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I know I haven't been perfect,
but give it some time,
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Say Hello to
Cyzarine Faina Haden !
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There's not a single day goes by
where you don't cross my mind ,
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I know I haven't been perfect,
but give it some time,
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Say Hello to
Cyzarine Faina Haden !
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There's not a single day goes by
where you don't cross my mind ,
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FULL NAME:
Cyzarine Faina Haden
MEANING:
Cyzarine - The name Cyzarine is a Russian name. The Russian meaning of Cyzarine is:
Royalty
Faina - Meaning: Unknown, but possibly derived from the Greek word "Phaenna", which means "shining".
Haden - The name Haden is an English baby name. In English the meaning of the name Haden is: From the heath. American Meaning: The name Haden is an American baby name. In American the meaning of the name Haden is: From the heath
WHY:
Cyzarine’s name was her grandmother’s name, since her mother was very close to her own mother, so that felt like a very natural name for her own daughter. It was a name that had been in the family for a few years, occasionally popping up, and Cyzarine’s mother had decided it would be a good name for her daughter. She had always found that name would best represent her daughter and how much she cared about her. The middle name was one which Cyzarine’s mother would’ve given her if she hadn’t loved Cyzarine more. It had been what she was originally going to call the baby when she’d first found out she was pregnant and though Cyzarine won out, she decided to still include it in the name. The surname was not particularly what her mtoher would’ve wanted, but she had thought it would still be best to give Cyzarine the same surname as her father in case something happened it would be easier to find him she thought.
NICKNAMES:
Cyzarine has never really had a nickname, her name has always just been that. People outside of her hometown might struggle when they see it written out, but she has never thought she might need a nickname of any kind. She enjoys her name a lot and admittedly would rather it wasnt too sullied by other forms of it. Though, since shes never had a nickname before she could admit the appeal of getting at least one would be nice, or just being given one by her friends would be something she could most certainly live with.
AGE:
Currently she is fifteen years old. She has always loved birthdays, whether hers or others, her goal on any birthday is for the person to have the greatest day ever. She will always go out of her way for her friends birthday no matter if they want it or not, she always thinks the person feels better at the end of it. She does also very much enjoy her own birthday, making sure that everyone knows its her birthday. Shell be the type to wear a crown or something to show off that its her birthday. It is possibly the only time she thinks its okay to be a little selfish or self-absorbed.
D.O.B.:
6th April 2036, she was born in the late hours of the day, in a relatively quick and easy birth.
PROFESSION:
Cyzarine is a student, since she is too young to actually have a real job.
FATHER:
Though Cyzarine has never met her father she knows that his name is Misha Haden, and that he teaches charms at hogwarts new zealand. Cyzarine has learned a lot about her father even though she has never met him. Her mother wanted to ensure that she knew a little about him, that she wouldnt ever hold any resentment towards him for his choices towards them. She does for that reason know that he was never told about her birth. Cyzarine had always wanted to meet him, but her mother had until recently been adamant that she wouldnt until she was much older.
MOTHER:
Inzhu Kausar, she was born in Volgograd Russia, where she remained for much of her life. She attended Koldovstoretz until her graduation. After which point she left her home town and travelled around europe and russia, learning and perfecting different charms. She kept moving around between different jobs relating to charms, and eventually met the sister of Cyzarines father at a ministry event. She also because of this person subsequently met him. They hit it off well enough and their relationship went from friends to an unofficial relationship, it ended because he was going back to New Zealand to continue his job as a professor at the school. They remained together for a little while, but it eventually just fell apart because they were both so busy. She however, a few weeks after he left found out she was pregnant with Cyzarine. She intended to tell him, even wrote a letter but decided not to. Instead she returned to her home town, so that she and her parents could raise the child together. She got a job charming brooms in the same place where her parents worked until her parents died. She had never had any siblings, and when they passed, Inzhu was concerned that there would be no one to take care of Cyzarine should anything happen to her, so she decided they would move. She applied for Cyzarine to go to school in New Zealand and when she got accepted left for that country. She managed to ensure a job and made the whole immigration process a lot easier. Inzhu was a little concerned that Misha would no longer be working at the school, she got back in contact with his sister to check. Even though her interests lie with charms, she has since started working as a curse breaker, since there was a job going there.
SIBLING(S)
Cyzarine is an only child, her mother had never wanted any other children besides Cyzarine and Cyzarine was always happy to be an only child. She does admit that it might be quite fun to have a sibling of some kind, but she is certainly happier without. Her mother and her share a very close bond which would be hindered if another child was born. Though she does know that her mother would love them all equally, she enjoys the close and personal relationship that she has with her mother.
