- Messages
- 389
- OOC First Name
- Jess S
- Blood Status
- Mixed Blood
- Relationship Status
- Seeing Somebody
- Wand
- Curly 10 1/2 Inch Sturdy Sycamore Wand with Meteorite Dust Core
- Age
- 3/9/2038 (22)
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Allisons heart twisted at his words, and she wasn't surprised when he shoved her to the ground. She snarled and pushed up, knocking him onto the ground with her. "I'm stupid?! I'm stupid?!" She snapped, pinning him down and sitting on him. She was yelling now, too upset to care anymore. "When are you going to get it through your thick head that you deserve to be treated like a person! Like you matter! Like you deserve to be safe and loved!" She was yelling in his face now, tears welling up in her eyes. "You're supposed to be my best friend, my king shark, you're my world, Stanis! I know you don't believe in yourself but I do! And if you hadn't had your head so far up your own a*s you'd have seen that I loved you! But you were gone, it was supposed to be us against the world and you shut me out! Thomas would have never taken your place if you hadn't left!"
Allison was crying fully now, her entire heart laid bare. She let go of him, shifting to sit beside him. She was shaking, sobbing quietly. When had everything gone so wrong? She knew this was the first time Stanis had ever seen her cry, and yet she didn't care. She hurt. She missed her mother. She missed her Stanis. Thomas had stolen her heart, but she felt guilty all the same. Was it really her fault that Stanis had shut her out? He had been her whole world. Everything she'd ever done had been for Stanis. At least, that was what she had always thought. She and Thomas had met because she was sneaking out to protect her best friend. Maybe it was because Thomas made her feel safe. Made her feel like she didn't have to fight for every hint of attention, affection. She pulled her knees to her chest and swiped at her eyes, trying to quiet her sobbing and still her trembling figure to no avail.
Allisons heart twisted at his words, and she wasn't surprised when he shoved her to the ground. She snarled and pushed up, knocking him onto the ground with her. "I'm stupid?! I'm stupid?!" She snapped, pinning him down and sitting on him. She was yelling now, too upset to care anymore. "When are you going to get it through your thick head that you deserve to be treated like a person! Like you matter! Like you deserve to be safe and loved!" She was yelling in his face now, tears welling up in her eyes. "You're supposed to be my best friend, my king shark, you're my world, Stanis! I know you don't believe in yourself but I do! And if you hadn't had your head so far up your own a*s you'd have seen that I loved you! But you were gone, it was supposed to be us against the world and you shut me out! Thomas would have never taken your place if you hadn't left!"
Allison was crying fully now, her entire heart laid bare. She let go of him, shifting to sit beside him. She was shaking, sobbing quietly. When had everything gone so wrong? She knew this was the first time Stanis had ever seen her cry, and yet she didn't care. She hurt. She missed her mother. She missed her Stanis. Thomas had stolen her heart, but she felt guilty all the same. Was it really her fault that Stanis had shut her out? He had been her whole world. Everything she'd ever done had been for Stanis. At least, that was what she had always thought. She and Thomas had met because she was sneaking out to protect her best friend. Maybe it was because Thomas made her feel safe. Made her feel like she didn't have to fight for every hint of attention, affection. She pulled her knees to her chest and swiped at her eyes, trying to quiet her sobbing and still her trembling figure to no avail.