meaning "hawthorn". This name had existed in England before the Conquest of 1066, but was later popularized by the Normans.
WHY
Einar was the last child of his parents, he was the youngest by a good seven years, and those was quite a surprise to both of his parents. They found out fairly late on in the pregnancy when his mother began having really bad problems. In the end Einar was born a couple of months early and kept in an incubator for a period of time after he was born. His parents had been struggling to find a name and face with the possibility that he might not make it, had greatly struggled on a name for him. In they end, after reading some old books they found the name Einar and its meaning and decided that would be his first name, as it could be seen to be mean warrior, as well as matching the roots of the norse word for warriors who fought with honor and made it to Valhalla, it worked to them as both a name of a child that could’ve died but lived. The middle name Esben had much the same origin, they’d seen the name Esben not long after and they had thought it would be a good name to call him. His surname is the name of his father’s family. Einar has no great problems with his name, he is grateful that most manage to figure out that it is pronounced exactly how it is written. He likes his name, and can’t help but sometimes think that his parents opting of that name over something more mundane is why he’s been so unlucky in life.
NICKNAMES
Einar doesn’t really have any nicknames, his mother would affectionately call him her jack frost, due to his birthday being in the depths of winter. He didn’t mind that being a nickname he had, it was a little private one that just the two of them could enjoy. Aside from that, Einar doesn’t have any and doesn’t particularly care for them either. His name is not so long for him to get any and he doesn't interact with many people to really allow for a nickname to develop.
AGE
Einar is currently 13 years old. He has never been a big birthday person, but increasingly less so as he's gotten older.
D.O.B.
He was born a little after three in the morning on December 25th 2038 in a hospital in Utqiaġvi, Alaska where his parents were living at the time. He remained in the hospital for a good few weeks while he grew big enough and well enough to go home. He had been settled in his mother's stomach leaning against tubes within her body. Cutting food off to himself and to the mother. They had to remove Einar out of his mother via cesarean.
FATHER
MOTHER
SIBLING(S)
Einar had two siblings:
OTHER
Einar’s mother’s parents lived their entire lives in Anchorage. They only had one child and passed away from a Heart attack and stroke respectively in late 2045. He was not particularly close to these grandparents and since they lived pretty far, had only really spent a little time before their death with them. Einar hadn't really gotten close to them in that time, and doesn't regret this fact either.
Einar’s father’s parents died before Einar was born.
RELATIONSHIP TO FAMILY
Einar has a tricky relationship to his family, given that he’s the only one left of them. He was very close to his mother, for obvious reasons as after the death of his brother Hewie, they only had each other. He remembers being very close to Adam who was much older than him. He remembers the older boy reading books to him, and taking him outside to see the stars. He doesn’t remember much of his father, who was working a lot, but he’s seen pictures and videos of him and thinks he looks just like him. He misses his father a great deal, even if he didn’t really know the man. His most distinct memory of him, is watching him die. Einar misses Adam a lot and finds it difficult now to even remember what he sounded like properly, which angers him to no end. Hewie and Einar were very close too when they moved back to Anchorage. The loss of Adam had been fresh for them both and they would seek each other out. Hewie took on a much bigger role in Einar’s life, filling in for both older brother and father figure to the youngest boy. Hewie struggled a lot with low moods but Einar remembers that no matter how sad he got, he’d always try to cheer Einar up. Einar misses Hewie so much it can often manifest as a physical pain in his chest. Einar hadn’t wanted to leave his mother to go to school, worrying just about leaving her. Her death just before the beginning of school has made him completely numb, the therapist the social worker made him see has described it as blocking him from truly feeling. Einar hates that he's alone in the world, he hates that he's lost everyone he was ever close . to, and he misses them all.
PET(S)
No pets, the family never had enough money for a pet, and now, being within the foster care system, Einar has no chances of getting a pet.