OTHER:
Since she has never met her fathers family, all that she really had were her mothers own parents. Her mother was the only child of her parents. Both of them were extremely affable people, very personable and caring. They were very close to both Cyzarines mother and to herself. They were both born and raised in the capital of Kazakhstan, but moved to Volgogard Russia in the year of their wedding due to a job opportunity in broom making. Both of her grandparents dedicated their life to broom making, specifically to the brooms that went to the russian magical school, Koldovstoretz, and the national team. They were not the only ones to make these brooms but part of a much larger team of broom makers within the magical area of the town. Both recently passed away after a minor incident in the factory where they were working. The loss was heavily felt by Cyzarine and her mother, which prompted the move to New Zealand. They were also heavily compensated due to the accident being the fault of the company. They were well liked people and Cyzarines grief has always been helped by how loving and kind the wider community was following their death.
RELATIONSHIP TO FAMILY:
Apart from her father, whom she doesnt know Cyzarine has always been very close to her family. Theyve always been a close knit unit, people whove stuck to each other and had fun together. Theyve all played a role in helping raise her and she respects all of them for it. She is very close to her mother, to Cyzarine her mother is her best friend, the person she is closest to in the world and her go to for just about everything. She currently doesnt have a relationship with her father at all, but she was happy to just know about him. She is worried that when she does meet him, it wont be what she thought it would be like between them, and Cyzarine is desperate for a good relationship with him.
PET(S)
Cyzarine has her own owl, which her mother bought for her when they moved to New Zealand, part of a present for the whole move. Cyzarine didnt need one, they did already have a family owl, but she knows it made her mother happy when she took it, so she did take it. It is a barn owl, brown in colour, yellow eyes, its relatively young, a little small than most of that type and Cyzarine has called it Vol. Since itll never experience her home town, where there were plenty of owls for it to interact with. She does really like the owl, and she knows itll be useful to have when she wants to send letters home, but the family owl is elsewhere.
BLOOD STATUS:
Her father is half blood, and her mother was mixed blood. Making Cyzarine mixed blood. Her mother had always known what her father was, since theyd both known each other enough to have discussed it. Due to this being the case without him being involved in her life Cyzarine can with confidence say that she is mixed blood.
THOUGHTS ON BLOOD STATUS:
Cyzarine hadnt ever really interacted with the blood status issues until she was at least nine years old. The day school that was run by members of the magical community had lots of varying kids in the school with mixed types of heritage and it was the introduction of a new student, a muggleborn whod had some accidental magic and the way some of the other kids treated them, brought to light the problems. Cyzarine got really annoyed at the way people were treating them, couldnt understand why they were treating like that, and just ended up yelling at one of them and pushing another. Cyzarine got into trouble over it, but it was then she was taught about it. She doesnt think its right, she thinks its dumb, people should always be equal in her mind. Shell also refuse to take anyone treating someone else poorly for anything. Cyzarine doesnt think its ever right to think of themselves as better than another person, and it is the only thing shell fight anyone for it.
HOMETOWN:
Volgograd, Russia
Cyzarine was born and raised in Volgograd, Russia. It is a town split between magical and muggle population. It is a large industrial city, near the khaskstan border. Cyzarine always loved the town due to its location. It was a warm and inviting place to her, she lived in a small block of magical flats in the hub of the magical area, it was close to her grandparents place and close to where her mother worked and where her grandparents worked. She had a lot of friends and it was a warm and open community.
CURRENT RESIDENCE:
Brightstone, New Zealand.
Cyzarine has only just arrived in New Zealand and specifically brightstone. They live in a small apartment on the edge of the town, where her mother is able to apparate to her new job as curse breaker for the ministry part time. Cyzarine likes it a lot. She likes living in a purely magical place, and the freedom that living in a much smaller community and town. She likes all that it has to offer and the opportunity to perfect English with people her own age prior to starting at magical school. She likes the excitement of the place.
THE PLACE TO LIVE:
Cyzarines grandparents had a holiday home in Alma-Ata, Almaty, Kazakhstan, in their shared home town prior to the move to russia. It was a place she often went with them where she learned to fly, to ski and enjoyed the fresh air and mountain regions it provided lakes she could visit and experience something a little different from what she was used it. It is a place she treasures dearly and the the memories that go along with it are things she holds onto very closely. She loves it, all the friends she has there. Her mother promised they would still go back in the breaks between years, since with her grandparents death the house passed to her mother.
