To Elijah there were two things that he knew would never change. One, that as a person he would always weird and two that music would always be the most important part of him. Now, it was these two things that meant he would always be away in his own world. Doing nothing but sit around in his room. On the floor surrounded by paper, pens and his old guitar. Every so often he would venture outside his room. His guitar strapped to his back a pen behind his ear. Today was no different. He had his guitar round his front, he was slowly playing it as he walked around. A blue hooded jumper hide his new untidily short hair, and was twice as big as him. The sleeves had to be rolled up so that Eli's hands could reach the guitar. He had bought the jumper for a reason, the big jumper. So that he could grow into it. He wasn't poor, but Eli was a runaway. Which meant money wasn't something to be spent lightly. It was just lucky that hogwarts was a boarding school. His experiences of youth hostels was a poor one. He in short hated them. The constant worry over if someone would steal his stuff. That someone might attack him. Mistaking him for someone else. One of there friends. It had happened before. Once. And it had scared him silly. Though, Elijah didn't have any other choices. This he knew. He wasn't wanted at home. With his fostered family. Who so rarely showed signs of affection. And didn't fail to have mention everyday that they would never be his real parents. Elijah was ready to accept this. He'd gotten his letter for hogwarts and was on his way the next day.
In his mind, he was aware that he was slowly walking towards the edge of the cliff. But he didn't really know. His mind was too busy thinking about the next part of the song he was writing. The music was quiet soft, very melodic. And it gave a sense of calm. The song he'd called the Ocean so that was it's purpose. To calm things. It was only when Elijah looked up slightly that he realised he was a little more then three steps away from jumping of the edge. His eyes widened in shock, as he took 3 very large steps back. Elijah, lifted his hand and pulled the hood down. "Oh wow, that was close" He whispered loudly to himself. He looked around him to see if any others had noticed what he had very nearly done. His cheeks flushed pink when he spotted the older looking boy. Not in his house. But then Eli wouldn't know. He shot a smile at the older boy, who looked a little angry. This was conformed when the boy, who had obviously not seen him spoke. Elijah wonder what made his family stupid. Eli knew his family was out there somewhere. He'd heard his foster parents talk to them. He was sure he heard about a sister, but it wasn't like they had made any attempts to contact him. So in Elijah's books they were no more his family than his foster parents were. He wondered if he should say anything. But what words could a 12 year old give that would comfort someone a lot older. Elijah walked towards the edge of the cliff, suddenly curious about the edge. "I'm sorry your family is stupid. Not that I know much about families, my real one want nothing to do with me, and my foster parents didn't either. Families can suck major ass." Elijah said unphased by the fact he was saying that he had no family. He said it in a tone that almost showed that he'd cone to terms with the fact that he'd never felt love from a family member, only the cold hard bitter taste of rejection. Elijah peered over the edge. "I wonder how long it would to fall."
[Sorry if it sucks, I'm a little out of practice]