Liz smiled, and looked kind of far-off at Bella's question.
"According to father, I'm not. He says most death eaters aren't that different from me, or at least weren't. He said our main difference is that I was able to resist despair and strive for joy. It doesn't always work, but when it does, it's amazing." she paused for a moment, her eyes glazing. "Sure, when you have joy, you also get hurt more. I won't lie about that. But, honestly, the next tiny bit of joy that comes along heals that hurt."