SEXUAL ORIENTATION:
Given that she is quite young Cyzarine has yet to really figure out what she is. She hasnt given it a whole lot of thought, since she is so young, and knows that shell learn eventually. Certainly Cyzarine is not worried about the reaction of her mother on whatever sexuality she is. Her mother herself is a bisexual woman and exceedingly open and comfortable with that and with discussing elements of that with Cyzarine. She decided in her fourth year that she is pansexual. She's never been attracted to someone for their gender but just to them.
CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS:
Cyzarine is currently seeing Mihail Styx.
CRUSHES PAST AND PRESENT:
none
FIRST KISS:
Mihail Styx
FIRST FRENCH KISS:
Mihail Styx
PAST RELATIONSHIPS:
None
FLINGS:
Too young
THE FIRST TIME:
Too young
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All the times that I'd say,
that we'll be together
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All the times that I'd say,
that we'll be together
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HAIR COLOUR:
Cyzarine has very dark brown hair, dark brown that in most lights it looks #938063. She keeps it fairly long, not particularly liking how she looks when its much shorter. She keeps good care of it because she likes the way that it is. Its always soft and well brushed, though it can be naturally quite wavy if its humid enough. She had always thought her hair was something to be proud of, full, thick and of a nice colour. She doesnt mind when it gets too mess because she likes the way her hair is. Shell get it cut quite often, which is something that shes a little worried about in going to boarding school. She always takes the time in the morning to do something with her hair, either sit right the few strands she needs to or to actually do something with it, but more often than not shell just run a brush through it and let it sit naturally.
HAIR HAS BEEN DYED
Both due to her age and preference Cyzarines hair has never been dyed. It is of a darker colour than most naturally and she feels no need to dye her hair any colour. She likes her hair the way that it is, the way that it looks. Her mother dyes her hair often, and Cyzarine likes when it can be done with magic but not with anything else. She knows that it can be relatively damaging to hair and she would rather that she didnt do anything to her hair that could damage it. She additionally doesnt believe she would suit any colour other than what she currently has, so without the ability to change it back to what it is currently she is concerned with what changing it would do.
EYE COLOUR:
Cyzarines eyes are the same colour as her mother, they are a dark brown colour. She has always enjoyed her eyes, even though others within her old daycare class had varied eye colours which were varying colours, rarely the brown of her own. Given that a lot of the children were russian entirely they had blue, green, even a few with almost yellow eyes. She had never actually found herself jealous of them because she liked her own eyes as much. The were maybe a little less like the ones that would be the most prominent part of the persons features, shes always found that her blend quite easily in, adding to her rather than drawing the attention too much into just one part.
BIRTHMARKS/FRECKLES/SCARS:
Cyzarine has only one scar on her body, a large one on her knee from a skateboarding accident. She had been out with some of her friends in the nearby gardens, when a noise startled her enough that she fell off it. It was one of the few times she hadnt been wearing any protective gear and it was the last time that she didnt. She cried a lot when it happened and it took awhile for the cut to heal, which then became quite a scar. However, this is the only real blemish which Cyzarine has noticed on her skin. Both her mother and her grandparents had also been rather devoid of birthmarks and freckles, though her grandfather had a few acne scars that he never bothered to get seen to.
BODY TYPE:
Cyzarine has always been a petite person. Her mother is equally quite small, and Cyzarine very much takes after her mother in most respects, though her smile is her fathers according to her mother. Cyzarine is a little smaller than most her age and has always had a petite build. She hasnt ever really thought about it, and between the sports she does and how active she can be it is easily explainable why she stays petite. She is however of a healthy weight for her age and eats both well and healthily whenever she can. Shes got a round face, bright straight teeth.
BLOOD TYPE:
B (+ve)
Cyzarines mother had some concerns prior to Cyzarines birth about the whole birthing process, shed read a little about the difficulties of childbirth and the complications which had lead her to checking her own blood type and consulting with a healer over her concerns. It was how she found out her own blood type and was told there would be few complications. Cyzarines blood type was checked shortly after her birth at her mothers insistence due to this concern in the lead up to it.
WHICH HAND?:
Right handed. The day care school where she learned to read and write had a preference of teaching kids to write with their right hand unless it was really obvious they were left handed. Cyzarine was a quick learner when it came to writing and very naturally without any prompting picked up a quill in her right hand and began writing with it. She has never tried with her other hand and is happy with both her hand writing and the hand that she writes with.
