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- OOC First Name
- Anna
- Blood Status
- Mixed Blood
- Relationship Status
- Married
- Sexual Orientation
- Pansexual
- Wand
- Straight 16 1/2 Inch Rigid Blackthorn Wand with Fwooper Feather Core
- Age
- 31
Plot ID#87702
Trigger warning for the mention of anxiety and panic attacks
The knowledge that Flavio's NEWT exams were closer than ever were stressing him out more than he imagined, and he couldn't keep track of all the emotions he was feeling at once, only able to gather that everything happening to him, inside and outside of classes was terrible and out of his control. He had tried relentlessly to plan and prepare for his final semester, optimistic that this would be enough for him to succeed and meet everyone else's expectations of him, but with every passing day Flavio was realizing this optimism was unrealistic. As much as he wanted to do well and make his friends and family proud, and to show they could rely on him as he worked towards the perfect grades he needed for his future career, he felt that couldn't achieve anything he wanted, and what was left of his responsibilities were crumbling underneath his feet as he grasped at straws to get himself and his life back together.
Flavio felt suffocated as one of his classes was dismissed, and he rushed out of the room and outside wanting some space to breathe. If it was only a pause that lasted for a few minutes until he returned to the castle and continued with his schedule, he convinced himself it would be enough time to pull himself together and carry on. He couldn't allow himself to get sick again, not at such a crucial time when he needed to focus more than ever, and Flavio was doing everything he could think of and everything within his power to stay calm and work as hard as possible, even if it meant deviating from his plans to study for a little while longer than he intended.