Etoile Lefevre
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- Aspen Wand 13 1/3" Essence of Hippogriff Talon
- Age
- 12/2003
The sky was an eerie grey. Dark clouds filled to the brim with raindrops loomed over the sky keeping any bit of sun that could possibly peek out, completely hidden. Etoile didn't mind it being a cloudy day though. She honestly preferred to have it be cloudy and cooler rather than sunny and warm. There may even be some rain falling within the hours. That may be a potential problem for what she had planned for today. A couple of weeks ago, Etoile had been made an offer by Asparuh. One that she couldn't refuse to take because it held such a strong meaning to her. Her mother's death would not be in vain any longer because Etoile had chosen the very path that she knew her mother would have wanted for her if she was still alive today. An offer had been made for her to be recruited to the Death Eaters. Etoile had taken the offer without even the slightest hesitation and to her amazement and relief they had accepted her. She was now one of them and she finally belonged somewhere. Which was really something that she had been longing for even if she never really vocally or physically displayed that she wanted to belong somewhere. Etoile never really displayed anything that could reveal her deep desires to anyone. Bring closed off was an advantage to her because it meant that she would be safe from others that meant harm to her when it came to her emotional state. Etoile could take as many physical blows as the world wanted to give her. The dark haired woman enjoyed a spit or two of blood. Sometimes she felt as if she were a vampire. Pain sometimes felt good because it made her feel alive. It reminded her that she was human and she could feel pain. But when it came to emotional and mental blows, she didn't handle them so well. When she was upset she lost control of her sensibility. That was one thing she knew she needed to bring herself out of if she was ever going to become a Death Eater either. But would her old ways be easy to ditch? There was so much circling her mind right now. On one side there was the two men that destroyed her life. Their cruel smirks and arrogant faces making her stomach twinge. There was her mother. Soft and sad looking. Wanting the best for her. Then there was Hades and her two babies on another. According to Asparuh Hades was in love with her and the cruelty she was displaying to him was affecting him mentally. Which path did she ultimately take in the end? There was no easy answer and that was for sure. The unsure feeling she felt was mostly coming from Hades though. His actions made sense to her now. Why he kept her around when she pleaded and fought to get away from his grasps. It could very well be why she was alive and not rotting six feet under right now. Whenever she asked him what he wanted from her and her told her just about every time that he wanted her. She understood it now. It had her head boggled and her stomach all in knots. There had never been someone out there that was genuinely in love with her. It was scary. Etoile didn't know if she could ever return his feelings. There was a chance but Etoile was so afraid to open her heart up and the harder he tried the more she hated him for it.
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<I>Etoile breathed out and willed her inner conscience to just be quiet. It was giving her a headache to think about him. Etoile hadn't seen Hades since Asparuh had taken her away to be recruited and that was a little bit over a week or so ago. One would think that that would have helped her focus on other things but really there wasn't a single day that had gone by where he didn't cross her mind at least once. It was annoying and it made her feel soft and naive. Last time she let someone in they destroyed her life. Hades was a man known for his cruelty and attracting women. Was Etoile another pawn that he was very taken with. Sure Asparuh claimed that he was in love with her. But how did she know this wasn't just some sick joke they were playing on her? 'I need to stop thinking about this and just focus on training.' Today she was supposed to meet the person who was going to be training her. Etoile was excited for that. She was out of that house she had been trapped within. Hades was nowhere to be seen, and she got to get all this aggression out and make her dream come true. To honor mother and find the place where she belonged. For the first time ever, Etoile was also not wearing a dress. Etoile had never not worn a dress before. But it appeared that whomever it was training her, felt that these so called 'pants' would be better. 'Jeans are so uncomfortable! How can people wear these on a daily basis?' The jeans hugged her petite yet slightly curvaceous figure and it made her feel so leggy and awkward. This trainer of hers had better be pretty fricken good because these pants were definitely getting on her nerves. The tank top was a little more her style but because of the cooler weather and the possibility of rain she borrowed a thin cardigan. Etoile wasn't used to dressing like this and she hoped that it wouldn't throw her off and make her look weak or foolish. A loud crack of thunder sounded throughout the dense forest and Etoile lifted her silvery green orbs to the sky. It was so dark and cloudy. By the looks from the sky and lightening and the strong sound of the thunder, there was going to be a storm sooner or later. Training in that would be difficult.