SIGNATURE:
N/A
VOICE:
Due to the fact that Cyzarine was born and raised in Russia, when she speaks in English she has a present russian accent. It is not a heavy accent, and she can find herself to be understood by others, but it is present. It would be easy to tell that Cyzarine is not a native english speaker nor is she from New Zealand. When she speaks russian there is a light accent due to her region of the country but it wouldnt be noticeable to anyone bar native russian speakers. She likes her accent, both the russian and the english.
I CAN SPEAK:
Cyzarine can speak both english and russian fluently. Her russian was her first and is her most fluent language. She was born and raised in that country and so it is a given that she would be better at that. When she was three, her mother started her on english lesson much like how she had been when she was that age. She is now near fluent in it, speaks it regularly with her mother. She does sometimes struggle with certain words, sounds or phrases but it is still rather natural to her. Of the two, she finds english easier, but prefers the sound of russian. Her day care school, taught them bits and pieces of german and bulgarian, since a few of the children would be sent to durmstrang when they turned 11 rather than Koldovstoretz. She isnt however good enough at them to hold a conversation, but she could struggle through if need be.
I AM ALLERGIC TO:
Cyzarine is only allergic to rosemary, she found this out randomly when her mother had a made a dish using rosemary for the first time when she was five years old. It was a huge incident at the dinner table, since no one knew what was happening. It was a relatively severe reaction, but its an easy product to avoid and its only if she consumes it that she had a reaction to it. It can touch her skin and she can smell it without it causing any form of reaction.
PERSONAL STYLE:
Cyzarine likes to dress like her mother on most occasions, and she would argue that her mother is very fashionable, however, Cyzarines style could also be described as a casual tom-boyish style. She likes shorts, loose fitting graphic t-shirts, skinny jeans, vans, darker clothes, plaid. But the contrast to this is that she does also really like some styles of feminine clothing and a lot of more recent style has been mimicking her mother. Shirts and skirts, dresses that sort of thing. She likes all colours and will mix and match patterns, styles and colours. Shes never been the type to overly restrict herself with clothes as she finds a line between her mothers style that she likes to copy and her own.
CURRENT PLAYBY:
diana korkunova
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All the ways ,
to see through my heart ,
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All the ways ,
to see through my heart ,
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CHARACTER LIKES:
There are a good number of things that Cyzarine likes, primarily she loves skating board and playing around. She likes playing outside, enjoying the outdoors for all they are worth. She loves her skateboard and she likes learning to do tricks with it. She enjoys playing with others, she likes having friends around her and will always actively seek out friendships with people. Shell always invite others to play and shell try to have a wide group of people around her so that she can always be doing something new and fun. Cyzarine enjoys charms, almost entirely because it was what her mother did in Russia and because she knows its what her father teaches. It is a branch of magic she has always taken a very heavy interest in. She likes reading about it and learning the spells from it. Despite her interest in being outdoors and having fun, Cyzarine does really like learning. She likes doing homework, and will always try her best in classes. She likes learning about magic and will actively seek out information for herself. She reveals in her ability to learn things, and in reading about it. She likes potions and she likes watching magic. She enjoys quidditch and likes spending time flying on a broom.
CHARACTER DISLIKES:
Cyzarine has always dislike if people dont want to share with others. She doesnt enjoy when people are needlessly selfish and she absolutely hates when people pick on others. It was always something shes never been able to stomach watching one person get hurt to the satisfaction of another. Cyzarine has never liked people who dont enjoy getting messy or people who are too centred on their appearance. She doesnt like when she has to stay inside and she doesnt like when people dont listen and appreciate the people who look after them outside the home. She doesnt like swimming one of the only outdoor things she doesnt particularly enjoy. She doesnt like harming animals for no purpose and is mostly vegetarian. She doesnt like muggle cars or most types of muggle transport.
GOALS:
Cyzarine isnt sure what she really wants from life, she hasnt spend too much time thinking about any long term goals. Shes had much smaller goals, like learning to do certain things on a skateboard, or getting a good mark on a test. She wants to be good at charms, she wants to make friends in school and she wants plenty of opportunity to learn varying and fun things. She wants to meet some good people and forge some good bonds. She doesnt know what shed want to do following school, but currently she just wants to do well. She would maybe want her own family some day, but its not really a goal to her.
BOGGART:
Losing her mother, since her mother has been the most important figure in Cyzarines life, the loss of her would be exceedingly severe. She has grown increasingly close to her over the years, and since the death of her grandparents it has brought them even closer together. She knows her both as a mother and as a friend. She listens and tells her about everything. There is nothing that Cyzarine wouldnt share with her mother. Its someone that she would feel for years after the keen loss of her, so much so, that Cyzarines greatest fear since losing her grandparents would be losing her. Especially given that she would have no idea what could happen to her if she lost her while still under age.
