I don't know, you could try having a conversation with all of us? I thought you and Vader would actually get along. I thought that Zephyr might actually move from actively hating you to quietly hating you. Then you had to be a jerk. I don't need grand gestures, Philip, why don't you just sit at with us at lunch and talk? It's not that hard.
Sit with you and your friends. Easy to say for you,Avaria. It is not you who gets to experience all this. Did you forget? I was just sitting by myself and you came along. We were talking. But then Elio had to come storming at me, accusing me of hurting you and threatening me to stay away from you. I did not do anything because he is your friend.
But am I your friend? Forget I asked that. You skipped over to him the second he was there and left me. Every single time I want to be with you, you find ways to leave with your friends. You don't want me to leave you but who's doing all the leaving now?
I know what they will tell me. What you and your friends will tell me.
Excuse me for relying on the familiar and comforting when someone that could emotionally DESTROY me, AGAIN, is trying to be back in my life. You let the people closest to you hurt me, you stalked me, and demanded I stop speaking to my best friend out of jealousy, and you expect me to just immediately feel safe with you? I'm trying, and I'm sorry if it's not everything you want, but I'm scared.
No, I can't, but I can be upset that you yelled at me, refused to speak to me for months afterward, how when I tried to tell you I was scared of her you told me it was okay because she meant well. I wouldn't care if I wasn't worried that anyone could hurt me and it wouldn't matter to you.
Alright! I get it!It is my fault. Everything is my fault. I said sorry, countless times. But it is pointless, right? Your friends are right. Why would you let yourself be involved with me after everything?
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