BLOOD STATUS
Muggleborn, with two muggle parents it makes him muggleborn
THOUGHTS ON BLOOD STATUS
Einar was very confused when he received his letter for Ilvermorny, he hadn’t thought he was magical, he’d occasionally done some odd stuff but he had always just explained it away because of the raw emotions he’d felt growing up with everything that had been happening. But to actually be a wizard. He didn’t want to be one or go to the school, he didn’t want to leave his mother. Since hewie had only been dead a year and a half. However, being a wizard was too good to pass up and Einar was sent to school. He has heard about the old war and the tensions between muggles and non-magical people but he doesn't care about it. To him it's such a pointless fight.
HOMETOWN
Utqiaġvi, Alaska, USA. Though they moved away from here when Einar was six, they spent even less time in Anchorage and his memories of Fairbanks are largely negative, so he’d consider Utqiaġvi the hometown. He does miss it. If anything he missed how apart from the world it always seemed. How quiet the nights could end up being.
CURRENT RESIDENCE
Einar isn’t really sure where this will be, his social worker has assured him that it will be in Alaska but couldn’t seem to assure him it would be fairbanks. Einar wants to remain there because that’s where he buried his mum. Einar had to have his school’s headmaster come to explain to the muggle social worker his schooling and that where-ever he ended up placed would need to be somewhere that wouldn’t question him going to a boarding school.
THE PLACE TO LIVE
Einar most of the time currently just wants his own bedroom in Fairbanks. It’s not exactly filled with positive memories but he misses it simply because it was familiar. It was a place he knew well. He knew the stains on the walls, he knew the marks on the floor. It was as home as home could be. He hadn’t liked it when his mother had been alive, resenting her decision to move them out to Fairbanks after Hewie’s death but without it now, he misses it dearly.
PREVIOUS HOMES
FIRST HOME: In Utqiaġvi, Alaska, the family had a modest size home, Einar shared a room with his brothers and his parents took the smaller bedroom. It had a large front and back garden and was well insulated from the cold. Einar liked watching the stars at night, and hearing stories from his brothers. They would draw on the walls, and make a mess. He loved it there.
SECOND HOME: The grandparents house in Anchorage, Alaska was a small house. Prior to his grandparents deaths, both he and Hewie shared the living room fold out sofa bed. After they died, Einar took the bedroom and Hewie remained in the living room. Einar would convince Hewie to come to his room most nights. It was a modest size home, with a small back garden, It was much more centralised, so Einar saw the stars a lot less.
THIRD HOME: Fairbanks is the last place that Einar has lived. It was a tiny two bedroom house at the top of a large housing block. The walls were thin and the noise was pretty bad. He didn’t like this place at all, and given that his mother died while they were living there he doesn’t particularly like it either. There were a number of dents in the walls of his room, from just after they moved and the anger Einar had felt at having to move just after his brother died. His anger has manifested in a need for a physical outburst which the walls of his room here suffered for.
FOURTH HOME: Einar was placed in the week between his mother’s death and school, in a large boys home in Fairbanks. There he shared a room with seven other kids of varying ages and backgrounds. In the entire time he was there, he didn’t say a word to anyone but his social worker and his therapist.
FIFTH Home: During the christmas break Einar was placed into a new family they had forgotten that he was supposed to arrive and after spending a few moments with him, just acted as if he wasn't there at all. The house itself was a fair size, Einar's room was in the attic of the house where it was clear other kids had been. It was a nice enough room, but Einar was left for long periods on his own and he wasn't able to leave the house. Einar complained to his social worker and was removed from the house at the end of the break when he went back to school.SIXTH HOME: During the break between 2nd and 3rd year, Einar was placed into a new home for the second half of the holiday. They. were a little more active in his life for the short time they were. They weren't particularly attentive but they did enough that Einar wasn't on his own all of the time. It was clear Einar noticed that they had been expecting someone else. They were clear that they barely tolerated him. The house was pretty small and his room was clearly meant for a small infant and not a nearly 14 year old boy. He asked his social worker to be moved and the then foster parents also took him back.
SEXUAL ORIENTATION
Einar is not sure what he is, there have always just be other things on his mind that figuring out who he might love is difficult. he also removes himself a lot from the people around him, that he hasn't gotten close to either gender to know.
CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS
Too young to care - Also single
CRUSHES PAST AND PRESENT
None
FIRST KISS
None
FIRST FRENCH KISS
None
PAST RELATIONSHIPS
None
FLINGS
Too young
THE FIRST TIME
Too young
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There's a fire in my heart,
There's a fire that could never be tamed
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There's a fire in my heart,
There's a fire that could never be tamed
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HAIR STYLE
Einar’s hair is exactly like his father’s was. Straight edged and dark brown in colour. Einar’s hair in his mind is pretty plain, he doesn’t particularly mind how it looks and he just cuts it himself most of the time now. Einar had his hair in the same style as he’d seen his father have it in pictures, but kept it longer after Hewie died because he wanted to be more like Hewie. Einar doesn’t really care all that much about his hair. Much like he doesn’t care much about his appearance overall. He cares less so now, just doing what he wants, wearing what he wants because to him it just doesn't matter.
HAIR HAS BEEN DYED
Einar currently dyes his hair platinum blonde, his mother always used to call him her jack frost, because of the time in the year at which he was born, they had always enjoyed the stories around jack frost too, so he decided after her death that he’d dye his hair blonde and be more like jack frost, a somewhat desperate attempt to be able to cling on to centre elements of his mum. He waited till he got back to school and got one of the older kids in his house to change his hair, refusing then to answer any questions regarding it. Einar had always thought dying his hair would be dumb and that he wouldn’t particularly suit it, but he does love it. And it just feels real.
EYE COLOUR
Einar has very pale green eyes. He has always liked his own eyes, since they were just like his father’s and his brothers. He used to, as a young child touch his brother’s or his father’s faces motioning towards their eyes and then to his own in a mirror. He has always liked this connection to them, but it has gotten increasingly difficult for him to like it as the years had gone on. He sees his father and his brothers staring back at him when he’s thinking about them too much. He loves them still, he likes the colour and he doesn’t mind the shape either. Some days he just finds it difficult.
BIRTHMARKS/FRECKLES/SCARS
He has a small scar just at the end of his right eyebrow. It’s a very small scar, caused by an accident growing up, Einar forgets about it being there constantly. He has a number of other freckles and birthmarks around his body but none stand out a whole lot, they can definitely be noticed by it wouldn’t be the first thing that anyone would see. He doesn’t have that many other scars and not that have lasted as long as the one at his eye.
BODY TYPE
Einar has a slim build, he played some sports in the various schools that he’s attended but he doesn’t do that much sport outside of school and he’s always been mindful of his eating habits. There was never a whole lot of money growing up, so he always tried to do his part to not eat too much. Especially as he grew older and certainly more aware of them.he’s always been a little on the short side, he’s grown a bit in recent years, but he’s smaller than the average for his gender and age.
BLOOD TYPE
O (-ve)
Because Einar was born under difficult circumstances, it was pivotal that they find out his blood type early on, so his parents found out pretty early, they also believed it to be pretty good practice while living that far north and remotely to know blood types in case anything happened. He’s never really needed to use this information up until his mother died and suddenly his blood type was important to know.
WHICH HAND?
Right handed.
Much like the rest of his family had been Einar writes with his right hand. He learned to write from his brothers who spent a lot of time showing him how to do so. He cannot write at all with his left hand, and wouldn’t ever bother to. His handwriting is that of chicken scratches, he’s much better with a pen than a quill where his writing ends up being quite disjointed.
VOICE
Einar has an american accent, born and raised in Alaska, which is an American state, he has an accent much like those of the people he grew up with an around. He speaks quite quietly and isn’t one to want to draw too much attention to himself when he speaks.
HEALTH
Einar is in relatively good health, he eats well enough at school and keeps in shape with the sports that he does. He sleeps well enough but suffers from a number of nightmares. He can easily fall into a rage and struggles to not lash out at times. But other than those issues he is in good health.
LANGUAGES
Einar only speaks English. Sometimes he feels bad about only knowing one language, and his schools over the years at least attempted to teach him spanish, but he never caught it. In Einar’s mind he’s always had bigger things on his mind than learning a second language.