Etoile returned her eyes back away from the sky and continued making her way deep into the forest. It was dense so it would not attract people if spells and powerful hits were made. But that also meant dangerous injuries to one another could be risky. But Etoile was willing to fight her heart out and show this trainer just how powerful she was. Once she finished her training perhaps she could even impress Danielle herself. That was her goal in the end of all of this, she hoped anyways. Dead leaves and twigs crushed underneath her boots and Etoile found herself to a seemingly large opening. This was where she was told to end up but her trainer wasn't here yet. So she had to wait around for a little bit it seemed. Etoile's thin body rested up against the trunk of a large tree and her eyes stared out into the opening. A couple of raindrops fell onto the top of her head. 'It's starting to rain already?' There was another crack of thunder. Etoile loved storms so this didn't bother her. But she failed to see how well her training would go during all of this. Her eyes traveled up to the sky once again as her body remained propped against the tree.
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"You need to let him in. He means well for you...because he loves you."
"Do I dare even pretend like I can understand the meaning of the word love? Look at how many women he has had. What makes me any different."
"You should see the way he looks at you...."
"Why bother?"
<i></i>"Do I dare even pretend like I can understand the meaning of the word love? Look at how many women he has had. What makes me any different."
"You should see the way he looks at you...."
"Why bother?"
<I>Etoile breathed out and willed her inner conscience to just be quiet. It was giving her a headache to think about him. Etoile hadn't seen Hades since Asparuh had taken her away to be recruited and that was a little bit over a week or so ago. One would think that that would have helped her focus on other things but really there wasn't a single day that had gone by where he didn't cross her mind at least once. It was annoying and it made her feel soft and naive. Last time she let someone in they destroyed her life. Hades was a man known for his cruelty and attracting women. Was Etoile another pawn that he was very taken with. Sure Asparuh claimed that he was in love with her. But how did she know this wasn't just some sick joke they were playing on her? 'I need to stop thinking about this and just focus on training.' Today she was supposed to meet the person who was going to be training her. Etoile was excited for that. She was out of that house she had been trapped within. Hades was nowhere to be seen, and she got to get all this aggression out and make her dream come true. To honor mother and find the place where she belonged. For the first time ever, Etoile was also not wearing a dress. Etoile had never not worn a dress before. But it appeared that whomever it was training her, felt that these so called 'pants' would be better. 'Jeans are so uncomfortable! How can people wear these on a daily basis?' The jeans hugged her petite yet slightly curvaceous figure and it made her feel so leggy and awkward. This trainer of hers had better be pretty fricken good because these pants were definitely getting on her nerves. The tank top was a little more her style but because of the cooler weather and the possibility of rain she borrowed a thin cardigan. Etoile wasn't used to dressing like this and she hoped that it wouldn't throw her off and make her look weak or foolish. A loud crack of thunder sounded throughout the dense forest and Etoile lifted her silvery green orbs to the sky. It was so dark and cloudy. By the looks from the sky and lightening and the strong sound of the thunder, there was going to be a storm sooner or later. Training in that would be difficult.
Etoile returned her eyes back away from the sky and continued making her way deep into the forest. It was dense so it would not attract people if spells and powerful hits were made. But that also meant dangerous injuries to one another could be risky. But Etoile was willing to fight her heart out and show this trainer just how powerful she was. Once she finished her training perhaps she could even impress Danielle herself. That was her goal in the end of all of this, she hoped anyways. Dead leaves and twigs crushed underneath her boots and Etoile found herself to a seemingly large opening. This was where she was told to end up but her trainer wasn't here yet. So she had to wait around for a little bit it seemed. Etoile's thin body rested up against the trunk of a large tree and her eyes stared out into the opening. A couple of raindrops fell onto the top of her head. 'It's starting to rain already?' There was another crack of thunder. Etoile loved storms so this didn't bother her. But she failed to see how well her training would go during all of this. Her eyes traveled up to the sky once again as her body remained propped against the tree.