PATRONUS:
A harp seal
PATRONUS MEMORY:
Just before her tenth birthday, she along with her mother and grandparents visited Moscow and St. Petersburg, in a week long trip. They had a great time, Cyzarine was able to absorb a whole bunch of information from museums about both muggle and magical areas, she was able to wonder parks and try different things. It was a whole magical trip with her family. Not one moment of it was wasted and considering it was her first trip to both cities it was enthralling. She loved visiting, she loved the cities and loved spending time with her family. All in all, it was a perfect trip to her.
DEMENTOR:
The loss of both her grandparents on the same day was a pretty horrible time for her. They knew something had happened at the place where they worked but it was unclear what had happened or who had been injured in it. It had been a family friend who had eventually been the one to break the news to her mother and for her mother to break the news to Cyzarine. It was a horrible day for her family, she felt their loss deeply and couldnt really comprehend what had happened, how they could be there in the morning and not later. She had never really ever had anything bad happen in her life, and that was the worst thing that couldve happened and the worst scenario of it. At the very least the silver lining was the fact she still had her mother and an exceedingly supportive network of neighbours.
VERITISERUM:
Though its not something she thinks about often, and she mostly understands why, if forced, she would certainly admit that she holds a little resentment towards her mother for never giving her father the opportunity to know about her and to be involved in their life. Its never a big resentment, and she does understand, but there are occasions and very deep down she does think it was unfair to not even give him the chance. Maybe he wouldnt have wanted to, but she thinks it would be better to give him a chance to say no.
MIRROR OF ERISED
With the loss of her grandparents still keen, in the mirror would reflect her with her whole family, her mother, grandparents and her father too. Shes seen a few older pictures of him and thats it, so there would be a semblence of him included in what would be reflected to her. She loves her family a lot, and has always been very close with them, and so she would see them all. Theyd be one family unit again.
AMORENTIA:
Currently all she would smell would be fresh grass. Since shes always enjoyed being outside and enjoy the air out there, it is the one smell that she loves the most, freshly cut grass, or recently wet grass are some of the best smells in the world to her. It would be an overwhelming smell of grass.
I LOOK UP TO:
Cyzarine always looked up to her grandparents a lot. Between their work ethic, friendly open nature and their devotion to each other, to her it was everything she could ever hope to be when she was older. She wants a partner who keeps thing fun and happy and for whom she can do the same, work that if fulfilling and good and an open nature that allows her to be loved by multiple people in her community wherever that may be. Shes always found them to be the best sort of people, never cruel, never unnecessarily closed off, just open, caring and hard working. Cyzarine knows if she ever gets even a fraction of what they had that she would know shed lived a good and happy life.
RELIGIOUS BELIEFS:
Given the magic within her family, Cyzarine has never been particularly religious, shes always liked the look of the orthodox churches but shes never really been into any and she doesnt feel any particularly strong feeling towards any religion or towards any high belief system. Cyzarine has always found reading about religion to be more interesting than anything else, theyre just an interesting thing to think about, stories that follow a similar pattern and definitely not something shed believe in.
ZODIAC SIGN:
Aries
ZODIAC DESCRIPTION:
As the first sign in the zodiac, the presence of Aries always marks the beginning of something energetic and turbulent. They are continuously looking for dynamic, speed and competition, always being the first in everything - from work to social gatherings. Thanks to its ruling planet Mars and the fact it belongs to the element of Fire (just like Leo and Sagittarius), Aries is one of the most active zodiac signs. It is in their nature to take action, sometimes before they think about it well. The Sun in such high dignity gives them excellent organizational skills, so you'll rarely meet an Aries who isn't capable of finishing several things at once, often before lunch break! Their challenges show when they get impatient, aggressive and vent anger pointing it to other people. Strong personalities born under this sign have a task to fight for their goals, embracing togetherness and teamwork through this incarnation. Aries rules the head and leads with the head, often literally walking head first, leaning forwards for speed and focus. Its representatives are naturally brave and rarely afraid of trial and risk. They possess youthful strength and energy, regardless of their age and quickly perform any given tasks.
BASIC PERSONALITY:
Cyzarine has a very bubbly and joyful personality, she'll always find the bright side, she doesn't like when she or others are feeling down. She's always giggling and smiling, there is very little that can bring her down. She is open about her feelings and emotions and she always seek out to make people feel better. She's the sort of person who would jump in to help anyone feel better. She is a bold and loyal, she'll push for what she wants but always tries to to make sure she doesn't hurt other people when she does it. She is an open and happy person.
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