ALLERGIES
Einar was tested for allergies when he went into the foster care system, they said it was important for them to have a full and comprehensive medical history for him, something his mother had avoided just due to cost, and they found out that Einar has a mild allergy to almonds.
PERSONAL STYLE
Einar doesn’t think he has much of a style, he’s the sort of person who doesn’t take much care in how he looks, Most of the clothes which he has, are inherited from his siblings, He doesn’t feel particularly strongly about getting new clothes when those are perfectly fine. He’d definitely the sort of person who would roll out of bed and just grab the first clean thing to hand. He doesn’t really have that many clothes either, the only piece of clothing he loves are a pair of nice doc martens which his mother got him for his birthday just after Hewie died. Now that he doesn’t really have a home, he’s quite pleased that he also just doesn’t have a lot of possessions.
CURRENT PLAYBY
Willem De Schryver
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But the years that we made ,
They won't ever fade ,
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But the years that we made ,
They won't ever fade ,
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CHARACTER LIKES
Einar has two main passions and likes, he likes the stars, he likes seeing the night sky and he loved drawing. Ever since he was young, he’d always been the sort of person to draw. He’d draw with crayons or pencils on the walls. He used art a lot to express himself when the words failed, especially when he suffers a heavy loss - which he has done a lot in his life. Einar likes stories and he likes working hard to achieve what he can. Einar does like sports, having always done at least one at the various schools he was at. He likes flying, finding it a simple way to look at the stars at night. Einar likes snow, he likes a bitter cold wind, he likes a thick fog. He just loves the weather he knows well, he likes how a bitter cold seeps into the bones. He likes spending time alone, he likes being by himself. He likes being reckless and working by himself.
CHARACTER DISLIKES
Einar dislikes death, it not a thing really anyone would like, but given the losses that Einar has experienced in his life, he dislikes death in the way it tears families apart, in the way that he watched it chip away elements of his mother. He hates the way it would boil in anger inside of him. He hates the sound of his mother crying. Einar hates most people, always pretty pleased when he doesn’t have to bother with them. He hates pity and hates the way people treat him when they learn about what’s happened. He hates the way his mother sent him away. He hates being so far from what he knows as home. He dislikes the hot summers, he hates the humid autumns. He hated christmas, halloween and thanksgiving.
GOALS
Einar just wants to be happy, he wants to reach a point when he has a family of some kind where, he has a job that he can live comfortably on. He doesn’t really want much, with his life he just wants things to not been how they are for him at 12.
BOGGART
Einar’s worst fears have all slowly been realised one by one, a boggart would likely show him either any of his family’s deaths, or show him ice water. Despite his love of the cold, ever since his brother and father died, he’s never been swimming. He doesn’t go near water like that. He also never rode a bike again after his other brother died, but he’s more afraid of water than he is of bikes.
PATRONUS
a Carbiou
PATRONUS MEMORY
One of Einar’s earliest memories is of when on a cold winter night, when the sky was completely clear, the whole family bundled up and headed outside to their garden in Utqiaġvi, and they built a little heated fort and just watched the stars, they drank hot chocolate and ate marshmallows. His brother, Adam had Einar in his lap and told him story after story about the stars in the night sky. It’s not a very clear memory any more but it would be the memory with the best chance of producing a patronus, but Einar also doesn’t know if he’d ever be able to create one, given all of the awful memories he has. He has very few memories like this of his whole family before things started going truly wrong, so it does hold a special place in his heart.
DEMENTOR
Einar would be good pickings for a dementor, since it would be a four way tie between the deaths of each of his family members. His father died rather quietly, being weaker than Adam. Einar had been the only one awake at the point and he had felt his heart plummet as the noises filled the room. Adam seemed to get a little stronger, lasting a little longer and even waking up enough to greet Einar. He died while holding Einar’s hand. Hewie’s death was the only one that Einar wasn’t in the room for, but he’d seen the room after when his mum had gone in, she’d tried her best to shield him from it all, but it just hadn’t been enough. Einar remembers the blood, he remembers the bruising. His mother’s death had been pretty horrible, she’d told him upon his return home that she didn’t have long left and he watched as she wasted away for the weeks of the break until she died. Any of these would be good as Einar’s worst memories.
