After games, Xenia had always felt mixed emotions. Their win against Ilvermorny had been ugly, a match they by rights should have lost but she had managed to claw out a victory, almost literally, in the wake of both Vincent and Nina getting hit out. Previous games against Ilvermorny had been horribly one sided, and she had not been gracious in defeat especially when she herself had been thoroughly humiliated by the chasers. And the games she'd played against Hogwarts had mostly been too fast to actually think much of anything at all.
Today, though, as her expression broke into a grin that threatened to split her face in two at the sight of Nina holding up the snitch, today Xenia felt nothing but pride and contentment. This had been one of the hardest fought matches she'd ever played. And she herself hadn't played to her best, she would be the first to admit that, but everyone had fought hard against an opponent where they actually felt evenly matched. Xenia wondered if it might have been different if the Hogwarts team captain had actually stayed in, but Ava and Malik had played it cleverly to minimize the impact of their most dangerous player. Even as the Hogwarts team inched further away on the scoreboard, Xenia never felt like they were entirely outplayed or outmatched. And that, she reasoned, was the way it was truly supposed to be.
Xenia had thought, when she woke up this morning, that even if they lost, she would be proud of herself for her own determination against Ilvermorny and could hold her head high as the outgoing captain. But this victory, one that her team had earned together, was even better than that, and she could truly say she was happy with what she'd achieved in her time at Beauxbatons.
She flew down to the ground after the initial screams of celebration, jogging over to the Hogwarts side to extend a hand to the Hogwarts captain. "Good game," she said in clear English, and in this case, she earnestly meant it. She knew she would've had the exact same reaction had the Hogwarts team won, in all honesty. It might have taken her an extra few minutes to get there after the disappointment, but whether they'd won or lost, she would have had no regrets.