VERITISERUM
Einar just wishes his family were alive, he doesn’t care which one, but just one of them. He hates that he’s alone, that he’s so unlucky in life that everyone around him dies. He thinks of himself as toxic, like radiation that once in contact will only guarantee sorrow. He might not be a particularly open person but he also doesn't have that many secrets, all the worst things that have happened to him are things he would admit to. His deepest desire to believing himself to be toxic to those around him isn't something he'd admit, but can be noticed in his decision to interact with very few people.
MIRROR OF ERISED
Einar would see his family, they would surround him, they would all be proud of him, and they would all be ready to look at the stars. He just misses his family so dearly, he wishes they were back with him.
AMORENTIA
Einar would smell a wood fire, he’d smell his paints or the charcoal sticks he has for drawing. He would smell his old family home in Utqiaġvi, or the kitchen in Anchorage. It would be a mixture of those older smells from places that really sit in the back of his mind.
I LOOK UP TO
Einar doesn’t have anyone he looks up to. There isn’t anyone in his life to look up to any more. He’d always idolised his brothers, but since they passed it always felt wrong in his mind to do so. He looked up to his mother for a period, but there again, without her being alive it feels wrong to him. He somewhat looks up to the school headmaster but that’s perhaps only because he lacks anyone else to look up to.
RELIGIOUS BELIEFS
Einar’s grandparents on his mother’s side were religious but they hadn’t passed it on to his mother and then not on to any of them. He also would struggle to believe that any god or gods would decided to take away so much from him. Why would they make him just so unlucky. Bring so much death and devastation to his life. He cannot find himself believing and even less so when he joined magical school.
ZODIAC SIGN
Capicorn
ZODIAC DESCRIPTION
The one thing a Capricorn must always try to do is balance work with play; otherwise they can become too one-sided and work can replace true personal emotional fulfilment. Continually climbing the eternal mountain of success, Capricornians rise to the occasion when faced with a new task or deadline. Even if something comes to a grinding halt, their ambition to reach the ultimate keeps them moving forever onwards and upwards (prompted by the strict influence of ruling planet Saturn). Although conservative and cautious, Goats are willing to try unusual approaches on their road to success in business or in love. Romantically, they desire a permanent relationship with someone who'll give them the affection they crave. Capricorns in their truest of expression, are ambitious, practical and superb organizers. Although many Capricorns are borderline workaholics, this doesn't necessarily make them dull or gloomy! They have an offbeat sense of humour, which seems to erupt at the most unexpected moments. Their motivating force in life is success, money, status, authority and - although many might not admit it - love. By nature Capricorns are cautious when entering a new love relationship, but once they feel 'safe' with their partner, the cool exterior melts away to reveal a sensitive and loyal heart beneath. As a friend, Capricorns can be relied upon to provide the strongest and most sympathetic pair of shoulders
BASIC PERSONALITY
Einar is a closed off person, he doesn’t interact much with other people and works hard to keep himself isolated from others. He believes himself to be completely unlucky and entirely toxic to all of the people around him. Einar feels empty a lot of the time, and goes through bouts of extreme anger and deep sadness. He struggles some days to find the motivation to do anything and he suffers from nightmares. He’s not much of a talker and he’s not much of a team player. He’ll go head first into situations dangerous or not, more and more so as he’s gotten older and with in his mind so little for him to lose. He gets very wrapped up in his own world, and can get stuck drawing for hours. He isn’t friendly to people in the slightest, he’ll react bluntly to them and he’s just not the sort of person who has friends. He tried a little in his first year, but entirely gave up after the winter break. Einar is a good enough worker when he wants to be and is the sort of person to work until he gets something. He tends to think quite harshly about everyone around him, partly because he’s uninterested for anyone to ever get to know him.
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